Twilight belongs to SM... and here is what most of you guys have been waiting all along, the letter...

Can't you wait for me?

Chapter Ten

Previously …

I jump up from the chair, after having my breakfast. I waved my mother goodbye, before walking out of the house, or more accurately, skipping out of it.

But my excitement ends once I saw someone approaching me.

I immediately knew it was her when I saw the strawberry-blonde hair.

Tanya...

I thought she would be at her house helping her mother. Why is she here? Suddenly, I was confused, shouldn't I be happy when I see my girlfriend, this is the norm, but why am I not? Or moreover, I even feel a bit upset.

"Happy, babe? This is a surprise!" Huh…

"Yea, surprised me much." I said. I really want her to disappear in the moment.

"Well, I wanna go shopping, so I came to get you. As you are ready, let's go." she said in a commanding tone.

"I am not some slave who will walk when you ask me to walk, and stop when you ask me to stop!" I wanted to say that out loud, but I had to remind myself to keep my mouth shut.

The next thing I knew was that I was in Tanya's car, I don't know how I got in there, but one thing I was sure of is that, I Don't Want To Go Shopping! I Hate Shopping!

The shopping hours are something I have never thought I would survive from. I miss Bella, keep wondering where and what she was doing in the past hours. At last, I got rid of Tanya by saying that I have to go home to have my dinner, that mum is waiting, but the truth is that nobody is at home. None of them. I wonder where the hell they are anyway?

I can't even have my dinner, being dragged by Tanya to the mall was the last thing I wanted to do, extremely tired that I could lie down now, and fall asleep till tomorrow morning.

When I was half asleep, my phone buzzed, I wonder who would call me that late. I picked up the cell, and hit the button, don't even bother to see who the caller is.

"Hello?" I said with my "sleepy" voice

The other line was a long silence, at that moment, I would have very much liked to throw the phone out, and get back to my sleep. But then the caller said, "Edward..."

I immediately recognized that voice, the person is who I've thought about the whole day at the mall. "Bella, why are you calling that late? Are you ok?" I asked.

"Relax, man. I have some serious things to tell you. Listen carefully." My sleepiness instantly melted away, and I was now wide awake.

"What do you want to tell me?"

I expected her to talk for hours, but what came out was silence. Complete silence, nothing...

I asked again "Bells, what's wrong?"

"Edward, I am..."she paused again, "leaving…" the main word came out from her mouth, I thought I was having an ear problem, what the hell did she mean she was leaving? I wanted to burst out, but I knew I couldn't, she might be hurt, so I asked, "Why?"

"I can't tell you, you will have to find it out yourself. Get the letter from Alice; I gave it to her before I took off.

I was intrigued of that letter. What will be in there? Anxiety in my heart was growing. Is there anything wrong with Bella?

Luck is soon by my side, I knew I could find the truth. Alice had already come home. I heard the door opening.

I immediately went down to meet the others. But surprisingly, I was met by a cold glare from Rose. A very pissed Alice is soon on her way marching to me.

She handed me an envelope with my name "Edward Cullen" tagged on it. I instantly recognized the handwriting- Bella's. I knew that is what I have been looking forward to reading. But at the same time, I am afraid, of what is in the letter. Should I read it? I asked myself. But I knew I had to read it, no matter when, where, what, and how...

I instantly grabbed the letter and opened it. It read:

Dear Edward,

By the time you receive my letter, I will be going to L.A. You might be so angry with me that you do not even want to be friends with me anymore. Sorry, I did not tell you before hand, I cannot face you, and that is why you are the last to know this.

You might wonder why I am going to L.A., right. I have been in love with you for years, Edward, if you have not noticed that why I was so strange when you are with Tanya. However, probably Tanya does, that is why she was always a bitch to me. I have always thought that you might be just playing around, but when I knew that you were bringing her to see Carlisle and Esme, I knew you are not anymore, you are settling on a particular girl. I cannot stand being there seeing you together happily after. I have to do something, and this is what I think I should do. I have a chance to get to L.A. to become a singer. I have never thought of being one, but after the school anniversary last year, I found that I love singing. I write songs, and sing them. What I sang last year is how I felt for you.

I will be back soon (maybe a year or so), I hope you have a happy life with Tanya, although it hurts so much.

I love you,

Bella Swan

I frowned, I asked myself, I don't know. But deep inside my heart, there was happiness.

It was wrong, I told myself. "You have Tanya. Remember it! You are now just amazed that your best friend has been in love with you for so long, no other feelings! You don't love her back, That is it, Edward, don't talk about it anymore."

I tried to calm myself down, telling myself some lies. Did I just say that? They shouldn't be lies! Then were they truths? No, they were not true. Are they?

I know that I was telling myself something that is morally, logically, and literally correct.

Alice blocked my thinking, "You know it now, right?"

They way she said it showed me that she knew it from the very beginning. I seemed to be asking, but it was a statement, a truth, a fact.

"We all knew it." was the answer to my question. How could they? They never told me. It means that Bella has been in love with me all along, how stupid I am, not noticing?

But again, how could they?

"You didn't tell me?" I asked angrily.

"We all can see it in both your eyes; you know what that is, love! That is love. You are in love with each other."

No, no, no! No way is I in love with my best friend - with Bella.

"Stop it! You don't mean it." I told her and stomped away.

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