DISCLAIMER: I do not own One Tree Hill, or any of the characters, except the made up ones.
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE SEXUAL CONTENT
Quote of the Day:
Peyton: Brooke! Leave her alone!
Brooke: Why?!
Haley: What are you gonna do, snort her? And I didn't want this slumber party and you wanted it for yourself and you know it.
Brooke: Well at least I didn't lie to my HUSBAND about hanging out with Chris!
Peyton: Whoa!
Haley: Well, Peyton did cocaine with that Rick guy!
Peyton: Haley!
Brooke: What!?
Peyton: You had sex in her bed!
Anna: Guys?!
Brooke: What's wrong with you? Crack whore! (To Peyton)
Peyton: (to Brooke) Slut!
Anna: Okay.
Brooke: (to Haley) Liar!
(Haley pulls off her nose strip and Brooke screams)
Anna: Wow, Tree Hill gots some drama!
………………………… One Memory I Don't Want To Lose...
Nathan Scott woke up to his cell phone alarm ringing throughout his room. He slowly opened his eyes and moved his hand across the other side of his bed feeling for her but she wasn't there. His hand slid across his sheets, but he didn't feel what he wanted. It had been over a week and Haley still wasn't talking to him. He tried everything, but she was so damn stubborn. She wouldn't even let him explain. It's all he had been trying to do all week, tell her that he only brought Rachel home. He wanted her to know that he didn't sleep with Rachel. If he could have his way he would tell her that he hadn't been with anyone since they started sleeping together. Of course she wouldn't believe him but it was the truth, he hadn't.
Once at one of Jake and Haley's parties a girl had brought him to a room, and she wanted him but he couldn't do it. As he was kissing her he felt like he was cheating on Haley. Staring at her naked body waiting for him he realized something that scared him. He didn't want her, he wanted Haley. He wanted all of her. If he was to actually say that out loud he knew that a lot of lives would change. There were so many friendships, and not to mention relationships at sake. He couldn't be selfish; telling anyone that he had feelings for her would just do more harm than good.
He didn't know when he had started feeling this way about her. In a way he always did see her differently from Peyton and Brooke. He always thought that she was beautiful. One memory where he thought that he could recall were things started to change the way he felt was when she had her fourteenth birthday party. He had taken her upstairs to her room to give her present in private. Her face lit up when she saw the charm bracelet that he gotten her. He remembered them walking in town one day and she saw it through the jewelry store mirror, and she wanted it so badly. Seeing her face light up like that sent a warm feeling in his body, and he felt the urge to want to be the one that made her light up this way.
When she was sitting on her room floor after her mother died she looked so angelic. He wanted her and he knew it, and he could help himself he wanted to taste her lips on his. He wanted to feel her, to be close to her. He couldn't explain how amazing it felt when she kissed him back. It felt like she wanted him just as much as he wanted her. But she didn't though, and she never would. She would never have feelings for him. God he wished she did. He would give anything to be with her.
He went back to her room that night right after he dropped off Rachel, but she had her door locked. He went over every day but she was always off somewhere with someone. She was pissed and he knew it. He hated not talking to her are seeing her everyday. She was like a drug to him, and he needed her. He wished that he could tell her about his growing feelings for her but she wouldn't feel the same way. As everyone had always put it, he simply wasn't good enough for her. She deserved someone better than him. He wished so much that he would be good enough for her but he knew that somehow he never would, and it hurt.
Being that close to her, but knowing that they would never be truly close killed him. What was worst about this whole thing is that he couldn't talk about it. He had to keep everything in all bottled up. Everyone had him stereotyped as this playboy but that was the old Nathan Scott. Sure he pretended to be a player at the parties, but that was just so that no one would suspect him and Haley had a thing.
He meant what he said to her that night, he wanted her. But of course she only thought that he wanted her for sex, but that wasn't the case, he wanted all of her. It killed him to know that she would never be his. He jumped as he felt a loud noise hitting his wall.
"Wake up little brother," Lucas yelled from the hallway.
"Luke cut that crap out," Nathan yelled standing up.
"Whatever just get your ass ready for the game," Lucas yelled walking away.
He picked up the picture next to his bed and it brought a smile to his face. It was taken at her fourteenth birthday party, and he knew that's when things changed for him.
Flashback
"Happy Birthday baby," Jimmy called out.
"Daddy, don't call me baby in front of my friends," Haley whined.
"I was talking to your brother," Jimmy said laughing.
"Jeez Haley-bop you're such a drama queen," Lydia joked.
"You know you both love me," Haley said with a smile.
"Of course we do, you're our little angel," Lydia said with a smile.
"I am still here ya know," Jake said.
"And you are?" Jimmy asked.
"Your one and only son to carry on the family name," Jake said with a smile.
"Doesn't ring any bell," Lydia said as everyone started giggling.
"Just light the candles ma," Jake said.
"Man teenager's these days," Lydia said shaking her head.
"I thought my family was weird," Brooke said giggling.
"They are sweetheart," Lydia joked as everyone started laughing. Everyone started singing happy birthday and both Jake and Haley made a wish.
"Mom take a picture of me and Nate," Haley said with a smile. "Come on Nate I won't bite."
"Don't trust her Nate," Jake said eating his cake. Nathan smiled as he stood next to Haley and threw his arm around her.
"Now Jake she's my BFF why wouldn't I trust her," Nathan joked.
"I always knew I like this kid," Lydia smiled as she took the picture of the two best friends.
Hours later everyone from school was at their house for a party that Jake threw, and Nathan searched the crowd for Haley. He saw her talking to a guy and without hesitation he walked up to them.
"Hey Hales," Nathan said putting a protective arm around her.
"Hey Nate, this is Chad," Haley said with a smile. Nathan shook the guys hand but he didn't like one thing about this guy.
"Hey Nathan man how's it going," Chad said with a smile.
"Great! Can I talk to you in private," Nathan said turning to Haley. Haley smiled and told Chad that she would catch up with him later. They both watched him walk away into the crowd of kids.
"So," Haley said.
"Not here," Nathan said taking her hand and leading her upstairs to her room. "Sit!"
"Wow Nathan Scott, you're just Mr. Bossy tonight," Haley said with a giggle. She sat and he did the same. An uncomfortable silence came and Nathan couldn't take it any more. He turned and saw her sitting there and he couldn't control himself he moved his face towards her's suddenly and kissed her cheek.
"What was that for?" Haley said moving her hand to the place that he had kissed.
"Happy Birthday Hales," Nathan said handing her the small box. He watched her face brighten as she held the box in her tiny hands. "Open it." She did just as he told her and her face changed threw so many emotions that Nathan couldn't tell what she was feeling.
"Y-you remembered?" Haley asked bewildered. Nathan gave her a smile.
"I remember everything about you," Nathan said. "You like it."
"Nathan," Haley said trying not to cry. "This is the best birthday present I've ever gotten." She leaned in and kissed him gently on the cheek.
"Thank you Nathan," Haley said with a smile. She could tell that there was something that he wanted to say but was having trouble with. "Nate is everything okay?"
They both jumped as they heard someone burst threw the door.
"Tutor girl, come on the hot guys are waiting for you," Brooke said giggling. She reached for Haley's arm and dragged her out of the room.
"Bye Nate," Haley said as they walked out of the room.
Nathan sat on her bed at a lost for words at the emotions that he was feeling.
End Flashback
Putting the picture down, he went to his bathroom and quickly took a shower. He got dressed in his uniform and went to his car.
"Hey Nate where are you going the game doesn't start for like four hours, dad wants us to start warming up now," Lucas said sarcastically.
"I have to see Haley before the game," Nathan said getting into his car and driving away. He drove to Flu's Flower shop on Main Street and got some of Haley's favorite flowers before driving to her house. He pulled up to her house and walked to the front door. Walking right in without even knocking he went straight to her room and stood there taking a breath before knocking on the door softly. It felt like forever since he seen her and he couldn't help but smile when she opened the door in her cheer uniform.
"What are you doing here?" Haley said with a blank expression. Nathan's smile faded and he knew that she was still pissed.
"I wanted to see, I needed to see you," Nathan said honestly. He handed her the flowers that he had been holding behind his back. "I'm sorry Haley, I miss you!" He watched her and she looked at the purple arrangement of flowers that she held. "Your favorite."
"Nathan…."
"Look I just didn't want her to drive home drunk okay," Nathan said trying to explain.
"You don't have to explain," Haley said shaking her head. "It's none of my business."
"Nothing happened," Nathan blurted out. Her eyes shot up at him with shock, he Nathan Scott was saying that he didn't have sex with the biggest whore of their little town. "I've missed you." Nathan said walking closer and taking her in his arms in a tight hug. Haley closed her eyes loving the feeling of being in his arms, loving the way that he was suddenly making her feel.
Truth was she wasn't still mad at him about the whole Rachel thing; she was scared of being around him. She didn't want to be feeling this way about him, because he would never feel the same. She didn't want the butterflies in her stomach. She didn't want her breathing to be less than normal are her hands to be shaking but they were. It was the first time in her life that she was feeling these things and she just so happen to have them because of her bestfriend.
"I've miss you too," Haley whispered. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." He started kissing her face up his lips found hers and he crushed their lips together. His tongue found hers and they began exploring the other's mouth. Haley quickly pulled away and moved passed him locking her door then turning back to him. She smiled at him and suddenly she realized just how beautiful his blue eyes were. She was mesmerized by them. She pushed him onto the bed and smiled seductively at him as she began undressing herself in front of him.
He watched her like she was the most beautiful thing in the world. He stood up wanting to be close to her. They stood inches apart as he undressed himself while she watched. They stood there both naked in front of the other like they did so many times before, he reached out and put his hand over her cheek and she leaned into his touch, closing her eyes at his touch. If he only knew what I was feeling right now, then he would run away she thought.
"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?" Nathan said moving closer. He put his other hand on the other side of her face and pulled her closer to him until their lips touched in a soft kiss.
"What if were late to the game?" Haley said between kisses. She really didn't care about the game, but she knew that Nathan did.
"Who cares," Nathan said moving them to the bed.
He kissed her all over before finally putting himself at her entrance and thrusting inside of her like he did so many times before. But this time he stayed still, enjoying that all of her was surrounding him just loving everything about this moment.
"God I've missed you," Nathan said kissing her hard as he began moving in and out of her. He could be with her all day and be happy.
"Nathan…"
"God Hales," Nathan said as she dug her heels into his ass letting him deeper inside of her. He brought his lips to one of her breasts and ran his tongue over it causing her to moan. He did the same to the other one, and he moved faster inside of her. He could tell she was almost ready so he brought his hand between their sweaty bodies and started rubbing her center.
"Nathan," Haley cried out as her orgasm hit. Hearing her scream his name sent him over the edge and he went with her, both riding the pleasure full waves. He moved to the side of her as she snuggled closer to his sweaty body.
"We should fight more often," Nathan joked as he kissed her forehead.
"Easy Scott, that won't help you win today's game," Haley said giggling.
"Their something that I have to tell you," Nathan said. Haley could tell that by the tone of his voice that he was serious. She sat up and looked at him confused waiting for him to talk. He sat up and again their faces were inches apart.
"I've been doing something that you're not going to like," Nathan said scared that she would be mad at him again.
"Nathan what is it?" Haley said terrified of his answer.
"I'm sorry please don't be mad, but I've been taking speed," Nathan said.
"Nathan why….."
"Because of Dan, he's been so hard on me lately, but most of all because I'm stupid and I want to prove to him that I'm better than he was," Nathan said. "You don't have to worry I threw them all away and I won't ever do it again, I just wanted you to know." Haley just looked at him and put her hand on his cheek.
"Thank you for stopping, you don't need that Nathan," Haley said with a smile. "You are a way better person not to mention ball player than your dad."
"Thank you," Nathan said. He leaned in a few inches and their lips were touching.
"Thank you for telling me the truth," Haley said hugging him. "Can you do me a favor tonight?"
"Anything," Nathan said. It was the truth; he would do anything for her.
"Tonight at the game can you just play for you," Haley said with a smile. "Don't play for Dan, don't play for the coach are the team, just please play for you. Believing in yourself is half the battle."
"I can do that for you," Nathan said with a smile.
AN: SO SWEET THAT THEY ARE FALLING IN LOVE. PLEASE REVIEW!