I`m sorry for not updating sooner . I was kind of busy, because school starts next week, and i`m totally being carried away by Shinee, and it`s maknae *drool*

anyway, sorry for this short, stupid comeback chapter .

I`ll try my best to write a better one next time.. .

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Chapter X: "Big girls don`t cry"

It was night. Such a deep, beautiful night. The city seemed more alive than ever. The lights, cars, people walking forth, restless, everything seemed so fairy-tale like. The more she looked at it, the more pain she felt.

She was at her house, sitting on an armchair, with a warm blanket covering her. She was able to see the whole city from there.

Having a look over her shoulder, she saw her brother, lying on a couch, sleeping. He looked so tired, that her heart was breaking. Everything he did, was for her sake Everything, that she could not accept.

"Oppa.. you love her, don`t you?" Her voice was weak, as if she caught a cold.

Tears rolled down her eyes, from all the pain she felt.

The next morning, when Mi Nam got up, he felt the nice scent of food, coming from the kitchen. Seeing Mi Nyu, he got up in a hurry, and tried to stop her from cooking.

"Oppa! What are you doing?" She asked pouting, trying to act as if everything was alright.

"Your arm`s weak! You should just rest!" He was very worried for her, as every older brother would be.

"It`s my breakfast afterall. The least I can do is cook. Now that you`ve woken up, go back to the dorms." She said, with a cold voice.

"Mi Nyu, is something wrong with you?" He asked worried, checking her temperature.

"Oppa.." She sighed, trying to find out the right words to put her emotions in. "Look.. Don`t you think there`s someone else you need to take care of more than me?" She looked at him, hoping that he`ll understand.

He didn`t even hesitate, giving the answer. "No. There isn`t. You`re the most important. Now let me.."

"Oppa!" She raised her voice, startling him.

It was a first to hear Mi Nyu shout, in such a long time. He couldn`t help, but look her straight in the eyes. She demanded it.

"Aren`t you confusing things, Oppa? I`m perfectly fine. Mentally and physically. But he Yi isn`t. Aren`t you neglecting her too much lately?" Mi Nyu was very worried for her. She kind of knew what she was going through. But, especially because she knew, she couldn`t afford to let history repeat itself.

"She`s fine! She`s a strong person!" He tried to deny it, even though in his eyes was this trace of uneasiness.

"Oppa. I won`t argue with you anymore. If you want to make sure how strong she is, why don`t you just go outside?" Her eyes were putting so much pressure, that he could not help, but ending up rushing out of her flat.

She just looked after the closed door, and prayed that things would work out. Somehow.

He barely reached the exit, and started to look around her, worried. Mi Nyu wasn`t the kind of person to play pranks like that.

And then, he saw her. She was leaning against the hood of her car, wearing normal clothes, and sunglasses. She was nervously checking her wristwatch, when the two of them made eye-contact. He Yi made him a sign to follow her, as she went inside the car. Mi Nam, as a good boyfriend, listened to her, and got in the car.

He couldn`t say anything, because he heard the engine howl, and she was gone. He had no idea where they were going, and she didn`t even answer any of his questions.

Until they arrived at a silent, small park. Usually, people don`t bother to go there, so He Yi chose the perfect location of it. They had to talk. A lot.

She was the first one getting out of the car, followed by him.

"Yah! He Yi! What`s wrong with you?" He asked, worried. Mi Nyu was right. She was pissed.

"Oppa.." She turned her back to him, playing with the keys in her hands.

Her voice was shaking, and she felt a knot in her throat. It was sick what she wanted to do. Sick that she even thought about that. But, for her own good, she had to do that..

"Oppa.. I need some time.." She whispered, through her shaking lips.

He heard her, but pretended not to. The last thing he needed was a misunderstanding. So, he just remained silent, with his hands on his pockets, looking at her scared.

She, on the other hand misunderstood the whole situation. She thought that he agreed to that.. And her heart started to hurt so bad..

"I may need some time, Oppa." She exhaled, finally facing him.

Her expression was killing him. She hated doing, saying that. The more she wanted to break from him, the more attracted she became.

"Op.." He cut her off though.

"Why? Is it because of another man?" Rage took over him.

"What? No! Oppa, I love you, but.." She tried to explain the whole situation to him. He just never allowed her to.

"Oh. So you already found yourself another man, eh? Just because I was worried about Mi Nyu? You go, and fuck behind my back? Nice, Yoo He Yi, nice." He was completely absorbed by the rage, and he could not hear her voice, nor see the bitter tears in her eyes.

"It`s not like that, Oppa!" She raised her voice, in hopes that he`ll wake up. "Mi Nyu needs you more, and I don`t want to make you worry about me! You just take care of her, as if I don`t exist! That`s why I wanted a break!" Tears rolled and rolled down her face, the pain sharpening in her chest.

"Ofcourse you want a break!" His gaze was dangerous, and.. malevolent.

In a second, he was right in front of her, wildly grabbed her thin wrist, and dragged her back in front of the car.

"You want to break away from me? Sure, you can try!" He grabbed both of her wrists, and lifted them above her head, against the windshield.

He then started to unzip her jersey, while kissing, and sucking her neck, leaving deep, almost purple kissmarks behind. He kissed her collarbones as well, before going to her breasts.

"Opp-a!" She cried as loud as she could, begging him to stop.

But, he just sealed her mouth with his, while making her body his plaything.

She hurried to her door, just to see him..

"What?" she asked on quite a piqued tone.

"Yah! Is that the way you welcome me?' He slowly pushed her aside, while making his way into her flat.

She just rolled her eyes, slamming the door.

"I bought groceries." He lifted two bags, full of.. everything one would need for a month, or so.

"I don`t need them." She sat back into the armchair, resuming her squatted position from earlier.

"Yah! Go Mi Nyu! Show some respect towards me!" He crossed his arms, angry. It was a first that she practically ignored him that way.

She rolled her eyes, taking a sip of her cocoa.

"I was the one who took care of you in the hospital, you ungrateful Pig-Rabbit!" He went next to her, throwing his nasty look.

She looked up at him, but then continued to watch the TV while drinking cocoa.

"Whose fault was it that I ended up like that?" She murmured, hoping that he would hear her.

"Yah!" He got angry, as he placed his hands on the chair`s arm. "Just what happened to you? Did you hit your head, or something?" He lightly poke her forehead.

"Stop it, for God`s sake!" She pushed his hand away.

"Why are you raising your voice at me?" He answered back, on a similar tone.

"Why are you doing so?" She shouted back.

"Because you piss me off with your Diva attitude! For God`s sake, you`re becoming He Yi every second that`s passing!"

"Fine! Because you piss me off with your vain attitude as well!"

They kept on shouting for a couple of minutes, until Mi Nyu got really angry, and stood up, to be at a closer level with him.

"You think I`d simply accept you back, since you were the one to walk away from my life? Leaving me without notice, full of hopes and dreams? For a total stranger? I`m not even worth of a stranger?" She was very angry. It could be read in her eyes. "But then, once I return, and you have the chance to escape from her you abandon her and want to come back to me? For God`s sake, just who do you take me for? Am I your puppet, to be used, dumped used and dumped to no end?"

For a couple of seconds, he remained silent, still in shock, looking at her with blank eyes. But then, he snapped.

"Yah! You ain`t better either! Ever since we met, you didn`t give me one chance to prove to you that I love you! You were always with Shin Woo! And now, when I finally decided to come to you, you push me aside, as if I had plague?"

"Damnit, tae Kyung! How dare you say I didn`t give you chances? Weren`t I the one who always suffered because of your selfishness? Yet, you make the victim? How vain ca you be?"

He had another nasty expression on his face. But, to make her believe him, he was able to do anything.

"Until I win back your trust." He made quick steps across the room, to where she was, and in less than a second grabbed her cheeks, and pressed his lips against hers.

But he wasn`t able to make her surrender to him, no matter how hard he tried. In the end, he finally got accepted in, and started to play with her tongue, inside her mouth. She tried her hardest to hold back, not to respond to him.

It was harder that she thought, so, for her own sake, she pushed him away from her.

"Get out! Now!" She was breathing hard.

At first, he had no intention to do so, but, even if he remained, there was nothing else to talk about. So he left her flat, slamming the door behind.

Not hearing his footsteps anymore, she collapsed, crying with big, bitter tears.

"Why.. Why do you want to leave me?" He asked, his voice breaking.

He made his way with her. The fiercest experience ever.

She was crying, but, she felt something wet hitting her neck and collarbones. She then opened her eyes, just for her heart to break again.

He was so pitiful, crying himself out, with endless tears coming out of his eyes, while his grasp loosing. She felt so guilty, seeing him like that. It was the first time she saw him cry because of her.

The girl leaned her head against the windshield, biting her lower lip, trying her all not to return to his side.

"Oppa.. Mianhe.." She said, before bursting out in tears.

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