[ Not Even Me ]
[ Not Even Me Chapter Nine Contains; Ashley//Carry]
A/N: Short chapter I know.
[x] Should I continue?
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"What?" I ask appalled. She nods. I feel like collapsing. Somehow spontaneously drying right in front of her. I started to back away. Then I turn, to run. She calls.
"Wait! Please! I can help you!" She pulls on my right shoulder. I intensely shrug her hand off my shoulder and become furious.
"I don't need help I'm perfectly fine!" I yell starting to walk away. She keeps her place as I head off to nowhere. I can faintly hear her.
"I know what happened," I stop. Maybe this isn't a trick. This isn't a girl hoping to humiliate me in front of the people who secretly hide among the bushes. No, maybe she knows. I turn to her each tear rolled down my cheek chasing each other. I try to not cry but all I can do is remember. I walk up to her. So close yet I know nothing of her. "They made me watch. You were their first," she says. I don't quite comprehend.
"Who made you watch what? The first?" all seamed unclear. She didn't want to remember this either. She held back the tears and gradually sat down against the wall behind the school where no one would find us. I want to know. I too sit next to her scared of her explanations.
"The party. It all started at the party. I, Carry Davidson, was for the first time accepted as a human being and not some kind of girl without a date," she starts out little a little rickety. Carry Davidson. "As excited as I was I convinced myself to do whatever it took to be considered a friend to the one and only-"
"Paige Michalchuck," we say together. She nods. "Yeah I mean, I knew you, you weren't best of friends but you know, you two hung out and you were noticed and-" she stopped to slow down. "After meeting this guy he told me that he had a girlfriend, you know which was totally understandable. But then his friend started hitting on me"
"Eric," I whisper. She sighs.
"It was about 1:30 when we headed upstairs," she said. She looked at me. I finally breathe.
"And I was already there," I sob. It was exactly 11:24 p.m. You don't forget things like that and that's the last thing I remember. The time.
"As I entered the room, I saw you, on the floor. You were lying on a sheet, with your eyes closed. I thought you were dead. As I started to scream, he held my mouth. He whispered to me to stay quiet. So I did. He led me over to a chair that sat in front of you. His friend, the one I had already met, opened the door. I thought to save me but he just laughed. I started to cry but he told me again to hush and he-" my heart thumped. "He told me to watch" I tremble. With reminiscences and pain. "He got on top of you and started to rip off your clothes while his friend laughed and covered my mouth. Then you woke up. I could see your eyes open and I knew you saw him. Then you looked at me. I started to cry louder but the boy told me to stop. After finishing with you they took-" "They took me and told me I was horrible without the drugs. I didn't know what he meant bu-"
"When talking to me, I looked at the clock," I stand up. "11:24 p.m. he must have did it then," I say. She stands up and wipes the tears.
"What?"
"He drugged me! While I looked at the clock he slipped it into my drink and drugged me," I announce. She looks surprised.
"You're right," she nods. "But we don't have any proof," she tells me. I know what can we do? We have no proof.
A/N: Okay you may or may not like this story its okay. No hard feelings ( Um but I'm offering something if you are into this story and can't wait for me to finish the next chapter I can give you a sneak peak ( Not the whole thing sorry he he. Just ask for it in AIM my Sn is somehowxstoopid and in the reviews tell me what you would like to happen I could consider it or tell me if I should go on. Oh and by the way, I want to give thanks to these people:
[ This is to all the reviewers so far! Thanks for everything! ]
Deadly-Secret x Thanks! Hope you return soon!
Lyss33 x I needed some answer on that! I'm pretty sure now where I'm going with this but I may accept some ideas!
LittleBlueConverse x Thanks!
TrappedxInxAxBoxX x I'm taking that as a compliment :D
Anonymous x Yeah I get that a lot. But this is Ashley's mind, she kind of just, randomly thinking.
Shifty Tiffy x I'm currently finishing up your story! Thanks by the way, I try to make it as realistic as possible!
Kelly x :p
Punk-Chick33 x yeah. I use to cut but you know, somehow I put myself into this fan fic because I really wanted the readers to get a feel of this. Happy you liked it!
Courtney x wow thanks! I was hoping to get way more flames! But uh, I will most likely email you, if I'm not too busy!
Amethyst x Yeah this one is a little different from Speak. Not too much though. I also liked that book and you decide for yourself if Jessie is Heather ( thanks for the review!
Amy x I can't relate that much to Ashley in this story only somewhat. Keep reviewing!
[ Not Even Me Chapter Nine Contains; Ashley//Carry]
A/N: Short chapter I know.
[x] Should I continue?
----------------------------------------------------------------------- x X x ----------------------------------------------------------------------
"What?" I ask appalled. She nods. I feel like collapsing. Somehow spontaneously drying right in front of her. I started to back away. Then I turn, to run. She calls.
"Wait! Please! I can help you!" She pulls on my right shoulder. I intensely shrug her hand off my shoulder and become furious.
"I don't need help I'm perfectly fine!" I yell starting to walk away. She keeps her place as I head off to nowhere. I can faintly hear her.
"I know what happened," I stop. Maybe this isn't a trick. This isn't a girl hoping to humiliate me in front of the people who secretly hide among the bushes. No, maybe she knows. I turn to her each tear rolled down my cheek chasing each other. I try to not cry but all I can do is remember. I walk up to her. So close yet I know nothing of her. "They made me watch. You were their first," she says. I don't quite comprehend.
"Who made you watch what? The first?" all seamed unclear. She didn't want to remember this either. She held back the tears and gradually sat down against the wall behind the school where no one would find us. I want to know. I too sit next to her scared of her explanations.
"The party. It all started at the party. I, Carry Davidson, was for the first time accepted as a human being and not some kind of girl without a date," she starts out little a little rickety. Carry Davidson. "As excited as I was I convinced myself to do whatever it took to be considered a friend to the one and only-"
"Paige Michalchuck," we say together. She nods. "Yeah I mean, I knew you, you weren't best of friends but you know, you two hung out and you were noticed and-" she stopped to slow down. "After meeting this guy he told me that he had a girlfriend, you know which was totally understandable. But then his friend started hitting on me"
"Eric," I whisper. She sighs.
"It was about 1:30 when we headed upstairs," she said. She looked at me. I finally breathe.
"And I was already there," I sob. It was exactly 11:24 p.m. You don't forget things like that and that's the last thing I remember. The time.
"As I entered the room, I saw you, on the floor. You were lying on a sheet, with your eyes closed. I thought you were dead. As I started to scream, he held my mouth. He whispered to me to stay quiet. So I did. He led me over to a chair that sat in front of you. His friend, the one I had already met, opened the door. I thought to save me but he just laughed. I started to cry but he told me again to hush and he-" my heart thumped. "He told me to watch" I tremble. With reminiscences and pain. "He got on top of you and started to rip off your clothes while his friend laughed and covered my mouth. Then you woke up. I could see your eyes open and I knew you saw him. Then you looked at me. I started to cry louder but the boy told me to stop. After finishing with you they took-" "They took me and told me I was horrible without the drugs. I didn't know what he meant bu-"
"When talking to me, I looked at the clock," I stand up. "11:24 p.m. he must have did it then," I say. She stands up and wipes the tears.
"What?"
"He drugged me! While I looked at the clock he slipped it into my drink and drugged me," I announce. She looks surprised.
"You're right," she nods. "But we don't have any proof," she tells me. I know what can we do? We have no proof.
A/N: Okay you may or may not like this story its okay. No hard feelings ( Um but I'm offering something if you are into this story and can't wait for me to finish the next chapter I can give you a sneak peak ( Not the whole thing sorry he he. Just ask for it in AIM my Sn is somehowxstoopid and in the reviews tell me what you would like to happen I could consider it or tell me if I should go on. Oh and by the way, I want to give thanks to these people:
[ This is to all the reviewers so far! Thanks for everything! ]
Deadly-Secret x Thanks! Hope you return soon!
Lyss33 x I needed some answer on that! I'm pretty sure now where I'm going with this but I may accept some ideas!
LittleBlueConverse x Thanks!
TrappedxInxAxBoxX x I'm taking that as a compliment :D
Anonymous x Yeah I get that a lot. But this is Ashley's mind, she kind of just, randomly thinking.
Shifty Tiffy x I'm currently finishing up your story! Thanks by the way, I try to make it as realistic as possible!
Kelly x :p
Punk-Chick33 x yeah. I use to cut but you know, somehow I put myself into this fan fic because I really wanted the readers to get a feel of this. Happy you liked it!
Courtney x wow thanks! I was hoping to get way more flames! But uh, I will most likely email you, if I'm not too busy!
Amethyst x Yeah this one is a little different from Speak. Not too much though. I also liked that book and you decide for yourself if Jessie is Heather ( thanks for the review!
Amy x I can't relate that much to Ashley in this story only somewhat. Keep reviewing!