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Jeremy's POV.

I'm sitting at the kitchen table, listening to my sister going on about what she saw at the Lockwood house. After Stefan and Elena walked in and saw Damon sticking his tongue down my throat, Elena grabbed me and started shouting at the oldest Salvatore brother. Before I could get the chance to explain or even say goodbye to my new lover, she dragged me into the car. When we got home, it was silence. She stared at me a few times, wondering what to say. I don't see what the deal is, so I kissing Damon, so what? She kisses Stefan all the time, and I don't make it a big deal. Once in the kitchen, she hands me a bottle of water and sits down next to me, I can tell we are going to have one of our brother/sister heart to hearts, I roll my eyes at the thought of it.

"Damon, Jeremy? Seriously?" she sighs

"It just happened"

"Well, it has to stop!"

"Why?" I feel annoyed now. How dare she tell me who to see and not to see!

"You know why!"

"Because he's vampire?" I play with the bottle lid, trying my hardest not to react.

Elena nods. All of a sudden I find myself getting angry. "well what about Stefan? He's vampire!" I raise my voice.

"That's different. He's different" she says in a calm voice.

"you don't know Damon like I do! He isn't like that around me"

"I don't want to chance it Jeremy, you're all I have left, I don't want you getting hurt" Elena moves her hand to my shoulder to comfort me but I reject it and stand up in rage.

"That's not your decision! I'm not a kid any more, Elena! Why can't you see that this is the first time I've been happy in months?" My voice starts to break, I can feel the tears in my eyes. Elena doesn't say anything, she just sits there, staring at me. I understand that she cares about me and wants the best for me, but I control my own life and maybe Damon is the best for me, I haven't felt this alive before. He brings that feeling out on me. I stand, waiting for a reaction from my sister, but she doesn't give me on. I head up to my bedroom, wondering if Damon is getting shit for what happened today.

Damon's POV.

I walk into my bedroom, trying to get away from my annoying brother, but he follows me. Telling me that is is a low blow, even for me. Thinking that the only reason I got involved with the Gilbert boy was to get back at him and Elena. I don't say anything back to him. I pour myself a drink and sit down on my chair, pretending to care what he is saying. Telling me that I will just ruin Jeremy's life. Is he right? Will I mess it up like I do with everything? Will I be in a mood one day and he just so happens to be there and I end up hurting him? Am I that much of a monster? I already know the answer to my own question. My brother is right, no one in their right mind would love me, there's nothing there to love, all I filled with is hate.

Later that night, I find myself in a deserted parking lot, watching a young women walking to her car, I can hear her blood pumping through her veins. I make a few little sounds so she's aware someone is with her, as she looks around to see who's out there, I hide behind the tree. Just as she thinks its just the wind and she is safe, I'm behind her. I grab her body so she can't move and sink my teeth into her neck. After I bled her dry, I disappear into the darkness, leaving her soulless body next to her car.

As I enter my bedroom, I can sense someone is here, I don't even have to turn round to see who it is.

"Hello Jeremy" I voice was cold.

"What happened to you?" his face was sad, then he realised it wasn't my blood that was on me.

"Don't look too shocked Gilbert, this is who i am"

"I don't believe that" the teen walks closer to me.

I move out the way and head to the wardrobe "it's the truth Jeremy! I'm not like Stefan! I kill and I enjoy it!" I widen my eyes and my tone bitter.

"Why are you being like this?" his face looks hurt.

"Because this is who i am!" I shout. "I'm a monster!"

he walks up to me, and places his hand on my face, I try to turn away but he doesn't let me.

"You're not a monster! You've changed my life, before I met you I was so numb, I was dead inside, but you, you brought me back!" Jeremy smiles.

I-i did something tonight" I could feel my break. The thought of Jeremy knowing what I do, broke me.

"It doesn't matter" he stroked my cheek with his hand and gently placed his lips onto mine. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve him.

He softly took off my shirt and kissed my arms, then gently kissing my neck, as I put my hands threw his hair. I grip tight and let the passion of his touch over power me.

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