A/N: As promised here is JJ's POV. Thank you all for the reviews. I've been writing these at work and I'm still really not sure where its headed. I'm aiming for a romance between JJ/Emily but it won't be a graphic one at all. .

JJ could feel every bone in her body ache and pulse as if it had its own heartbeat. She knew she need to listen to Emily and let the doctors give her something to calm down but she knew what sleep would bring. Nightmares were a norm for Agent Jareau but with the horrors that came across her desk every day, no one expected less. Of course, she never mentioned said nightmares to the team, not even to Emily, Garcia, or Reid. They were her business. Just like Will had been her business. Well look how that turned out JJ. Will hadn't been happy about her not telling the team about them. She could still remember the fight that left her temporarily breaking up with Will in Miami.

"Should I be worried? It doesn't take a profiler to see you've got one foot out the door in this relationship"

"Would you keep your voice down?"

"Why? HEY! I'm crazy about her" Will had said shouting at some of the team that was still in the police department.

"It's my business!" JJ had insisted.

The argument had ended with JJ breaking it off and Will telling her to have a good night.

"You should go for it," Emily had suggested after seeing the flirtations and turmoil JJ was going through.

"What?"

"You'd make a cute couple,"

"You know what?" and JJ was off chasing after Will.

This memory made JJ think of Emily. Oh god JJ! Emily's probably beating herself up about that moment if she remembers. Will had been willing to relocate to Quantico, VA from New Orleans which made him convenient. It didn't help that he was sweet most of the time and JJ found that he kept her mind off of someone else, someone else unobtainable. But even though JJ knew she wasn't in love with Will, she had grown to love him. Her heart ached when she thought of how she would have to answer her child's questions in the future about his father. Or maybe he'll have someone else and won't think about it. Emily would make a great mother.

"What's on your mind JJ? You look like you went off into space on me Jayj?" Garcia said as she entered the room.

"Garcia! You're back! I was just thinking. No harm done," JJ blushed. Garcia noticed the blush and even saw a sparkle behind those sad blue eyes. That sparkle quickly disappeared though. Snap out of it Jareau! Emily's your friend. She doesn't have feelings for you.

"Aww Jayj. How are you and the future baby Jareau? You look awful," Garcia cooed. She know knew how JJ had felt when she had been shot by a detective gone bad. JJ was thinking the same thing and how Emily had been the strong, silent, reassurer, only taking her hand and squeezing. She's always been such a great friend.

"I'm, well, to be honest, I hurt like hell, but the doctors want to give me something so I can sleep. I don't want to though," JJ released her fear to her best friend.

"Talk to the team first, we're all here. Then I think Emily already has it arranged for you to get some sleep she's not leaving until you do sweetie," Garcia wanted to let Emily tell JJ about her plans when she left the hospital the next day. She hoped JJ would go along with them.