A/N: hey guys i'm baaaack! and yes i am still alive! i've been busy with making up my mind and s couple of stories i made on ! anyway here is chapter 10. enjoy my young padow wans! i think i spelled that right!

warnings: rating will go up, lemon

disclaimer: who said i owned yugioh?

chapter 1: silent thoughts

''what?!'' noah said to me uneasily to the fact that i didnt fall into his trap. i smirked and walked up really close to him abandoning the law of personal space. ''noah.'' i said very dangerously and slowly. '' . . .bedroom. not!.going to say please.'' i said venomously. i gave him and eye piercing glare, one that can make water split. although, he was unfased. i was confused. wow maybe all kaiba's are the same, unfased and egotistical. noah smirked that deadly smirk. ''ok.'' is all he said before settling his hands on my waist and staring streight at me. I blushed and found the plush carpet very intresting trying to not meet his gaze.

It was silent for a long time. Neither of us
said anything, but rather he staring at me luke i was some sinking sun as though it were some kind
of deity. Noah's silence was rather strange, but the fact that he was here, with
me, was what made me excited and nervous all at once. I chanced a peek at
him.Oops. He was
staring right back at me, ever present smirk plastered tightly on his lips. His dark lost cold eyes were deep and unwavering, and seemed to hold traces of some emotion
that was lost on me. He tilted his head and continued staring
shamelessly.I was
going to say something to make him stop, because he was embarrassing me and
making me ever so flustered, but I doubted it would do any good. One of his
hands lifted up to cup my cheek, spreading against my smooth skin before dipping
into the contours of my lips. I shivered at his
touch.

Um, No-noah!
what – ?" he suddenly grabbed my chin with two slender fingers and forced my
gaze directly at him before crashing his lips onto mine. Immediately, I followed
the sync and rhythem of the kiss. I really didnt want him to get it easy and think i was easy so i was tense. Noah senced what i was doing and was not at all pleased. His arms naked its way to my behind and pinched it making me gasp. That gave him an advantage to dip his tongue in my mouth. I soon gave up. This guy is such a good smoochet. All those years in a tank and he atill got it. I wonder what it feels like being artificial intelligence. Soon noah broke apart the passionate kiss.

he settled his eyes on mine. They were so dark at times i was confused if he was evil or good. " now do you forgive me?" He asked so smugly. I swear he can act like seto sometimes! I blushed deeply making my tanned skin glow.

" yes! Now get out!..." I know when im defeated but i dont want to admit defeat. "But-" noah started but i cut him off sharply. " out" i said pointing to the door. " but-". " out!" I said not wanting to hear the shit he had to say. " i didnt get to apologize." He said smiling so sinisterly.

"Well.." I said crossing my arms. "Rihanna i-" " get on your knees." I cut him off. " rihanna i a-" i cut him off again. " get me a rose." I said smirking. I love doing this. He gave me a 'really?' Look. I nodded. He sighed and ten minutes later he came back into my room with a perfect not out of place cherry red rose.

i smirked. I have this guy wrapped around my finger. Noah gets down on one knee. "I am-" cut him off again. " say it romantically." I said twirling my hair in my finger. " rihanna-" he paused for a second thinking i was going to cut him off but i didnt. He proceeded.

" I am deeply sorry for my actions earlier today. It wont happen again. Can you find it somewhere in your heart to forgive me?" He said his eyes twinkling. How does he do that? I decided to give this guy a run for his money.

" No." I said. blankly and simply. " no. No? What?! I did all of that and you say-" he said but i cut him off. " im just kidding. Of course i do. But do that again and i'll make you regret it." I said pointing to the door. " um ok."

( Noah's pov )

Im walking out rihanna's door and close the door behind me. Then Seto shows up from down the hall. He smirks at me and is about fiv deet away from me. I glare at him, he does the same. " i see your up and walking." He says giving me a victorious look.

" Hn." I heard news about you. Is it true that you and MY Rihanna, were an item?" i said cutting to the chase. I really didnt have time for his bull shit. " infact, we were. And it was really wonderful." Seto says mocking me. " too bad you weren't there to witness it." He finishes. Now he took it too far. I was about to swing on him until rihanna opened the door.

" Hey guys, im gonna go hang out with ishizu and mokuba abit bye." Rihanna said before walking down the hall. Very soon my hormones started kicking in. This is the first time i really noticed this. She had long slender legs and all her curves showed. skinny jeans look really sexy on her. Her hips just got me crazy. I watched her every action like a hawk. I watched her hips move with every step she took. Woah i cant until i take her. Her dark brown wavy curls swished while she kept walking. She has me wrapped around her perfect finger. I'd do anything for her.

i then felt a wey substance on my chin. " hey romeo, are you drooling?" Seto's mocking voice asked me. He wore a smirk. Curse him. "Hn. Whatever." I crossed my arms. " i found a notebook of yours." Seto said. Could he be talking about me notebook? " where is it?" I said rather harshly. Seto laughed. " follow me." He said leading me to his room.

He picked up a silver journal from the large book shelf. " thank you." I mumbled. Seto just nodded. I tool a v-neck shirt that was Navy blue and grey sweatpants from seto's drawer. I hope he doesnt mind. I took the journal and clothes into rihanna's room and closed the door behind me. The room had dark blue plush carpeting, a very big white bed, two nightstands on each side of the bed and had various types of video game consols in it. If rihanna's room looked like this, i wonder what mokuba's looked like. I went stright into her bathroom and took a shower. I noiced that i had grew a six-pack. I didnt know having seto's genes in me would change how my body was sculpted. But what th hell. I quickly changed into the pile of clothes i 'borrowed' from seto and sat on the edge of rihanna's bed. I remembered that the journal was voice controlled so i said the password. "Noah's thoughts". I mean seriously, you have to be an imbecile to not figure that out. The silver journal opened slowly and i flipped to the first written page.

March 7th

Dear journal,

i'm really lonely, i have no one to share my feelings with, no one to share my pain. I wish i could have at least one friend. I've asked father if i could make friends but he has said no so many times that i've forgotten. I'm so lonely and misrable. No one knows what happenes behind blue eyes.

March 10th

Dear journal,

My wish has come true! I've met a kid that wants to be my friend. Wow i am so happy. Her name is rihanna johnson. We had so much fun today that i cant stop jumping inside. She lights up my world like nobody else. I need to see her again. Oops got to go. Father is coming and I am supposed to be studying.

March 11th

Dear Journal,

Me and rihanna played again today. We were playing tag. She said its what kids like me and her play outside. She tackled me to the floor and i pretended to be hurt so she could come closer. Then i tackled her! You should have seen her face! Haha. I think im feelng something for her. Everytime i see her i feel this weird sensation in my chest. It feels...good.

March 12th

Dear journal,

Today was epic! I got my first kiss. And guess who with? Rihanna! Woah it felt pretty good. If it wasnt for that fight we had about you, i wouldnt have that kiss. I have finally got someone to love! Thats all i ever wanted. Its worth more than all the violins money could buy!

march 14th

dear journal,

well today was the day of the big business party And father said that i could bring a guest. I brought rihanna She looked so goos in that ruby dress. I introduced her to my father and he wasnt at all too pleased with her. He asked me if she was my new interest and i said 'yes'. He nodded Then went somewhere. The good thing is that me and rihanna were together.

May 14th

Dear journal,

Its been two months since the party and i havent seen rihanna. I keep sweating and getting really worried. I have been falling behind in my studies and i have sleepless nights. I cant keep dealing wih this heartache. I hope she is ok.

May 20th

Dear journal,

I see rihanna sitting at the bench! Today is the day im going to confess my love for her! Im gonna tell her how i feel. I know she feels the same way. Thanks journal. For everything.

I kept flipping the pages but i couldnt find another journal entry. I guess that was the day of my downfall. I hid the notebook in one of the book shelves rihanna had. I then relaxed on the bed and fell asleep.

( Rihanna's pov early early morning )

I felt the sun casting its bright rays at my figure. I tried getting up but felt muscular arms pulling me towards the figure. I turned my head around to look at the person and it was noah. I totally forgot i saw him in my bed last night. I poked his face. Nothing. Someone might be having a good dream. I giggled then i felt my waist get tighter. Wow. Noah growned a little. I blushed deeply. Aww he looks so adorable when he is asleep.

i tried to get up one last time. But he just held on to my waist even tighter. Wait... Is that a smirk i see? Then i felt his hands snaking up my. Stomache to my chest. Uh oh. " noah kaiba!" I yelled. " what?" He chuckled.

" Dont what me!" I said getting out of his grasp. " you were molesting me in my sleep!" I stated. " but you liked it." He teased giving me a wink. " whatever what time is it?" I asked very sleepily." 5:26am" he said looking T the clock. " im going back to sleep." I said.

(noah's pov)

why cant i go back to sleep? Is it because i am so happy? Or becuase i am reunited with my best friend? Whatever it is, i cant stop hour later i still cant sleep. I keep having dreams of rihanna. Not the bad ones. The extremely good one's. i keep having dreams of her screaming,moaning and panting my name is pleasure. I start to blush. What is ths feeling?

i feel my friend erecting so i split farther apart from rihanna. " go to sleep noah." Rihanna says befor. Drifting off into sleep.

A/N: well how was that? XD ive got to say this was the longest chapter i have ever wrote. Phew. Plz review people! It would mean allot. I update on a regular basis. Peeeeeace!