'you do' he asked her again, in surprise.
'wouldn't the years have proven this? After all we've been through. You still doubt that?' she kept looking at his expression. To search for some fear in his eyes. Which she couldn't see. There was only a warm soft expression. Where she got Goosebumps from. And it gave her a warm feeling inside, where her heart would skip beats. More than a normal heartbeat tempo. It began to raze through her veins as if a train has to get as fast to a near train station. But she kept control of her entire body.
'Yea you're right. It's just that, I thought we would never come to this point of really expressing each other's feelings. And it was only in my dreams I heard you saying the words. But now when it's real. It just feels…'he wanted to finish but Sam came in between.
'…Unreal' she looked relaxed at him. Her hundreds of tons weight of massive love effect came crashing down. And her world was suddenly as light as a feather.
'Yea, that's what I meant' They kept looking at each other. And it went on for 2 minutes for sure. It was so quiet that you could hear airmen walk past their quarters. They wouldn't expect them in there. Sam and Jack were both thinking but they kept looking at each other. But as strange as it was, by their expression and eye contact they could tell what the other was thinking. Their connection didn't worked now. And they still had to find a way for the solution for it. But right now they were at ease. It was pure calmness, no stress or pain or even confusion. It was just the spirit of each other's feelings and the words that had been said that made the understanding between each other better. Words weren't needed. But Jack felt he owed her. So he took a struggling breath and said the words that he'd been dying to say for so many years.
'I love you' he told her. He watched her expression and aspected total shock because he said it, and he knew she knew he wasn't easy with words. So when he watched he saw only tenderness and love and some watery tears in her eyes. That was the point where he became weak. Watching her cry would break his heart, but these tears were different. This were happy tears, tears of joy. And it maker him happy. And from that point he wanted all this to be over at once. But when he thought about the mess they were into. He took aback real quick and held her both hand between his.
'i know this is the most stupidest moment to come with this but as much as I want to kiss you, there are risks now we can't take. These cameras watch us. So we have to watch out what we're doing. And I'll hate myself now for breaking this moment. But we have to deal with the other things we're in now. I promise we will talk further... We will... I want to.'
'yea... You're right. We have to find a way out this than the last one. We can't expect that the joint chiefs agree whit this. We have to find prove also. We can just expect that they believe us. 'she told him
'we've got to cover this whole mess or else it's gonna get us charged for something we didn't even do' they sat there for another few minutes. The only thing that was different they felt comfortable next to each other in a room with the both of them.
'we should probably go, or else they suspect something' Sam said to him. He looked at her and smiled. She looked confused back at him.
'I told you, the smartest woman on earth.' he told her. She smiled back at him and blushed a little. Aww come on Sam you're not a teenager anymore for Christ sake.
He laughed and looked amused at her. ' I heard you thinking that' and he looked in total calmness at her. He kept gazing at her. While she was sitting there shocked and thinking... Hard, he could tell. Coz, she didn't saw him watching her. So that meant she was deep in thoughts.
'you shouldn't keep thinking that much, someday you'll gonna be as crazy like me ' Jack told her.
'i was just thinking...' she began.