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I was talking to Emmett in my room when dad came home. I continued talking to Emmett hoping he would stay with me and keep dad from talking to me for a little while longer. But none the less dad entered my room and Emmett left swiftly; he gave me an evil grin just before he exited.
"So you want to date?" He started
"It's just one date; who knows what will come from it" I smiled at him
"I don't like the idea of you dating." He bluntly stated
"Well I'm going to start sooner or later" Still a straight face "Charlie is a really nice guy!"
"He's still a horny teenage boy" I just laughed at dad for saying horny; never heard him say anything like that before. "Ok, ok, ok..." He said trying to get me attention again. "What is he planning to do with you?"
"I'm just going to hang out at his house" He was about to protest when I continued saying "Under the supervision of his mother"
"Fine. You can go" He said with a defeated sigh.
"Yay" I screamed and jumped up to hug him
"But we want to meet him briefly first" Mum said behind me. You eventually get used to family members just popping up everywhere. I ran to her too and gave her hug
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" Ahh what will I wear? I was too excited, bouncing around my room to notice that my dad had left leaving me just with my mum.
"Honey I want to talk to you"
"Ok" I said rummaging through my closest thinking of what I could wear
"I know that you are becoming more interesting in boys" She started off saying
"mmhmm" I wonder if that skirt would go with that top
"And certain things can happen when your dating, becoming intimate" Well that certainly snapped me out of my little frenzy.
"Wait, what?" She didn't say what I think she said, did she?
"Come sit by me" She asked me patting the bed next to where she is sitting. "Don't look so pained" she laughed. Ohhhh that is what Alice and Rose were laughing about.
"I hate you guys!" I yelled out. I heard Emmett's boisterous laugh knowing they received my message loud and clear.
"So now you have got that out of your system" Mum continued "So sex..." Ahhh I cringed at the word, looking down at my hands; not wanting to look at mum.
"They have taught me about it at school" I quickly informed her not giving her the chance to get into great detail about it. I stood up trying to get away thinking, hoping that that was the end of it.
"I know; otherwise your dad will be in here too" No way was I ever in my whole entire life ever; I mean EVER going to hear my dad explain that. Cringe. "Now come sit back down."
"I want you to know about the emotional side of it all. I know lots of kids are doing it younger and younger not truly knowing what it is all about. It is something you share between someone you love and generally loves you back; preferably between husband and wife." Yeah like that is going to happen. "People might start putting pressure on you to do those kinds of things but you need to know that it is ok to say 'No'. Are you getting me so far?"
"Yup! Wait, say no, that kind of stuff" I was starting to shut off; it was so painfully awkward.
"Becca, please listen what I am saying" she asked cupping my face in her hands so I couldn't look away.
"Ok... I understand."
"So don't let any guy push you into having sex until you are ready. And I hope when you are ready that you can come to me and talk to me about it and then we can talk about different forms of birth control we can put you on. Sex can be a great, wondrous thing when you are ready but it can also lead to heart break, STI's and unwanted pregnancy so I want you to be fully informed before you do decide to become sexually active. I want you to be able to come to me with any questions about anything"
"I will"
"So do you have any now?"
"No, well... yeah. What's for dinner?" No way was I dragging this out longer than it had too. Mum just laughed
"Ok, Ok it's salmon" She stood up and kissed my head "I'll bring it up to your room so you don't have to face everyone"
"Thank you!" Least she isn't making me face them, especially Emmett. He is never going let me forget this little talk. I wonder what would have happened if I told her that the talk was too late; things would have definitely not have ended as calmly as they did.
Mum lived up to her word as she brought me my tea to my room. I started eating when my mind wondered onto what I would wear tomorrow on my date! I turned up my iPod that was playing in the background to try and block some of my anxious thoughts. I was trying on an outfit when 'Moves like Jagger' by Maroon 5 featuring Christina Aguilera came on; my favourite song at the moment. I danced all round my room singing on the top of my lungs whilst trying to perfect the outfit I was wearing at the time. Alice ended up coming in half way to join me; she gracefully danced around with me and laughed at me as I jumped onto my bed with my trusty hair brush as I pretended to be Christina Aguilera at her solo. By the time the song ended I was exhausted and fell onto to my bed giggling.
"Well that is one way of deciding what to wear" She laughed as she lay next to me
"It's the only way really" I said, not being able to wipe the smile off my face. I just lay there for a couple of minutes totally content; funny how dance and singing can do that in my life.
"So what did you decide on?" Alice asked taking me out of my bliss.
"Well I think this white dress...?" I wanted her opinion of it; she is the fashion guru after all.
"I like it! But try this..." She said as she slipped a brown belt around me and popped a grey cardigan over top.
"And to top it off" She put my favourite necklace around my neck.
"Thanks Ali! I LOVE IT!" I gave her a giant hug to show my appreciation.
"All good! But as we speak Esme is telling me to get you to bed and... now I'm in trouble for calling her Esme infront of you" So weird that they can have normal conversations and I have no idea that they are even happening. Alice grabbed my plate to take down stairs
"You didn't eat much" She said concerned as she showed me my barely touched salmon.
"I'm not that hungry; nerves and all that. Plus I had a big lunch." Well that was a lie, I had hardly anything for lunch either but I didn't want them to worry about nothing.
"Ok but you're having a couple of bites before I leave" She told me in a stern voice, not wavering once. Not that a vampires voice ever does. I knew there was no way of getting out of it so I quickly grabbed the fork and shoved down two mouth full's, not swallowing though. I hoped she hadn't notice and will let me be so I can get the food out of my mouth but I was kidding myself.
"Now swallow" And she noticed. I had no choice but to swallow my food. The thought of throwing it back up like Sophie flickered across my mind but as quickly as it came, it disappeared just as fast.
"Good! Now go get some sleep and I'll see you in the morning" she perked back up and I left to get ready for bed thinking of what the day will bring tomorrow.
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