Ten

God damn it, how the hell did things get so complicated? And why did nothing ever go my way. Its not fair, I mean I was cute right? I was a nice girl, what was so wrong with me? This is such….ugh I don't even know what.

I had finally left Gamzees hive and had hobbled all the way back to my cave. Coming back there had brought back so many memories. Life was so simple before, when I had, had a bad day or gotten hurt during a hunt I could always count Pounce de Leon

To be there to cuddle up with, and everything would suddenly be ok. It had been three years since she had died and I just suddenly missed her so much. But what could I do? I was alone now.

I walked over to the spot where she died and slumped down agents the wall, taking my small computer out of my pocket and logging on. I signed into pester chum and found who I was looking for.

arsenicCatnip [AC] began trolling adiosToreador [AT]

AC: :33 Hey, I'm glad you're here. I've been wanting to talk to u

AT: Nepeta! Where have you been? I asked Equius but he, Uh, wouldn't say anything. I was worried

AC: :33 yeah, I'm sorry Tavros, and I'm sorry

AT: Uh..for what?

AC: :33 because I never fixed that thing between you and Gamzee….

AT: oh that…yeah I Uh..ended up talking to him after that, I explained I was already in a Uh..complicated relationship with someone already…

AC: :33 oh….

AT: that's all?

AC: :33 yeah what?

AT: well I mean normally you would be all excited about about anything to do with shipping…

AC: :33 Oh well…I guess I don't really care anymore

AT: oh….did something happen?

AC: :33 No forget about it its fine

AC: :33 Later

arsenicCatnip [AC] ceased trolling adiosToreador [AT]

I shut off my little computer and curled up on the ground. Maybe things would look better after a nap.

I awoke up to a sound someone in my hive. I awoke with a start and rubbed my eyes. What was it? I got up and made my way to the door taking a deep breath before opening it.

"What the hell do you want?" I asked Gamzee

"Look sis I know I Motherfucking screwed up, but.."

"No" I stopped him. " I just overreacted nothing that happened was your fault, I just took it out on you and I'm sorry.."

"Ok well" he laughed " I guess you can come on back now.."

"What why?" I asked " I'm fine now.."

"Yeah I know but I missed you…"

"You what?"

"You know my hives all too big and shit its just Motherfucking empty"

"You mean..you want me to come back?"

"Fuck yeah! You were the most fun motherfucker ever, all up and bakeing pies with me and shit…look all those other ones who gave you trouble just don't know how cool you are. Your special"

My eyes lit up "Really? So you realize what your asking me to do?"

"Yeah I want you to come back to me…"

I smiled and pulled him into a hug. "your right fuck those other guys! As long as we have each other we'll be fine."

I kissed him one more time before we left for his hive.

-End