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Three weeks. That is how long it has been since everything happened. I havent seen Randy apart from when we have to wrestle together because of Legacy. I talked to Mr McMahon, and he agreed what Randy done was wrong, but since a Diva had joined Legacy, his ratings went through the roof. He apologized, I didn't blame him though, he does have a show to run.

I was now sharing a room with Evan, I had told him everything that happened between me and Randy, he went nuts at first. But after I calmed him down, he just stayed with me and was doing what a good friend did.

I have to admit, being in the ring with Randy hurts, he looks at me with so much intensity that I just want to cry. I know that I have to be strong though… I cant let him get to me.

It just hurts, you know. Its that feeling that you have lost someone good in your life, and you feel like you just want to die, that nothings worth living for. I just wish that I never met Randy, but then again, if I hadn't met him.. I wouldn't have known if I could Love again.

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I was in the middle of sulking again when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around me. I turned around as saw Ted standing there with half a smile on his face. I wiped my tears away and hugged him.

"How are you MJ?" He asked, pulling me in closer.

"Im good" I lied while sniffling.

"Yeah. Whatever" Ted said "You are not. Please Mick. Me and Cody cant stand to see you like this. We may have only been friends for over a month, but we do care about you, and what Randy done, it was wrong. But for us and most importantly yourself Micks. Don't loose yourself over him"

"I hugged Ted in tighter and felt another pair of arms wrap around my waist. I turned around and saw Cody hugging me. I smiled for a brief second and just hugged two of the most important guys in my life.

"Hes a jerk Mickie" Cody said while holding me tighter. I always wonder why I couldn't have just fallen for one of these two. I mean, they are everything a girl could want in a guy, caring, loving.. But NO! I had to fall for The 'Lady Thriller' himself Randy Orton.

"Yeah. I know" I laughed slightly before releasing myself from their embrace. Until I felt a pair of smaller arms wrap around me and I realised it was none other than my Best Friend Melina Perez. I buried my face in the crook of her neck.

"You heard too ha?" I mumbled.

"Yeah. Evan told me" she said, hugging me tighter "Hes an asshole Mickie"

"So I have heard" I smiled releasing myself from Melinas embrace and gesturing towards Cody and Ted "They have told me plenty of times"

Cody and Ted looked at me and smiled slightly.

"You have a scene with him tonight Mickie" Ted reminded me. I saw Cody and Melina slap him on the back of the head! "OW! What was that for?" Ted groaned in pain.

"I don't think she needed reminding!" COdy said in a matter of fact tone.

I just laughed "Im fine guys, and I know Ted. Its something im not looking forward to." For the first time in three weeks, I will be kissing Randy Orton. Because it is something the fans wanted to see.

In four hours I will be doing a scene with Randy Orton. Something that I just wish wouldn't happen.

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I was walking down the hallways off the WWE arena. I honestly felt like my hert had been ripped out of my chest as I turned the corner to find that Randy was with Sam. I honestly felt like my heart had been ripped out all over again.

I slowly walked past them, hoping none of them will notice me. But, Sam did.

"Hey Mickie" she smiled at me.

I had to stop, I didn't want to be rude "Hey Sam… Randy"

"How are you?" she asked.

Not good. My heart is just breaking right now "Good" I lied. "I have to get going though"

"Ok. See you around" She smiled before turning back to Randy.

I started walking away from the duo. I had just turned the corner when I heard my name being called. It was a voice that I knew all to well, and it was a voice that belonged to the guy that I have been trying so hard not to let see me cry. That voice belonged to the guy that broke my heart. Randy Orton.

I carried on walking, pretending like I didn't hear him, that was until I felt his hand tug my elbow, and he turned me to face him.

"What?" I asked.

"I havent talked to you in 3 weeks, how are you?" he asked me.

"Why do you care?" I asked, I felt my heart being broken into little pieces all over again.

"I do care about you Mickie" He told me, and I knew he was being honest.

"You know what I don't get?" I said, I was suddenly on the verge of tears. "We spent a night together and you tell me you love me, and then you go and do this? Why? Why did you pick her Randy? After all the pain she caused you"

"Mickie. I love her, something you wouldn't understand.. But I do Love you Mickie. So much." He sighed.

"But its her right? Its always gonna be her?" I said shaking my head "have a nice life Randy" I tried to walk away but her pulled me back again "What?"

"Please Mickie. I wanna be friends" he said "I want things to go back to the way they were. I want everything to just be the same"

"That's the thing Randy. You chose Sam, you lost me. You cant expect to have everything go your way. Do you know how much it hurts to see you two together. Do you know how I felt when I heard you and Sam talking, her asking you back." I used my hand to wipe away some of the tears that had fallen "It broke my heart Randy. It really did, and when you said yes. It felt like my whole world came crashing down. It hurt so much Randy, and you expect me to forgive you? You expect me to be friends with you?"

"Mickie. Im sorry. Please. We have to do something. I cant live without you in my life." he said while moving closer to me. Only to have me step back.

"No" I shook my head. "I am gong to move on from you Randy. I am going to be happy without you"

"And how do you plan on doing that?" He asked "You cant avoid me forever you know. We are still a couple in Legacy"

"Maybe so. But other than that Randy. I-I cant" I burst into tears and felt his arms wrap around me. I cried into his chest for a while before pulling away. "Even though my life may suck without you Randy. I know it is for the best"

"Not being friends Mickie? Please?" He begged.

I shook my head and stared into those blue eyes that I have become so accustomed to "No more Randy" and I walked away. I know I have a scene with him in an hour, but I don't care, at this moment, all I care about is finding a quiet place to think. I silent place to cry.

Randy's P.O.V

I stood there and watched Mickie walk away. I knew I had made the wrong decision when I first saw Mickies face as she was packing her bags a few weeks ago. The moment I had told Sam 'Yes' I knew I had lost the most important thing in my life. Mickie James.

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