SO that was insanely short. SORRY. But i haven't updated this story in a little while and I wanted to give you something lol this is all I have so far. More is definitly coming though! Oh. And I used a quote out of one of my favorite Christmas movies, "A christmas story" lol Can you find the quote???? EPOV
As soon as I got into my vehicle I wanted to get back out. I was suddenly aware of how bad of an idea this was. Being alone with her, in the tiny confines of my car.
A part of me smiled at the thought of us being alone together, but my throat was scorching and I had to hold my breathe. I hoped she wasn't in the mood for small talk. Her heart was beating erratically within the confines of her chest. It was unbelievably loud, taunting me with every beat. I turned calmly in her direction and faked a smile. She had no idea how much pain I was in. I was learning to hide it well. She smiled back and then quickly turned away. Her skin blushed scarlet and I closed my fists tighter around the steering wheel.
I was careful not to break right through the flimsy material. I pictured her reaction if I had clasped the wheel too tightly, causing it to crumble beneath my stone fingers. She would be afraid. More afraid than she is now. I frowned at the thought, wishing for the thousandth time that she didn't have to be afraid of me.
I gently put the car into gear and rolled out of the driveway. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her pale hand reach up and brush her hair off of her shoulder exposing her neck. My entire body tensed begging me to launch at her throat. For the first time in a long time, I had to concentrate on driving. It was as if some one had thrown gasoline on top of the raging fire in my throat, I swallowed and imagined the flames thrashing inside.
I rounded the corner and drove past my own drive way. I wanted to stop the car, I wanted to jump out and run home, to hide in my bedroom like the coward I was. I opened my mouth in an attempt to start conversation but her scent wafted onto my tongue. I could taste her. Her scent tasted so good I couldn't help but imagine what her blood would taste like. She looked at me strangely. I didn't know what to do so I just smiled.
She looked at me like lobsters had just crawled out of my ears.
Maybe I wasn't as good as hiding my desires as I thought I was.
Once again I apologize for the shortness.... :D Much Love to my readers/reviewers