I walked through the airport early in the morning.

Your up early i replied to my sisters text, she always new I'd be up this early on a Sunday, if we didn't have a pay per view and i had no other commitments i liked to get to the city raw was being held in early the day before.

Not that well, how are you?

What's up with you? I'm ok just getting a coffee before my fligh

I sat down on a chair in the lounge as i sipping my coffee waiting for a reply.

Just upset stomach i think it's nothing big but it sucks

Will do, love you

Love you to

We didn't text after that, i sat looking around i looked over my shoulder slightly and smiled slightly. "Have i got an interesting story to tell you later"

"What's happened now?"

I chuckled "The beast was arisen"

"That's horrible how you talk about your mother"

"But you know it's true from the stories you've heard from me and your bestie bec"

"Kelly was showing her around helping her while you were working did you want me to just ignore her and make her not want to come back"

"We'll finish this later" i turned fully to face in front of me

"Pussy" she mumbled turning the page of her book

"The queue at that coffee place, ridiculous" i heard Kelly said "Some idiot was flirting with the cashier holding everyone up"

That was probably directed towards me seens as she knew i was here in ear shot and it was me doing that. "They do that so they don't have to pay" Mickie said, i looked down slightly and listened carefully "Yeah if they see the girl keeps glancing at them, they flirt because then sometimes they forget to ask them to pay"

"Wow i never knew that"

"well you do now" Mickie laughed

How did she know that? I certainly haven't told her that's why i do it? Am i not the only one who does that?

Later that night i was wandering around the arena, it was pretty much empty apart from people bringing in crates, they would start setting up early tomorrow morning.

I wandered up the stairs and took a seat nearer the back looking down at everything.

"What do i owe this pleasure?" she asked

"Got that story remember"

"Oh yeah, go on" she nodded turning her body to me slightly, it's what i liked about a women, maybe in particular this one, they always showed they were listening, the guys in the locker room didnt. More often than not they were listening because they say things back i guess I'd like them to show they were.

"My mum's just getting on at me about kids again"

"Does she not realise, the act to make them your not doing right now?"

"geesh your making it sound like it's optional like a religious choice or something"

"Well it is, john if you wanted to sleep with a women you could, anyway wouldn't she rather you get married first"

I shrugged and glanced away checking no one had seen us "I dunno truthfully she probably does but the crazy lady side of her just wants a grandchild and for some reason she thinks im the one who will produce a product from my seaman first"

"Yeah suppose because your brother can barely get along with his girlfriend long enough to have sex and your sisters are adamant they want children born into a marriage, you are the clear choice" i watched her watching everything, everything ive said to her maybe even just in passing she's taken in

"Anyway enough about me! You bitch for a change"

"Oh im officially allowed to look for my own place"

"That's good! Gives you and your sister space"

"Under my parents supervision of course" she shook her head "My dad told me to not buy a flat with a balcony"

"Why?" i asked softly

"Apparently if you live alone there's a high suicide risk so now i need to be mindful of that, is that oven gas or electric is that light fitting really strong? Are just a few questions i should be asking my self as im a high risk for suicide because im a sad lonely women with no prospects with the career ive chosen to have"

"It's your life just make yourself happy" i nodded as she looked at me "The last thing you want when there no longer with us, if you were to look back on your life having pleased them having all these things they wanted and having achieved nothing you wanted and have nothing you wanted, it's your life you have to live it for yourself"

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