Were here." Carlisle said as we pulled up to Nevada state line, I undid the window to yell to everyone else what to do.

"Ok guys were here, we'll stop at the gas station about 10 minutes up ahead and then we'll decided where to go from there." I shouted and they all gave me a nod or a thumbs up, in Chrissy's case.

10 minutes later we pulled up to a Shell gas station, we filled up our cars and then pulled into a empty area in the parking lot.

"Ok, so we'll start the actual mission tomorrow, they have scouts all over the place so we have to look and act naturaly ok. Were going to stay in at the Sheraton hotel, its just 15 minutes away. You can follow us right?" I asked and Luna nodded, we all got back in our vehicals and headed to the hotel. When we got there we needed to make it seem natural so the room arrangements were Alice and I, Edward, and Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie ( we did this so each person could sneak out and be with their mate.), Carlisle and Esme, Keith, Xaiver, Nick, and Damon, Athrun, Kira, and Noah, Luna, Ireland and Simonne, while Kat, Carly, Nikki and Chrissy had their own room. After we had everyone ready we headed to our rooms so we (the humans) could sleep while the vampires do whatever or in Edward's case watch me sleep... That has got to be boring.

"Edward, watching me sleep can not be fun. Why don't you go hang with Jasper and Emmett since Alice kicked him out so she could talk with Rose." I mumbled through sleep.

"Oh love, watching you sleep is fun. Also don't worry because in about...3...2...1-" Edward was cut off as the balchony door opened to reveal my to vampire 'brothers'.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked

"Were here to keep our sister safe, keep Edward more company and watch you sleep. I heard you talk." Emmett said smirking, I just rolled my eyes and let my head fall to my pillow, I was pulled into a sleep right away. I stirred at about 2:30am only to find the guys sitting around me talking in hushed voices, the obviously didn't hear or see me wake up so I decided to play a little with them.

"Mmmm..." I hummed and turned away from them so my face didn't show, I made sure to keep my emotions in track so I still looked like I was sleepling.

"Hummm...No... That bomb was easy... pole dancing isn't hard Kat... yes i've gone shirtless at the beach... no he's a bad kisser, the other is much better... mmmmm... kissing a girl is fun... i've stoped arms dealers before... shot twice as proof..." I decided I had enough fun as I could hear ther breath become panicked and angry, plus the had all frozen. I turned a little in my sleep and 'woke up'.

"Huh? Oh hi guys, what are you doing?" I asked seeing their eyes as wide as they could go and their jaws on the floor. Then Edward took on a more serious face.

"Isabella please sit up, we have somethings to talk to you about." He said his voice frim, I had to sollow the laugh that was rising in my throat.

"Uh yeah, ok." I siad rubbing my eyes for effect.

"Bella while sleeping you said... some things we would like anwers to." Jasper explained when he felt my faux confusion, I just nodded know that if I opened my mouth now I would laugh.

"Ok you said 'That bomb was easy', what did that mean?" Emmett asked, I took a calming breath and explained, everything I said had all been real experinces to me.

"Well on one of my many mission's I had to defuse a bomb, if it had gone off there would be no more White House." I said and they looked pleased at the honest answer.

"Pole dancing is fun?" Edward said his voice strangled.

"Well yeah on that undercover mission I told you about before I had to pole dance to keep my cover, and besides doing it in front of randoms, it's actually kind of fun." I said smiling innocenlty.

"Well Eddie at least one of you wont be a prude in bed." Emmett laughed and I just laughed with him, to their surprise. While Edward just glared at him.

"Yes I've gone shirtless on a beach?" Jasper asked.

"I was in Europe of another mission and I had to keep my eye on this guy and well he went to a nudist beach, and I had to blend in..." I said trailing off, only to have Edward growl, a mad growl.

"No he's a bad kisser, the other is much better." Emmett asked as Edward looked pained.

"Noah is a bad kisser, I told you I've had to kiss him before for covers, and Edward is the better kisser." I explained and Edward relaxed then smiled his croked smile.

"What about 'Kissing a girl is fun.'?" Japser asked amused.

"When I had to kiss Nikki, on that mission. It was fun in a weird way because we couldn't keep straight faces for a while, there was no pleasure of feeling behind it." I said the truth.

"I've stoped arms dealer before." Emmet fired at me.

"I have been at the Agency since I was young, what do you think I spent my whole time doing? Playing virtual games?" I asked and they shook their heads.

"Ok last one "Shot twice as proof'?" Edward asked his voice suspicous. I sighed this one may be a hard one, I should tell them all. I knew the Cullens could already hear me but it's better if there here.

"Can the rest of the family come here?" I asked and then within 15 seconds they were all there, I flicked on the room light so they could see me.

"Ok about five years ago I was on a dangerous mission, I will not disclosed anymore info on it what i was doin on that mission. But I will tell you that I was up against Diesel Kane, we were fighting and I had the upper hand... That is until he pulled out a gun and firedat me about six times, only two shot actually hit me though." I said pulling my shirt up to expose my left side and the middle of my chest.

"Here look." I said as I wiped of the make up I always put on the scars so no one know, they all gasped, and then snarled and growled.

"The Doc said it was a mirical I even lived, those bullets had poison in them. But when he shot at me the two bullets at hit the others, we don't know how, but when they did that the holes for the poison were almost fully sealed so it wasn't disperes to much. I was able to fight it off, but not without sufering in the hosptail for 2 months because of the whole ordeal." I explained only to see every Cullen furious, I have never seen them so mad.

"And you want to face this Kane guy again?! No Bella your not going near him!" Edward said as they all nodded.

"NO! I have to... I wasn't the only one that ended up on that mission, and outside friend of mine, he was older, was taken by Kane so that he could get to me. In the end the McAdam's family suffered a casuittly, I lost a a dear freind, Arron lost his life, and Kane was put on my list. This is mission is mine." I said trying not to cry, I promised myself I wouldn't be weak... I promised...

"Oh love I'm so sorry, Bella cry, it's ok. Cry for your friend, for his family and life, and also cry for yourself for everything you've had to go through." Edward said as he held me to his chest and rocked me while all the Cullens sat around me comforting me.

"Bella why don't you sing a song for us." Alice said in a clam soothing voice, I just nodded maybe a song will help, I knew just what to sing too.

"Arron where every you are buddy, this one is for you. Remeber you were always like my older brother, I will never forget you, I believe your always around me there to guide me." I said tears forming in my eyes, starting to sing.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.I wear the pain like a heavy coat.I feel you everywhere I go.I see your smile, I see your face,I hear you laughin' in the rain.I still can't believe you're gone.

I could feel even more tears stinging my eyes.

It ain't fair: you died too young,Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all knows how I miss you,All the hell that I've been through,Just knowin' no-one could take your ' sometimes I wonder,Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?Settle down with a family,I wonder what would you name your babies?Some days the sky's so blue,I feel like I can talk to you,An' I know it might sound crazy.

The tears were now flowing freely doewn my cheeks in a constant water fall, never stoping. I looked out of the window to the moon and sang to him, to my older 'brother' Arron.

It ain't fair: you died too young,Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all knows how I miss you,All the hell that I've been through,Just knowin' no-one could take your ' sometimes I wonder,Who you'd be today?

Today, today, , today, today.

I thought back on everything we did, before Luna and everyone tried to scare him away, but he never was scared. He stayed with me for the longest time, alway there for me when others couldn't be. God I miss him! But Arron didn't leave me alone in this world, he didn't leave me without his brotherly love to guid me, he doubled it by giving me a new family with two new brother, sisters, parents and the love of my life he was always looking our for me.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.I wear the pain like a heavy only thing that gives me hope,Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.

As I finshed the song I broke down into sobs only to see the Cullen's agony filled faces as they all hugged me and tried to sooth me, but the never once tole me to stop, just to relax a little more. After my little breakdown I was embarrsed, the Jasper sat next to me and huged me, I knew this was his way of saying 'Don't be embarresed', but after I felt better, I hadn't cried like that, or showed any weakness in my job feild in forever. It felt like a weight was taken off my shoulders. This continued for a while untill I once again subcumed to slumber, I fell into a deep dreamless sleep.