Okay so. Hi agian. Um. So, do you like the story so far? I'm trying to make the chapters longer, and write them faster, but I've been busy. Haha. Anyways, I don't know what to say. I will be doing a EPOV so you can get inside edward's confusing head. Haha. Iknow he seems like the bad guy at themoment, but he's just...scared, i guess you could say. Well I hope it doesn't dissapoint you.

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BPOV-

When I wake up, I was in my room. I was a little confused, but then remembered Charlie helping me cross the road and up the stairs to my room. I took a deep breath, my throat burned as the air vented. I groaned. I stood up and glanced around my room. It seemed like it had been forever since I had been home, even though it was just a few days ago. I sighed, I needed to clean. I stretched thinking about last night. I didn't want to be sad, or mad about it. I wanted it all to stop and just have a normal day for once. I dragged myself over to my closet and tried to find something to wear. I felt a warm stare on my back, I almost broke down and started crying right there and then but Charlie opened my door and peeked in.

"Hey Bells, I wanted to say goodbye, I'm headed off to work," I managed a faint, soft smile and gave him a hug. "When will you be home?" he shook his head. "Late, just like usual," I shrugged and nodded. He left and I moped my way back to my closet. I picked out a black American Eagle shirt with a pair of dark faded jeans. I slipped into the bathroom, took a short warm shower, and blow dried my hair. I brushed my teeth and applied my makeup. Time seemed to stand still, frozen. I ran down the stairs and choked down a pop-tart. I slammed a glass of milk when the door bell rang. I dragged myself over and answered it. Alice and Rosalie stood with apologizing eyes. I felt the warm gaze on me again. God, he must be able to see the whole house from his bedroom.

"Bella," Rosalie had curious but cautious eyes. I shook my head, the tears almost over flowing. Alice pulled me into a hug and Rosalie ran her hand down my hair. The tears streaming down my face now, I fell down to me knees. Alice and Rosalie held me, talking about how I would be okay and I would get through it. I felt so stupid, sitting there crying over him. He never liked me, and he never would, why had I even gotten my hopes up? I choked the tears down and pulled myself together, not for me, but for Alice and Rosalie. I shook my head, fighting it all back. Alice's eyes were watery and so were Rosalie's, which made me feel even worse. They both stared at me, hopeful and concerned.

"I should have just told you Bells, it's all my fault," Alice shook her head. I stared at her with curious eyes. "T-tell me what," Rosalie shot Alice a look. "Edward is well, he's just a stupid player like Mike," I smiled a little. "Alice, I already kind of knew that," I giggled, which sent them into giggles also. God I was so glad I had these two girls in front of me. It was funny how we were all crying over something that happened to me, but it made me feel guilty. I hugged them and told them I was just going to clean and that I was fine. They didn't believe me at first, but they finally left. I did feel a little better. Although when ever I thought about the fact that he was just playing me the entire time, it brought a tear or two out.

I skipped over to the closet and looked for a dust rag. I glanced at my suitcases and remembered I would be leaving at the end of the summer. I would be leaving Alice and Rosalie behind. I would leave Edward behind. Everything, would be left in Forks. I shook my head, that wasn't for a long while. I grabbed a rag and slammed the door shut. I ran up stairs and turned on some music. I ended up listening to "The Reason" by Hoobastank. I sang along with the lyrics, thinking of only Edward.



I dusted off everything, feeling the warm gaze on my back the entire time. I ignored him, he broke me down, and I wasn't about to just turn around and run back to him. I continued listening to music, pushing him and his god like beauty out of my mind. I ran down stairs and threw the dust rag in the laundry. I decided to change clothes and go for a walk so I ran upstairs, changed, and then I ran down stairs to grab a bottle of water when the door bell rang again. I sighed as I walked over to answer it. There stood Edward Cullen with his hands in his pockets, an awkward look on his face. I was breathing heavily from running around the house. He looked up at me, apologizing eyes.

"Bella, can I-uh, talk to you," I turned and glanced in the kitchen, the clock said it was a little after one o' clock. I turned back to him, "I would love to stay and chat, but I have to go for a jog," I shut the door behind me and locked it. I turned to find him inches from my face. He had intense eyes. I stared at them, almost melting, but then remembered he was just another stupid guy trying to get me in his room. I smiled, "And I'm sure you have plenty of girls who would love to have a make out session, so I'll be going now, Edward," I walked past him and started running, instead of jogging. I had a pair of volleyball shorts and a tank top. I pushed myself harder, running away from him. I wished I had never fell for him, I wished I had never met him. I wished I had never come to Forks.

I pushed my legs faster. I wasn't about to stop. I just kept running, running from the thoughts of him. The dreams I had of him. I had to let him go, I had to get over him. I had to get over the kiss, the intense look in is eyes, the tears I cried, I had to get over it all. I had to forget him, leave it all behind. I couldn't believe I had falling in love with him within a month. A month of his crooked smile, his green eyes, it was all it took for me to fall head of heels for him. I said a few curse words under my breath. Stupid Edward Cullen, stupid player, stupid tricks, stupid amazing eyes…

I finally stopped running when I couldn't breathe. I fell to my knees tears flowing down my face. I felt my heart beating faster than any car could go. I felt my heart cracking, breaking down. I felt the blood pounding through my veins. I shook my head. "Wake up Bella, wake up!" I stared at the ground. Too many tears were wasted on him. He was just another stupid boy, a stupid, stupid crush. I sucked in a deep breath, glancing around me. I was on the side of an unfamiliar road. I looked around confused. Where was I? It was a one lane road, but there was nothing but trees around.

"Shit," I stood up. My legs were weak, they hurt. I gulped, swallowing my fear, but it just curled and twisted in my stomach. I turned back and started walking back the way I had come. I looked up at the sky, it was cloudy, stormy. My breath stuck in my throat. I glanced at my watch to see what time it was. I was surprised to see that I had been gone for an hour and a half. I pushed myself even though my legs wanted to give out. I had run for too long, and they were now shaky and worn out. I shook my head. Stupid Bella.

After about twenty minutes of walking I stopped. I stared at the ahead. There was nothing but trees around me. I felt a chill go down my spine. My head fell back and I looked up at the sky. I felt something wet land on my cheek, a rain drop. Within seconds the rain was now pounding down on me, beating me down. I shook my head. I was cold, wet and miserable, not to mention lost. My hands curled 

into fists. I let out a scream, or misery. It was short, but it helped. I took a deep breath. The rain was icy and numbing.

I shook my head angrily. "No, I won't," I looked ahead, down the road that seemed like it would never end. I took a step forward, and then another. The next thing I knew I was running again. My body didn't want to, but I forced myself to. I just kept running. I could just imagine how many days it would take to get my legs working right after this.

I glanced at the sky, it was getting darker, and so was ever thing around me. I looked to the side. The trees grew darker, and I felt the fear spike in my stomach. It would be dark soon. I was never afraid of the dark, but somehow now, I was. I pushed my legs harder, not letting my self stop.

"Keep going Bella," I tried to push myself with words, beat the disturbing silence away from me. I glared ahead of me. My day just kept getting better. I stopped. There was a split in the road. I had to make a choice on which way to go. I stood in the middle of the road, glancing down each road. The rain was still pounding down on me, but after running for s long, it wasn't as cold, or it seemed. I caught my breath, glancing at my watch. It was five minutes to four. I glanced at the sky, it was still light out, but the trees were closing in and creating a roof, making it darker. I laughed.

"Great," It was getting darker because the trees were closing in on me, and I was already starting to get cold again, and my legs couldn't take any more. I dropped my head, staring at the two choices I had. I felt my arms and legs shaking, I couldn't go any farther. I couldn't make it. How far had I gone while trying to forget him? How far had I gone? I shook my head laughing. Even when I felt like I was about to pass out in the middle of some road, he was the only thing on my mind.

I fell to my knees trying to breath. Had I ran the wrong way? Was I just going further away from home instead of back? I picked up a rock and threw it in the air. It landed in front of me, spinning around. I looked up and saw head lights coming towards me. They stopped, and I heard a familiar voice calling for me.

And then everything went black… (AN: I almost did a Cliffie here, haha!)

I wake up in Alice's bed. My eyes fluttered open and my gaze was blurry. I started sitting up, but then a sharp pain struck through my legs and arms. I groaned. Alice appeared next to me.

"Bells, don't push it," she had concerned eyes. I sat up slowly and carefully. Glancing around the room. Edward was asleep in a chair in the corner of Alice's room. Anger flashed my face, and Alice caught it. "He was the one who found you. He said he went over to talk to you and you stormed off. He said he never saw you come home so he went looking for you," I glanced at her. She looked thoughtfully at him. "He told me he was going to change for you," she whispered it so low I assumed that I wasn't supposed to hear it. My stomach growled and I glanced at Alice. She giggled, dancing out of the room.

I looked up at the roof and closed my eyes. I felt a warm gaze on me, but I didn't open my eyes. I thought about how far I had run while lost in thought. Was it even possible? I felt my legs thumping with my heart beat, I struggled not to groan in discomfort. I heard Alice prancing into the room and stop. She 

was whispering something to Edward. I heard his velvet voice say something back. Then she was by my side.

She had a bowl of chicken noodle soup. I laughed at her choice but quickly stopped when my throat stung. She smiled, glancing at Edward. He seemed to still be asleep. I had a feeling he was acting. I mentally laughed. I sipped the soup, it was so good to taste something besides rain. I closed my eyes and smiled. Alice giggled. "I'm glad you like it," I nodded. "Thanks Ali," she shrugged. "So why did you go running out of town?" My eyes shot open. "How far did I go?" she shook her head giggling. "Edward said he found you in the middle of the road somewhere headed out of Forks, south," she searched my face.

I swallowed some more noodles, astonished. "Wow, I guess I just," I shook me head. She titled her head to the side, "You what?" I managed a few giggles, "I had a lot on my mind, I guess I just kind of drifted off into thought, something like that," I started coughing. I saw Edward flinch from across the room. I glanced at Alice, she looked worried. "So you thought you'd run out of town and then collapse in the middle of the road?" I shook my head. "No, no, no I didn't even notice how far I ran. I was totally out of it. I wasn't even sure if I was running in the right direction of home at one point. And then it started raining, and getting darker, and," I stared down at me soup. A tear running down my cheek. My eyes raised up to Edward, "And I just gave up trying to forget," Alice looked confused, but she had a smile on her face. She wiped the tears away.

"I'm sorry Bells," I smiled a faint, broken smile. My eyes still on Edward. I knew he was awake, I knew he was listening. "Forget," I whispered under my breath. Alice didn't catch it. She danced into the bathroom and came out with a Kleenex box and a wet rag. "Here, your make up it smudged all over your face," I finally looked away from Edward and wiped my face with the cold rag. It burned, but yet my whole body hurt. I finished my soup and handed Alice the bowl. While she was out of the room, I took it to my advantage. I pulled the covers off myself and struggled to pull myself out of the bed. I felt a warm gaze snap onto me. I didn't look up but in the corner of my eye I could see him with his eyes open, watching me. I got my legs out of the bed and let my feet touch the ground.

I bit my lip barely able to hold back the groan of pain. It felt like a million needles being stabbed into my feet when the made contact with the ground. I squeezed my eyes shut and started to lean up to stand up when a pair of cold hands caught my shoulders.

"Oh no you don't," I looked up at him with blank eyes. He smiled slightly, hesitantly. I sighed, and then groaned from it hurting. I crawled back into the bed with his help. He didn't touch me, or make eye contact. "Edward," he glanced at me, I continued. "What were you going to say before I went on my run?" he looked hurt, and a little shocked. He shrugged, "Just forget it," he put a little bit more voice in 'forget' which made me cringe. He started walking towards the door, "Edward, please," he stopped, his hands curled into firsts and then unfolded. I waited as he stood there in thought.

"Just wanted to tell you, I was willing, to change for you," he whispered it so low I could barely hear him. His voice was soft and cracked. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to hear it or not. Before I could actually think straight I was climbing out of the bed and running over to him. I tripped but he caught me. I winced in pain, stupid, stupid Bella!



I buried my face into his chest, tears streaming silently. He held me, hesitantly, but surely. I choked down the gag of pain. My whole body was fighting against me, hating me for pushing it so hard before. "T-thank you," was all I managed to choke out. He hugged me close as I wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his warm gaze on me, it made me smile. I was in love with Edward Cullen, and I knew that now…

So? I wasn't sure if I should use this as a chapter, I almost deleted it all and started over with something, different. I don't know.

So the next chapter I was thinking about doing a EPOV since its been a while, and I'm sure your thinking, "What is Edard thinking!?" Lol. So, thats the plan. I'm not sure waht is going to happen after the whole last paragraph up there so... any ideas?? Tell me in a PM. Oh and the reminds me...

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