Shuichi couldn't help but wonder if this would be better than any other time he'd done it. And Ryu's mouth was so hot against his neck and he couldn't stop the moan from escaping his lips. Shuichi bucked his hips upward while tugging at Ryuichi's shirt at the same time. He wanted this, needed it so bad. This was the first major event in his new life. He wasn't sure whether he should be happy, or crying his eyes out.

Ryuichi though, felt like a virgin all over again. The very first time he had ever done it; his partner had regretted it and ended up leaving Ryu in heartache. But Shuichi was so very responsive under him, this was almost exactly like the last couple of times they'd fooled around, only this time, there was something different. Ryuichi didn't try to stick a word on it; the last thing he wanted to do was jinx it.

Shuichi finally got Ryu's shirt over his head, and said man sat up to remove it completely before discarding Shuichi's. Bare chests gleaming in the midmorning sun light, Ryuichi pushed himself flush with Shuichi again and kissed his lights out. Shuichi let another moan out and wrapped his arms more securely around Ryuichi's shoulders. Shuichi didn't want to rush this, as badly as he wanted it; he also wanted it to be about love, not sex.

Ryuichi felt similarly. Shuichi was his fucking world, like hell he'd screw that up now! He pulled his mouth off of Shu's and pressed their foreheads together, he smiled at Shuichi who looked more than a little flushed. Rocking his hips gently against Shuichi's, Ryu kissed Shuichi slowly, insistently, lovingly. Shuichi reciprocated the act and held on tighter to the god straddling him.

"Mmmm, Shu-chan…" Ryuichi was finding it hard to keep his voice normal sounding.

"Ryu…" Ryuichi pulled himself off of Shuichi to look down into his eyes. He smirked at that pretty face and felt heat rush through his body when Shuichi blushed.

He leant forward and traced his tongue around the rim of Shu's ear before whispering seductively into it. "Hands and knees."

Shuichi didn't even hesitate. He sent a look over his shoulder that had Ryuichi's mouth watering and suddenly they were both wearing too much clothing. Shuichi sat up on his knees to remove his shirt and heard Ryuichi doing the same. He was about to lean forward again when he was pulled back against Ryu's chest. A hot mouth attached itself to Shuichi's neck and Ryu's nipples were hard points against his shoulder blades.

Ryuichi bucked forward as Shuichi pressed his tight ass backwards against him. Letting out a groan Ryuichi place open mouth kisses all over Shuichi's neck and shoulders, before reaching down and undoing Shu's jeans. He pressed harder against the firm backside pressed against him, and stroked Shuichi slowly and steadily while said boy reached up and back to tangle his fingers in brunette hair.

"Ryu… please, no more" Shuichi paused for a moment as his pants were pushed below his hips and those hands disappeared only to remove Ryu's pants as well "teasing. No more teasing."

Ryuichi was thrusting lightly against Shuichi and whispered into his ear soft words that had Shuichi tingling from the inside out. "But you feel so good Shuichi. I just want to hold onto you, to feel you."

Shuichi leaned his head back on a strong shoulder and pulled that face forward far enough forward that if he craned his neck he could kiss Ryuichi for all he was worth and not give up his promising position in front of his lover. "I want to feel you too. Please make love to me Ryu."

"And if I continue to stall?"

"I'll throw you down and ride you for all I'm worth." he smirked, "I might just do that anyway."

Shuichi was knocked back onto all fours and warm slick fingers went to work stretching him and lubing him while warm lips placed chaste kisses up and down his back. Humming a satisfied little tune under his breath Shuichi muttered out "I guess I'll just have to hold you down some other time."

He felt Ryuichi smirk against his back and then those fingers were gone. He felt Ryuichi shift and then heard something like foil tearing; he cast a curious glance over his shoulder to see Ryu tearing open a condom with his teeth. "Why….?"

Ryuichi looked up, eyes smoldering and Shuichi nearly forgot to listen as his god spoke. "…Just in case."

Shuichi tilted his head and turned around fully he wasn't sure what to think; was Ryuichi implying something? "I'm not a slut Ryu."

Ryuichi looked sad and shocked for a moment. "I didn't mean that I'm wearing it for me." Shuichi felt his eyes widen. "I…"he looked away from Shuichi and slowly turned back to meet his gaze "I've had plenty of lovers in my life time, I just don't want you to catch anything if I have it. I can't remember the last time I was tested."

Shuichi had never seen Ryu looked so ashamed before he leant forward and gently kissed Ryu's nose before taking the condom from him. He put it on Ryu and then lay back positioning himself so Ryu was between his spread legs. Shuichi smiled up at his idol.

Ryuichi seemed a bit startled. "You still… I mean you…don't want to…stop?"

Shuichi shook his head and reached up to run his fingers through Ryu's hair. "I told you I wanted to make love to you. Condom or not, disease or no, I still want you, Ryuichi. Right here, right now."

Ryuichi stared down at Shuichi and with a whispered "I love you" pressed inside of him.

Shuichi knew this feeling well, and it had been so long, if it had ever truly even taken place, and now he felt so cherished, not fragile, or used, but sincerely cherished. Shuichi was in heaven and the fireworks were only getting started. Shuichi t felt his entire body relax as Ryuichi gently began pumping in and out of his body in a slow sinuous way. Ryuichi was above him breathing in slow deep even breathes in time to the slow graceful movements of their bodies. Shuichi wrapped his arms around Ryu's neck and opened his legs a bit more allowing Ryuichi to slide even deeper with every lazy thrust he made.

Over and over, Shuichi wasn't even sure how long they'd been there, but his mind was gloriously numb with love and happiness as Ryuichi made him come for the fourth or fifth time since they started. Ryuichi had kept his slow steady pace and was pleased to say that Shuichi was nothing but a quivering happy puddle of goo beneath him. He felt Shuichi tighten up again as he cried out in pleasure and felt his own body fall over the edge as well.

Ryuichi grinned down at the still shivering for of Shuichi and peeled off another of the soiled condoms. He was reaching for another to discover that there was no more. Frustrated he leaned over the edge of the bed to see if perhaps one had fallen and saw nothing. He growled low in his chest and turned back to the still spread, wanton, horny Shuichi who had been racking his nails over Ryu's chest. "Forget it." Was all he was graced with before being dragged down to kiss Shuichi.

"But…"

"Mmmm," Shuichi arched underneath him sending jolts of lust through his brain and body. "No more rubbers. Take me, just you, and nothing in the way."

Ryuichi shuddered before pressing himself quite roughly against Shuichi. "Positive?"

Shuichi arched again and let out a whimper. "Yes, one-hundred percent. Make love to me!"

So Ryuichi, throwing all his remaining caution to the wind took Shuichi again. This time it has fast, hard, rough. Shuichi was clinging tightly to Ryu's neck and shoulders while Ryuichi pounded into his body over and over harder and harder until Shuichi felt he would burst. Shuichi threw his head back and came again, tightening on Ryu who came at the same time without any time of warning, filling Shuichi with himself and crying out in pleasure. He rolled to the side pulling himself out of that pliable body.

This time he stayed detached from Shuichi, instead of pushing himself back in before he could truly soften. Ryuichi pulled Shuichi to snuggle close to his body, both shiny with sweet and other various fluids, mostly Shuichi's, and kissed that soft forehead, those moist eyes, the rosy cheeks and nose, and that hot little mouth. Shuichi positively beamed at him from hooded eyes.

Content, sated, sleepy, and in pure untainted love, Shuichi and Ryuichi fell asleep in each other's arms.

Ah, another chapter done. This one was way more exhausting than any other chapter so far. How to write a more… happy love scene when I'm used to being angsty? I guess one could say I'm just tired. Very, very tired., making this chapter very, very short.

So senior year started and already I've fallen behind. I was never very good at math and since I went and got sick last week (my eyes went out of wack and got all pink and sore and sensitive, and swollen.) I fell back even further. I have tons of homework that needs to be finished.

I can't say I'm generally very pleased with this chapters length, but I didn't want to add more to what I wanted to be a special chapter dedicated to just this single act.

On a completely different note, I got to see DCI live in person. That would be Drum Corp International for those of you thinking "What the hell is Buddy rambling about?" to be blunt. It was freaking awesome. The Cavaliers won, but the really winners in my eyes were Carolina Crown. Damn, what a sound, it makes you break out in goose bumps and your hair stand on end. Damn, I think I just had a fangasm from the memory alone.

So I've spent my far share of my daily life with you, if you want more, dare I say it, ask. But I'll go now. Did I mention how sorry I am that you had to wait so long for this chapter? I am so sorry.

Love you all.

buddy