Alexithymia
Alexithymia- The inability to recognize or describe what one feels.
The Heroine wanted to be angry with the King, with herself. But instead, she was treated to a storm of mixed emotions that she was unable to express. Some days, she would scream and throw objects around her bedchamber; on others she would be the epitome of sweetness and light. The Hound was the only one who constantly remained at her side, enduring her outbursts and offering silent company and comfort to the confused elf.
Occasionally, the Songbird would visit, but she was always unsure whether to placate or converse.