~ What`s in your head? ~

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Alex body jolted suddenly and he stirred. The events that had happened mere seconds ago colliding together forcibly in his head, making his vision blur and his stomach knot tightly. Grimacing in pain Alex twisted his body to his left, feeling sudden cool skin yet smooth like marble he melted into the feeling with a content sigh. He pressed his own warm body against the heavenly object and let his conscience drift while he pondered on what could be happening. The feeling of weariness seemed to be clogging in his body because his limbs refused to move…at least a far distance anyway. After awhile Alex decided it safe to open his eyes and promptly look around.

Fully expecting a white room or darkness to meet his eyes, Alex was surprised to see red satin pressing gently into his face, after all, hadn`t a car been just about to mow him down to oblivion? Wasn`t he suppose to be spurting feathers from his back? Or was he in a coma battling death while Jack cried by his bedside?

Shaking his head Alex shifted lightly, ignoring the pain that shot stubbornly up his right shoulder blade. The knife wound…crud. Alex blearily looked through sleep troubled eyes. Seeking out any persons or objects that might be the answer to his stay here but just as he raised his head a dizzy sensation left him reeling and he fell back onto the comfy double bed, back where he started.

"Ngh…" Alex tried to push himself up again but his wobbly arms were not helping one bit. But, the Rider is stubborn and so Alex relented in leaving his head to hover in between cushions and silk, especially due the circumstances and tried again. And Alex knew something was wrong, something sinister but his mind couldn`t struggle through the fog that was bogging down his mind at that moment. Alex was just about to try a new strategy when something clicked. The door!

Turning his heavy head to the side to get a better angle, he watched transfixed as the man from his dreams, nightmares approached him. He seemed to walk with an air that screamed to be obeyed and the smell of cologne hung heavy in the air, but what caught Alex`s eyes the most. What caused him to tremble and freeze was his eyes. Ice cold blue –Ice shadow- and Alex knew their owner was harsh yet beautiful, just like the ice itself…wait, rewind! Did I just say beautiful? Oh…crud.

Alex watched as the God walked across the wooden flooring, feet not making a sound as if he was merely gliding and crouched suddenly by his side, their faces mere inches from each other and Alex fought to keep his breathing regular, but his lungs had disowned him just as his sense of thought had. So many emotions were flitting through Alex, he wanted to cry, kick, punch and shout at the man, yet, he also wanted to hug and snuggle down into him. He was so confused and tired he nearly missed the man`s speech.

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I stepped lightly into the bedroom, wondering if my little pet was awake, seeing as he was from the Rider ownage, he wouldn`t be underestimated. So when I actually stepped into my room I was pleasantly happy to see him awake…but trying to stand. Sometimes, he can be a real idiot.

I kept my footsteps gentle and slow, so as not to frighten him then I crouched beside him. It was then I realised he seemed to be trembling; I know it was not from the cold as I calculated the emotions running through his features. I frowned. Alex was such a hard person to read why was it always him that seemed to be difficult to read. Growling I sat back and listened to his ragged breathing.

Was he running a fever? Maybe he was having a reaction? No, it couldn`t be. The files would have said if he was allergic to anything. Well he was to kiwi but that didn`t matter right now. Or perhaps…Perhaps he liked him. Liked him in the way he liked Alex. No. it doesn`t matter anyway, we can`t be together. Our lives really ARE to different now.

But somehow, I knew I was tripping myself up with that statement. This is a Rider. Alex Rider to be exact…

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Alex waited for something to happen, someone to speak. He would have spoken ages ago but his mind and body was still heavy. That was when it hit him, and it turned his stomach again.

Drugged

Funny how one word can make you feel sick, your head to spin and your nerves to heighten, except they couldn't because his muscle were numbed and something else…He now regarded the older male in front of him wearily. As if he would suddenly pounce and bite him to death or something,

How foolish.

Alex closed his eyes briefly and then opened them this time with his mouth to.

"W…what?"

"No Alex. You aren`t to talk. Not right now, your questions will be answered later. For now, rest" But it was even clear to him Alex wasn`t going to lie down and obey. That`s what had sparked Yassen`s interests in the first place. "Most people bowed down to him when he simply growled out a word. But Alex...Alex was different. He fought against Yassen`s words like a child, and many
hadn't lived after that."

There was also that burning determination Alex always had the fire that seemed to burn inside him even if it seems impossible, no matter what situation, what event occurred he would sort it out. Yet, Yassen could see his innocent side, the side that yearned for love, care and protection…a family. Of course it hurt to see this but…nothing was going to bring his family back, but if he agreed to the terms. Perhaps…Perhaps Alex could become his…Mate?

Meanwhile, Alex huffed loudly. He didn`t like being stared at for a long period of time with eyes that looked either ready to kill you or…torture then kill you. It really busted up the paranoia Alex already felt seeing as his body was useless to turn or move well. His head whirled again and he scrunched his eyes closed. Ooh tranquiliser dart…great. That was until he heard the rustle of clothes and the next time Alex opened his eyes, it was to a shirted chest. A well toned ivy chest…again?

But. When he felt arms slowly slinking down his arm, then around his back to then tighten and pull his limp form closer to the marbled God in front of him, he neither flinched, nor objected. But smiled, and leaned into the coolness the body had to offer. The touch sent a coil to tighten in his lower stomach and his body to react in such a way it unnerved him. Although it was slightly embarrassing when he felt the other arm sneak under his body around his waist, landing perfectly on his rear.

"Yassen?" Alex pouted wanting to struggle. What did he think he was doing! hell he would have punched him had it not been for his useless body right now. But yet, he felt the uncertainty that Yassen held, after all, Yassen wasn`t a man based on Romance, but of domination. Knowing this sent peculiar shivers down Alex`s spine and his breathing hitched as he felt Yassen leaning his face into his hair. He felt the man breathe gently and although he felt this to be wrong.

To fast - To quick.

He couldn`t help but feel…

Content.

And for the first time in many months both men fell into a sleep with a smile on their face. One shined brighter than the other though and as the sunlight flooded into the bedroom Yassen stroked the golden locks that clogged his sight. True. He was a man of supposedly no fears. But if a man had no Fear, how could he be called a man? Rejection was what Yassen feared, he feared he would lose Alex somehow.

Therefore, he was going to mark him as his. And his only

Smidge: LAY of all. Alex is Yassen`s bitch *points above* Nice use of pun ay! Lol. God, how long has it been. You see. The more REVIEWS the more faster it gets to you. THE less REVIEWs the longer it takes. Bleh, your funeral Lol

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