Kurt's heart was racing. It was a Saturday. James had been called into work. Kurt's fingers were trembling as he dialed Sebastian's number.
Sebastian quickly answered. "Hello?"
"Baby." Kurt breathed out. "A-Are you absolutely positive you want to leave? Forget everything?"
"Yes.." Sebastian whispered, a smile forming. "Yes..Yes.."
"I'm ready. I know how we can make this work."
"H-How?"
"I'll leave first. I'll get everything ready. A place to stay. Everything. Then I'll get you a train ticket. We'll put it in a different name and you'll come. We can't go together. They'll know."
Kurt said in a rush.
"B-But I want to leave with you.."
"I know baby. But we'll get caught. Just give me two weeks. I'll call every day."
Sebastian nodded, clutching the phone to his ear. "Okay.."
"I want to see you before I go."
"Can I come over?.."
"Yes.."
Within the hour, Sebastian was there and in Kurt's arms.
"I love you so much, baby boy." Kurt whispered.
Sebastian kissed him softly. "I'll miss you.."
"I'll miss you too. But I'm not leaving until a couple of days. We have some time."
Sebastian smiled, kissing Kurt again.
"You're so beautiful."
"I love you.."
"I love you too."
Sebastian rested his forehead against Kurt's and sighed softly.
"This will work." Kurt whispered. "I promise."
"I believe you.." Sebastian smiled. Kurt smiled sweetly. "Kiss me.."
Kurt leaned in, savoring Sebastian's innocence before their lips touched. Sebastian whimpered lightly. Kurt placed his hands at the small of Sebastian's back, pulling him closer. The teenager wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck and moaned softly. Kurt rolled on top of him, smiling against Sebastian's lips. Sebastian giggled lightly, running his hands down his back.
"You're perfect."
"So are you, master.."
Kurt couldn't stop the growl that escaped him. Sebastian gasped softly. Kurt looked possessively at Sebastian. "My boy is so hot like this."
"I-I am?.."
Kurt nodded. "Yes."
Sebastian smiled. "What do you want to do to me?.."
"I think I want to tie you up, baby."
Sebastian bit his lip. "How?.."
Kurt kissed Sebastian and smiled as he got off of the bed and went to his closet. Sebastian scooted up the bed slightly, watching Kurt. Kurt grabbed a couple of his ties and came back out, tying Sebastian's arms an legs to the bed. Sebastian pulled lightly on his restraints, testing them.
Kurt chuckled. "I love seeing you like this."
Sebastian smiled. "Really?..Why?.."
"You can't move. I can do whatever I want to you."
Sebastian as swallowed. "O-oh.." He gasped, his eyes going dark.
Kurt admired his body before climbing on top of him. "So gorgeous."
Sebastian moaned lightly. "I want to touch you.."
"No." Kurt smiled.
"Why?.." Sebastian pouted.
"I want to touch you." Kurt said, running his hands down Sebastian's sides.
Sebastian gasped, shivering. His sides had to be the most sensitive parts of him. "O-oh.."
"Mmm, you like that, baby?"
"Yes, master.."
Kurt straddled Sebastian, slowly grinding down.
Sebastian whimpered softly. "K-Kurt.."
Kurt ran his hands down his chest. "I think I might ride you."
Sebastian moaned. "Fuck..Please.."
Kurt scooted back, gripping Sebastian and pumping him slowly. The younger thrust up into Kurt's hand, grunting softly. Kurt spit into his hand, speeding his movements. Sebastian closed his eyes as a desperate moan slipped from his lips. Kurt chuckled, leaning down and sucking him expertly.
"Oh fuck! A-Ah, Kurt.."
Kurt bobbed his head fast before taking all of Sebastian into his mouth and moaning deeply. Sebastian thrust up, letting out a growl. Kurt choked lightly as he pulled off. "You're being very naughty."
"But you feel so good.."
"Don't worry, baby." Kurt said lowly, licking up Sebastian's abs. "I like naughty."
Sebastian moaned shakily. "Y-Yeah?.."
"Mmhmm," Kurt hummed, kissing back down to the base and nuzzling against him.
"Kurt..Please.."
"Please what?"
"Ride me.."
Kurt nibbled on the sensitive skin. "You're telling me what to do, now?"
"N-No master.."
"You better not be." Kurt growled. He turned around and straddled Sebastian's chest. "I want you to use your tongue. Fuck me, baby boy."
Sebastian lifted his head, licking at Kurt's asshole. Kurt spread his cheeks as he lowered himself. Sebastian pushed his tongue inside, moaning deeply.
"Oohhh!"
Sebastian growled, savoring the taste. Kurt rolled his hips in time with Sebastian's tongue. Sebastian loved this. He just wished he could touch Kurt.
Kurt whimpered as he pulled away. "Fuck, I want your cock."
"Yes..Fuck.."
Kurt turned and slowly lowered himself over Sebastian. Sebastian moaned deeply, thrusting up.
"Fuck!"
"K-Kurt!.."
"Talk to me baby."
"You feel so good, Kurt..Oh god..So fucking tight.."
Kurt bounced faster. "Shit!"
Sebastian thrust up as much as he could, growling deeply.
"Sebastian!"
Sebastian stared up Kurt with lust filled eyes. Kurt gripped the headboard and rode the younger as fast as he could. Sebastian grunted loudly. "F-Fuck I'm close!"
Kurt reached over as untied Sebastian's hands. "Touch me. Fucking touch me, baby."
Sebastian gripped Kurts ass and scooted them down a bit so he could fuck up into Kurt.
Kurt threw his head back. "Fuckfuckfuck!"
Sebastian tried to hold on, sitting up and pressing his face to Kurt's chest. Kurt reached between them and pumped himself quickly.
"K-kurt.." Sebastian groaned. Kurt's body shuddered as he cried out, coming between them. Sebastian groaned as he let go, filling Kurt with his come.
"Baby.."
"Fuck.."
"I love you." Kurt whispered.
"I love you too.."
Kurt hummed as they laid down.
"You're perfect..."
"So are you, baby boy. I can't wait to go away with you."
Sebastian grinned. "Neither can I..It'll be perfect.."
Kurt nodded. "It will."
"I felt like I was dreaming when you called me."
"It's real, Bas. As long as you want this.."
"I want it..I want it more than anything.." Sebastian smiled, cupping Kurt's cheek.
"Always?" Kurt asked.
"And forever.."
The next few days, Kurt tried acting as normal as he could for his husband.
James seemed distant as well. He knew something was wrong with Kurt but he didn't dare ask for the fear of driving him away.
Thursday night, Kurt got home before James and made dinner. He knew it would be their last night together. He couldn't give James any suspicions.
James walked in and sighed softly, running a hand through his hair. "I'm home.." He called.
"I'm in here, baby. I made dinner."
James's eyebrows raised and a small smile tugged at his lips. He walked into the kitchen and saw his husband.
"Homemade lasagna." Kurt smiled, wrapping his arms around James.
James pulled Kurt close and kissed him softly. "Thank you.."
"It's just dinner." Kurt giggled.
"I know..But you made it.." James said, kissing him again.
"I did," Kurt hummed, giving him another kiss. "I set the table. Are you hungry?"
"Starved.." James smiled.
Kurt brought the food to the table, dishing out the pasta and a small salad for each of them. James watched his husband with loving eyes. Something seemed different, but he didn't care. He seemed happier.
"How was work?" Kurt asked.
"Great..Long though. I missed you.."
"You're so sweet."
James smiled. They finished dinner and James helped with the dishes before they went upstairs. James pulled Kurt close and kissed him softly.
"You have to go in early tomorrow, right?" Kurt asked.
"Yeah.." James sighed, rubbing up and down Kurt's back. Kurt pressed back against James. James gasped softly. It'd been weeks since he and Kurt had sex.. "Kurt.." He whispered.
"Yeah?.."
He bit his lip before pressing soft kisses down Kurt's neck. Kurt tensed for a moment. But he felt guilty for what he was about to do. He forced himself to relax, reaching back to grab James's hand.
James exhaled shakily. "I love you.."
Kurt turned over. "I love you, James."
"I only want to do this. I-If you do.."
Kurt nodded. "It's okay."
James nodded, rubbing over his shoulders carefully. Kurt took a deep breath as he slowly leaned in. James kissed Kurt deeply, moaning softly. Kurt gasped, hooking a leg over his husband's waist. James lifted Kurt and laid him down on the bed. Kurt kissed James desperately, trying to give him what he needed. James moaned softly, pulling back and looking into Kurt's eyes. "W-Will you make love to me?.." He whispered.
Kurt nodded. "Yes."
James sighed happily, kissing Kurt again. Kurt rolled on top of him, slowly undressing them. When they undressed, James held Kurt close, kissing along his neck and jaw.
"James.."
"Yes?.."
"I.. I.. You're so beautiful.." Kurt whispered.
James smiled, blushing lightly. "So are you.."
Kurt cupped his cheek as he lined himself up. "I love you."
"I love you so much.." James whispered.
Kurt made love to his husband, slow and sweet. He tried to give him all the love he deserved. James clutched to Kurt, moaning softly in his ear as their bodies moved in sync.
When James had fallen asleep, guilt settled into Kurt's stomach. But he had to do this..It was best for everyone. He couldn't keep hurting James. He had to leave.
The next day, Kurt waited until James left to pack his things. He had a bus ticket to go where he and Sebastian planned, Santa Fe, New Mexico. He had asked Sebastian to stop by to see him before he left. Kurt had just gotten off the phone with a taxi company when the doorbell rang. He just finished packing the money he took from his account and walked to the door, opening it.
"Kurt.." Sebastian whimpered.
Kurt pulled Sebastian inside. "It's okay.."
Sebastian gasped, pressing his face to Kurt's neck. "I-I'm..gonna miss you.."
"Its only for a few weeks.."
"I-I know.."
"Then we'll be together..Forever.."
"I can't believe this is real.." Sebastian whispered.
"Neither can I..In that time I'll find somewhere for us..Somewhere to live..It'll be perfect."
"I love you so much, Kurt.." Sebastian said, looking into his teacher's eyes. "Kiss me.. Please."
Kurt leaned down, kissing Sebastian deeply. Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck, melting against him. Kurt pulled back, resting his forehead against Sebastian's. He heard a horn honk outside and sighed. "I have to go.."
"No.." Sebastian whined.
"I know baby..But this is for us.."
Sebastian took a shaky breath. "Call me.. As much as possible."
"I will..I promise.."
"Be safe.."
"I love you.."
"I love you too."
Kurt kissed Sebastian again before grabbing his bags and walking out to the taxi. Sebastian had tears in his eyes as he watched Kurt leave. Kurt closed his eyes, not wanting to watch his old life disappear behind him.
That afternoon, James came home early with a bouquet of roses. He wanted to surprise Kurt and take him to dinner. He finally felt like things were turning around.
"Kurt! I hope you're in the mood to dress up." He called as he started up the stairs. But there was no answer. James' heart stopped when he saw a piece of paper on the bed. His name was on the folded note. "No.." James whispered, dropping the roses and picking it up.
"James,
I want you to know I do love you. You've been the most amazing husband anyone could ask for. But I'm not. I'm not the person you fell in love with. I can't live with the guilt anymore. The temptation is all around and I can't. You never did anything wrong. You're perfect in every way. But you deserve to be happy. I can't give you that anymore. Please, don't come looking for me. I'm fine, I promise. You need to move on. Find someone that deserves you. I'm no good, James. I promise you'll get through this.
I love you,
Kurt."
James's eyes filled with tears as he reread the letter over and over. "No..Kurt..No.." He whispered. He grabbed his phone and called his husband. He heard a ringing and saw Kurt's phone along with his ring on the side table.
"No!" James screamed. James threw his phone and dropped to his knees.
When he had calmed down a little, he picked up Kurt's phone and dialed Rachel's number. She had to know something.
Rachel picked after a few rings. "Kurt? Hey, its been a while.."
"No.. It's his husband." James said weakly. "Wait.. Didn't you just see Kurt?"
"No..I haven't seen Kurt in over a year.."
"No. He said you were in town. He stayed at your hotel."
"I'm sorry..But I'm still in New York..I haven't come to Ohio since the last class reunion.."
James let out a choked sob. "I-I'm sorry I bothered you.." He said before hanging up and collapsing. He leaned back against the wall and pulled his hair. Kurt was gone. He wasn't coming back.
Sebastian waited for a call for the next three days. His heart was beating like crazy when he woke up to his phone ringing in the middle of the night. The number was strange but he knew to answer.
"Hello?"
"Hey baby..I'm on a payphone so don't save this number..But..I had to talk to you..How is everything?.."
"I miss you so much, Kurt." Sebastian whispered.
"I miss you too..I'm staying at a motel for the time being..I even have a job..They didn't even require a name. I'm saving up to get us a little place and bring you to me.."
Sebastian smiled softly. "I can't believe we're doing this. I can't wait until I can sleep in your arms every night."
"Me either baby..I miss you." Kurt smiled.
"Where are you working?"
"I'm working as a waiter at a bar..I told them I couldn't spread my name around and they said they understood."
"I bet you look hot." Sebastian said lowly.
Kurt chuckled softly. "I look like shit, actually..I haven't shaved since I left...They..They haven't reported me missing or anything right?.."
"No one at school will talk about you. But the students are spreading rumors. It's so hard not to beat the shit out of them. Your.. Your husband.. He came to the school."
"What happened?.."
"He was yelling at the Dean. Asking if you said anything about where you were going or why.. He didn't look good.."
Kurt sighed. "Oh..Well..I don't care..I'm done with that..I'm almost out of time baby..I love you and be safe." Kurt said before the line cut off. He sighed, pushing a few more quarters in and slowly typing in his old home number.
The phone rang and rang. James picked up on the last ring, his voice weak.
"Hello?"
Kurt stayed quiet, giving a shaky sigh.
"Who is this? Kurt? Baby, is it you? Please come home." James said quickly. Kurt could hear the tears in his voice. "I-I swear I'll do anything. We can leave together. Please.."
Kurt teared up, a small whimper escaping. "I-I'm sorry.." He whispered.
"Kurt, please. Please come home. I-I need you. I don't care what you've done. Please come home."
"No..James..Please just..Move on..I need you to do that.."
"I can't, Kurt. I love you. You're my husband."
"Divorce me James...Get the papers..Sign them..Set up a court date and when I don't show, it'll be done.." Kurt got out.
"No! I want you, damn it!"
"You can't have me, James.." Kurt said with difficulty.
"Why? Why are you doing this?"
"I'm happier here..I didn't deserve you..You're perfect and I'm no good for you.."
"Are you with someone? Is that why you left? I know you weren't with Rachel.."
Kurt stayed quiet. He at least deserved the truth..Partly. "Y-Yes and no.."
"What does that even mean?"
"I'm with someone..But..He's not here with me..Yet.."
"Why are you calling me?" James asked.
"I-I just wanted to hear your voice.."
"That's not fair, Kurt! You can't just call me whenever you need me when you won't be here for me! I need you. But you don't care."
"I-I do care James! That's why I left! I couldn't keep hurting you!"
"And now you're gone and still ripping my heart out!"
Kurt sighed, and a sob escaped.
"You can't imagine what this is like, Kurt. I tried s-so hard for you.. But i-it wasn't enough.. I-I hope you're happy with him.." James whispered brokenly before hanging up.
Kurt let out a broken sob, closing his eyes as he hung up and walked back to the motel. He hated hurting James like this. Kurt just hoped this was the right thing to do.
Kurt would only call Sebastian once a week and after a month, Sebastian was beginning to wonder if Kurt was going to send for him at all. He got another call as he crawled into bed. He was tired of waiting. "Kurt, please. Just tell me if you don't want me anymore. I miss you and I want to be with you."
"I'm sending your ticket right now."
"What? Really?"
"Yes..It took me a while, baby but I have a little apartment and I have enough to get you a ticket. Overnight delivery."
Tears spilled down Sebastian's cheeks. "When am I leaving? Fuck.. I love you."
"I love you too baby.."
"When do I leave?"
"Day after tomorrow." Kurt smiled.
Sebastian let out a low growl. "Fuck, I can't wait to feel you against me."
Kurt gasped softly. "I can't wait to feel you either baby.."
"It's been too long, Kurt. I haven't gone this long without fucking in a very long time."
"I know, love.." Kurt chuckled. "We'll be together soon.."
"Very soon. What's the apartment like?"
"Small..But I've cleaned it up a bit."
"I bet its perfect."
"You'll love it.."
"I'll love anywhere with you."
Kurt smiled. "I have to go love..Ill pick you up at the bus station."
"Can't wait. I love you."
"I love you too, baby boy..Sleep well."
Sebastian said goodnight before cuddling up to his pillow.
The next day couldn't go fast enough. He raced home and opened the mailbox. His letter with his ticket was inside. He raced upstairs grinning wide. He opened it and smiled as he saw where he was headed.
"Finally!"
Sebastian grabbed a suitcase, quickly filling it. He would leave tomorrow. Nothing could stop him. Sebastian filled his suitcase until he couldn't fit anything else in it. He hid it in his closet and laid back on his bed, grinning with excitement.
That night, he couldn't sleep. He was so ready to leave. He had a plan. Sebastian would take his trust fund. Or as much as he could get out and leave before he could get caught. This would be perfect.. Sebastian was bouncing with excitement when morning came. His parents were at work and the timing couldn't be more perfect. He called a taxi and rode to the bus station, not giving out any information about himself to the driver.
The bus ride was longer than he had hoped. But when he finally arrived, Sebastian couldn't have been more excited and nervous.
When he got off the bus he looked around frantically. He didn't see Kurt.. Suddenly a scruffy man in a ball cap and sunglasses came up and hugged him.
"Kurt.." Sebastian breathed out, pressing against him.
Kurt hugged him close. "Hey.." He smiled, hugging him tighter. "I missed you so much.."
Sebastian turned around and held himself close to Kurt. "This feels so good."
Kurt kissed the top of his head. "Let's go.."
Sebastian bit his lip as they started walking. "I like this look. Kinda sexy.."
Kurt chuckled. "I hate it.."
"Why?"
"I look like a bum." Kurt laughed as they reached a bus stop.
"I think you look hot."
Kurt bit his lip, smiling.
"Do we have to take another bus?" Sebastian asked.
"Just to downtown..To my landlord, you're my son, Scott."
Sebastian chuckled. "Okay, daddy."
Kurt gasped softly, looking down at Sebastian. "It's been too long.." He growled.
Sebastian swallowed dryly. "It has.. Fuck, I need you."
Kurt chuckled as the bus pulled up. "Come on.."
Sebastian loaded his suitcase and snuggled up to Kurt in their seats. Kurt smiled lightly as they rode. He couldn't believe Sebastian was here. All his hard work paid off.. Sebastian was practically bouncing in his seat as the bus came to a stop.
"Alright, come on." Kurt grinned. Sebastian grabbed his things, eagerly following Kurt. The neighborhood wasn't that nice, But Sebastian didn't care. To him it was perfect. They got to an apartment complex and walked inside.
"Travis!" An older woman smiled. "This must be Scott..He's so handsome."
"Yes. This is my boy." Kurt said proudly.
Sebastian smiled shyly. "Hi.."
"Well it's nice to meet you sweetie..I hope you like it here." She nodded.
"Thank you." Sebastian said quietly, looking to Kurt.
"Well, we need to get him upstairs and settled. Thank you Mrs. Francis."
The woman smiled, watching as they walked away. Kurt opened the door to the small studio apartment that held two beds and a couple of dressers, a kitchenette, a table and two chairs. It was small, but fairly nice.
"Two beds..?" Sebastian asked.
"Just for viewing in case anyone comes in..You'll be sleeping with me."
"Good. Can we..sleep now?" Sebastian grinned. Kurt locked the door behind him and picked Sebastian up. Sebastian gasped. "I missed my master."
"Well..I'm your daddy now.."
"Fuck.. Yes, daddy.."
Kurt growled, throwing Sebastian onto the bed and climbing on top of him. "I missed my boy so much.."
Sebastian felt everything more intensely. "Oh god."
Kurt leaned in and kissed Sebastian deeply. Sebastian wrapped his arms and legs around Kurt as he let out a low moan.
"God..I missed you so fucking much, Sebastian..I came so many times thinking about you and what i would do when i got you here..But..Having you under me..I feel like I could blow any second.."
"Fuck.. Me too.. Just touch me," Sebastian whined. Kurt pulled Sebastian's shirt off and ran his hands up over his chest. "Feels so damn good."
Kurt leaned down, licking and biting at Sebastian's nipple, his stubble scratching at the perfect skin. Sebastian writhed under Kurt. "Baby.."
"Hmm?.." Kurt hummed, kissing over to the other.
"I'm so fucking hard. I need you."
Kurt reached between them and felt Sebastian's stiff cock in his jeans. He moaned darkly, rubbing over it.
"A-Ah!"
"Mmm..Missed that perfect cock, baby..So good.." Kurt whispered, kissing down his chest to his stomach.
"Kurt, I need you."
Kurt unbuttoned Sebastian's jeans and eagerly sucked his cock into his mouth. Sebastian had to cover his mouth to muffle his moans. Kurt bobbed his head slowly, savoring the taste.
"Shit!"
Kurt pulled off, smiling wide.
"Don't stop.."
Kurt chuckled. "Impatient aren't we?.." he said, brushing his lips over the head.
"Its been too long, Kurt."
"I know, baby.." Kurt said, sitting up and taking his shirt off.
"So beautiful." Sebastian whispered. Kurt finished undressing them both and smiled, rubbing his fingers over Sebastian's hole.
"Oohh.."
"So tight for me..What did you do without me?.."
Sebastian shook his head. "I-I waited.."
Kurt sucked his fingers into his mouth and moaned softly before pushing his fingers into Sebastian.
"Oh fuck.." Sebastian gasped. Kurt fingered him slowly, humming. Sebastian worked his hips down. "Ungh!"
Kurt kissed across Sebastian's stomach, moaning softly as he found his prostate.
"Kurt! Please!"
Kurt smiled, pulling out and climbing up his body. Sebastian was a whimpering mess. "I need you, master."
"I-I need you too.." Kurt admitted, lining himself up and quickly pushing in. Sebastian arched his back and cried out. "Yes!"
"Shh.." Kurt soothed, kissing along his jaw to his lips as they moved together. He felt Sebastian claw down his back and breathe in his ear. It was so much better than imagining it..
"I-I won't last.."
"Fuck..S-Say my name.." Kurt panted as he sped up and pulled Sebastian's hair.
"Kurt.. Kurt.. So big.."
Kurt sat up a bit and looked down at his boy. "I-I'm gonna come."
"Me too.. Come with me, please."
Kurt gave three more rough thrusts as he smashed his lips against Sebastians and came. Sebastian clutched to Kurt, whimpering as they came together.
They rolled their bodies slowly. Kurt moaned into Sebastian's mouth as came down. He couldn't take his hands off of the younger. He ran his hands down Sebastian's sides to his hips and down his legs. "I missed you...I was so lonely without you.."
A tear slipped down Sebastian's cheek. "It feels so good to hear you say that."
Kurt kissed him again. "I love you.."
"I love you so much, Kurt."
"Come to work with me tomorrow..I don't want you here alone."
"Can I do that?.."
"I'll talk to Angela.." Kurt whispered, playing with Sebastian' s hair. "I can't believe you're finally here.."
"Me neither. Is it..not safe to be here alone?"
"No..I'm not saying that..I just..I want you with me.."
"Me too." Sebastian smiled. Kurt grinned, giggling. He was so happy. Sebastian sighed. He was finally where he wanted to be. "I umm.. I brought my trust fund.."
"What?..Baby..You didn't need to do that.."
"I know. But I wanted to help."
Kurt smiled. "Thank you..How much is it?.." He asked timidly.
"One hundred, fifty thousand.." Sebastian whispered, looking away. "I drained it slowly. Took the rest before I left.."
"That's amazing. .Baby..That will help so much.."
"Good.." Sebastian said quietly.
"Maybe we can afford a nicer apartment after the lease is up.." Kurt said softly, laying on his side.
Sebastian nodded. "I need to find a job too."
"No baby, you're only sixteen." Kurt said quietly.
"But what happens when we run out of money?"
"I have a job..I'm gonna take care of you baby.."
"I can't sit around and do nothing.."
"I'll see if I can find something for you at the bar.."
"Okay." Sebastian said.
"Get some sleep for now..You've had a long day.." Kurt smiled.
Sebastian curled up to Kurt, falling asleep quickly.