a/n: hey everybody I'm back so this chapter takes place like six months after the previous one cause nothing of importance happened in the last 6 months so yeah Danny's going to drop the l word in this chapter. Maddie might be in this one oh and secrets will be revealed oh and just so you know Danny is in the dark about jazz and tucker dating so yeah this chapter will have a lot of flash backs of what happened in the last six months, cause I needed a significant to pass before the l word is dropped, so Paullina is showing, Danny still wants no part of the baby, and that's about it so basically this one is about what's been going on in the past six months if its present I'll put dialogue if its flashback I'll put flash back this will likely take about three chapters , so like the last 3 all took place in one day it's the same idea so anyways on with it. Before I start the chapter I will give a bunch of quotes to describe each feeling of the characters

Chapter 10: refection part one

Sam's feelings

At first I was afraid to meet you and then I was afraid to kiss you then I was afraid to love you and now I am afraid to lose you

Danny's feelings

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see but you to see but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel and when it's all said and done you won't want to

Paulina's feelings

I can't look in the mirror, eat, or even touch my belly without thinking of the coward who left me with a surprise gift we were supposed to share if only he could be the guy I thought he was but dreams are met for sleeping and wishes are met for stars. Unfortunately that's just the way my story goes.

Valerie's feelings

We met, we talked, we liked, we dated, we committed, we loved, YOU cheated, were done, were deleted, all this time it was just ME but never us, I guess there never was no trust.

Jazz's feelings

Caring about a person and tolerating them are two very different things. I care about Danny so I TRY to tolerate Sam.

Tucker's feelings

Being the middle man is the safest place to be, especially if you're dating your best friend's sister, if you take any side it WILL mean disaster for you, the middle man is who I will always be and despite popular belief I'm cool with it (well mostly)

a/n: now the story begins that was both unknown author quotes and quote like paragraphs I made up to describe what page each charter is at in this point in the story I am going to try and make this as easy to understand has possible, I pretty sure you can assume who each character directed there quotes to if they are directed so if you can't comment or pm me alright for real the story and on my mark get go.

Sam's pov

It's been six months since I've stopped hooking, and I thank Danny every day for rescuing me.(well in my head ) I would never admit I needed rescuing in the first place, but hey a girl's got to get her pride from somewhere. I finally met MS Fenton about 3 days after the horse race. Ms. Fenton is not big on surprises, nor is she and idiot like her husband. I remember I was sitting on the couch eating a salad. it was around 12:00 when out of the blue MS Fenton walks in…

*flashback*

Maddie: (Walks in caring suit cases) jack im homes (notices Sam) who the hell are you and what are you doing in my house?

Sam: im melena Grayson and im the daughter of one of America's finest white house representatives', my father sent me to live with you guys.

Maddie: you stay right here kid im going to ask my husband if this is true and if it's not I doubt god almighty could spare what your fate will be . The nerve breaking into mu home, eating my salads, god damnit jack get up here

Jack: coming madds

Maddie: who is this little girl?

Jack: oh this is melena Grayson

Maddie: the daughter of the whr. Why didn't you feel the need to mention this on our many phone calls?

Jack: I didn't think it was that important

Maddie: a complete stranger staying at our house, isn't important, but your improvements on the ghost gabber is

Jack: yes it can translate ghost who speak other languages

Maddie: I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THAT JACK FENTON IF ANYONE FROM YONDER AND BEYOND IS STAYING AT OUR ADRESS IT IS IMPORT JACK FENTON THERE ARE MORE THINGS IMPORTANT THAN IMPROVMENTS ON YOUR INVENTIONS.

Jack: aww Maddie

Maddie: don't you dare aww Maddie me

Jack: come on madds im sorry I know I can be I bit involved in our work but I love you Maddie and that won't change

Maddie: aww jack I love you to you that it just really worked me up to see some stranger sitting on my couch eating my food, I mean we have worked so hard to build what we have our kids are credit in the scientific community, and just to think she could be here to hurt one of my family members would be unbearable.

Jack: (walks over to her and hugs her then lifts her chin) not as long as I have breathed in my body will anyone human ghost or anything in-between hurt any one of you. You got that Maddie Fenton

Maddie: yes I love you

a/n: yes just imply they had sex because I absolutely refuse to do a lemon on jack and Maddie, Danny and Sam cool tucker and jazz cool but frankly the thought of jack being naked sickens me so go on and pretend you just read a lemon on them but I will not right it I already have enough I need therapy about sorry but not jack and Maddie lemons love the couple but jack naked it's just fucking scary on so many levels, so yeah they had sex in the kitchen on the counters and stuff and had fun, so yeah see you at the bottom

*end flash back*

Jazz's pov

Ever since the horse race, I have really been trying to tolerate Sam but, in the back of my mind I know there's something she's hiding from all of us even Danny. Tucker took a liking to her even mom. No I am not jealous I am a fucking college student for crying out loud. She's a high school dropout. I know I sound like a judgmental bitch but im only looking out for Danny. A good physiologist has to have two different hats, a social life hat. That would include family friends loved ones. And a professional hat, which would include patients that I treat. When I see Sam I see her has a threat to my brother, and so I but on my social life hat, and try to run Sam off. Danny is falling for this girl, very quick and very hard. Girls like her are trained to have no emotions when it comes to relationships. I know a girl like her will break my brother's heart, and that would be unbearable.

A week after mom came back school was back in session. So I became a lot busier and moved back on the dorms tucker came and visited me almost every day. The days me and tuck couldn't visit we would oovoo. Things were getting harder for my brother though something was eating him away inside, guilt I guess. His anger was getting really out of control. Mom called one night, in tears saying his eyes had flashed a "terrible green" right before, all the power in the house went out, I told her a lie of course. Has much as I want to lie about it Danny's secret is taking a toll on all of us. It's not the powers it's the covering for him, the deception that kills me inside. But that aside I told mom I would have a talk with him, and im no physic but it didn't take one to figure out this wasn't going to turn out well.

*flashback*

Jazz and Danny sit at a table at the nasty burger

Jazz: I think we both know why I asked you to meet me here today right

Danny:*mocking tone* no jazz unlike you I don't know everything.

Jazz: look Danny, you really freaked mom out last night, turning the power off like that.

Danny: you think I did that on purpose, I know I've been able to control my powers for a really long time now, but when im angry I just cant.

Jazz: really because there's a thing called self-control little brother.

Danny: *sarcastically* oh you're right jazz you would totally understand being bothered at random hours by ghost who want you ass six feet under, oh and how about new powers you don't even know you have, but of course since you Danny phantom you'd understand all of that

Jazz: I never said I understood, im just simply saying you can't go on acting like this, why are you so grumpy all the time.

Danny: *sarcastically* mmm I wonder why, how about dad just up and ran for mayor, and didn't even ask us about what we thought. Or maybe the fact that I liked where we lived, I liked when it was just us against the world, when I knew who really cared and who was just in it for the dime. I miss the me that would be loyal, I don't even know if I am the hero any more I have a girl I love and a baby on the way that's mine but u had to deny, I miss us being a family jazz damnit I just miss the way things used to be with dad being the lovable goof he is, with you being the sweet open-minded person you are mom wearing the pants in the family, I just miss the Fenton's jazz I miss us

Jazz: Danny what the hell are you talking about baby

Danny: you always have to change the subject when you know im right

Jazz: is Sam pregnant

Danny: no

Jazz: Danny looks me in my eye and tells me she isn't

Danny: she isn't its Paulina who's pregnant

Jazz: oh god no, Danny you are too young to be a father

Danny: I am not a father; Paulina's a mother im not a father

Jazz: are you fucking kidding me, you are going to let Paulina go through this all alone.

Danny: if I go and play daddy I will lose Sam

Jazz: well maybe you should have thought of that before you had unprotected sex

Danny: *sarcastically*oh yeah jazz because every time I go to the gas station I bring condoms with me.

Jazz: well maybe you should if you're going to go there and get yourself a booty call

Danny: THE BABY IS NOT MINE AND I WANT NO PART OF PAULINAS CHILD SO FUCK OFF

Jazz: alright fine I take my lunch hour to come and try to talk to you about your problems, and this is what I get but tell me this "hero" can you really let Paulina go through nine months of hell and several hours of childbirth, and let her pay for and raise that child on her own all the while knowing that baby inside her belly is yours. If you can than we really aren't the Fenton's anymore

Danny: your right I can't, I can't sit there and watch her go through all of that, but if that's what I have to do to keep Sam then I will because I need her like I need air to breathe, losing Sam would be like being dead. I will silently curse myself every day knowing what I gave up, but to have Sam it will all be worth it, I am sorry jazz I truly am but I can't lose her

Jazz: (teary) oh Danny I love you so much all this time I have been trying to stop her from stealing your heart, but she already committed her crime, she will break your Danny please listen to me, I have known you all your life and you have known me all of mine so please Danny please don't be her victim I know—

Danny: stop jazz just fucking stop (eyes flash green) I don't know what you have against her but you better stop this right fucking now, I love her and you will not convince me otherwise got it

Jazz: dan—

Danny: GOT IT

Jazz: yes (teary) yes I get it, not another word, goodbye Danny (kisses him on the cheek)

*end flashback*

Jazz's pov

You will never understand how hurt I was that day, hearing Danny utter those words, about being breathless without her, and denying his own child to hold her was truly heartbreaking. It was the first time I really realized how much we had all changed since dad became mayor. I really do wish things were the way they used to be, all of us are so broken. Sam makes my brother and that is all a big sister could want so after all long inner battle with myself that day I decided to call sam.

*flashback*

Jazz is in her dorm sitting on her bed she pulls out her cell and dials sam's number

Jazz: hello

Sam: hi, who is this

Jazz: jazz, don't hang up

Sam: I wasn't going to I figured either jazz wants to make a truce or she was to lazy to drive here to insult me

Jazz: the first one

Sam: so a truce, sudden change of heart

Jazz: yes my brother is in love with you and

Sam: really are you serious, how you know

Jazz: I see it in his eyes, and he told me

Sam: if you are kidding me, your ass is on the line

Jazz: (chuckles) so listen I was thinking they were doing a midnight summers dream by shakesphere here at apu so I was wondering did you want to come and see it with me

Sam: classic that's actually my favorite one by him

Jazz: whoa you're into shakesphere

Sam: yeah his stuff is pretty raunchy I like it

Jazz: well I like the deep use of literature but us both liking shakesphere is a start.

Sam: I'll agree with that

Jazz: so what kind of music do you like?

Sam: punk rock, metal, country

Jazz: I like classical

Sam: like benitoven

Jazz: it Beethoven

Sam: it's so unimportant I forgot the name, any way who gives a shit about some old dead guy, that your problem you're to stick up the ass

Jazz: what's that mean?

Sam: its means you don't take risk

Jazz: well it depends on how you look at the word risk

Sam: that's just what a stick up the ass would say

Jazz: okay Einstein what's your definition of it

Sam: here's a quote that I live by "the brave may not live long but the cautious do not live at all"

Jazz: said by some "rock god" right

Sam: princess diaries actually, but a kick ass quote is a kick ass quote and tell anyone I've seen that movie and let's just say you'll wake up one morning and wonder why you're in the ghost zone

Jazz: enough said, how did you end up here

Sam: in Amity Park well I just

Jazz: you know what I mean

Sam: when you've been through so much it's just (pulls out candy wrapper) were breaking up

Jazz: Sam I know that's a bag of chips (hang up tone) damnit Sam

*flashback ends*

Jazz's pov

When Sam hung up I knew she was hiding something. I knew there's just something that's she's keeping. There were things about her that just didn't add up like the way she know how to eat all the rich food and how to act around rich people when she wants to I had to know what she was hiding because Danny loves her and I can't change that so in order for the truce to work I had to get this feeling out of my head so I got out my laptop and typed in Google "Sam Manson"

a/n: wow I feel like such a bitch I haven't updated in forever I feel so bad I will probably update the price for Danny then this so expect and update soon but idk how soon I love you guys sorry for the wait