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Just wanted to say thank you so so so much for following and reviewing my new story so far! My summary sucks for this story but hope the story itself is making up for that lol!
This is a New Year chapter, to slot in nicely with New Year's eve tomorrow and I'm hoping to update very soon, probably the first week in January
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I Will Carry You Through It All
Chapter Ten
"Two tickets to the New Year's eve ball." John declared, happily placing the tickets in front of a smiling Sophie.
"Oh I cannot wait; it's going to be amazing. You have to wear your best suit John!"
He rolled his eyes mockingly before nodding and placing a kiss on his wife's cheek.
"Are you sure you boys are Ok with this? I feel terrible leaving you alone on New Year's Eve." Sophie said to Dean, Cas and Sam with concern in her voice.
"Yeah of course, we will be fine. You go have fun." Dean said with a grin.
Cas nodded in agreement with a matching smile.
Dean got up from the table and put his plate in the sink, he turned around to see his Dad had followed.
"Look Dean, are you sure you'll be ok?"
"Yes Dad we will be fine, chill."
John nodded and sighed, clapping Dean on the back.
"We can go to the store before it closes today, get some drink and food in for you and Cas."
Dean raised an eyebrow and shook his head.
"What about Sammy?"
"Sam is going to Adam's for New Year, I thought you knew?" John said with confusion in his voice.
"Adam? Our cousin Adam?"
"Yes, he invited Sam for the night since they're the same age. I didn't think you and Cas would wanna go, but if you do…I'm sure I could call and…"
"NO" Dean cried out, interrupting his confused Dad.
"I mean no, it's cool. Cas and I will stay here." Dean finished with a bright smile.
John nodded and laughed in befuddlement at his sons' behaviour.
"Alright then, like I said I'll take you shopping in a bit yeah?"
"Yep absolutely" Dean said nodding happily and glancing over to Cas with a smile plastered across his face.
Cas caught his eye, tilting his head in curiosity at what has made Dean so happy. Dean motioned to the doorway with his head and excused himself, hoping Cas would get the hint and follow.
Dean raced into the living room excitedly and bounced on his feet, waiting for his step brother to join him. Cas entered the room and watched an excited Dean bound over to him.
"Dean what's gotten into you?" Cas asked confused.
He kissed Cas sloppily on the cheek and wrapped his arms around his step brother. Cas struggled for a moment, glancing back to check nobody else was around.
"Tonight…we get to spend New Year's Eve together."
"Well us and Sam, don't get too carried away Dean." Cas said with a roll of his eyes.
"NOPE…Sammy won't be here. It's just you and me, alone. Bringing in the New Year together." Dean declared happily, kissing Cas on the forehead and watching as Cas' jaw dropped slightly.
"Oh my God! Seriously? Just you and me?" Cas rambled, a smile now stretching across his lips.
"Seriously. Oh baby, it's gonna be awesome." Dean mumbled into Cas' ear, smiling widely and pulling Cas into a hug.
Cas couldn't wipe the grin off his face as he hugged Dean back.
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"Have fun, don't get too drunk" Dean called out, watching his Dad and Sophie get into the car with a wave.
"See you next year" Cas added with a laugh.
They waved goodbye to their parent's and Cas closed the front door, locking It securely. Dean crowded his step brother, placing kisses along his neck and wrapping his arms around him.
"God it feels good to kiss you without the fear of being caught" Dean muttered into Cas' neck.
"Mmm yes it really does." Cas hummed, turning in Dean's arms and kissing him firmly on the lips.
Dean broke away with a chuckle, placing a final kiss against Cas' forehead.
"Right, let's get this pizza in the oven, I'm starved." He declared, clapping his hands together and heading for the kitchen.
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After the boys devoured their pizza, they watched a Christmas movie together much to Dean's distaste who declared Christmas was over and Cas argued the decorations were still up, so Christmas movies were still allowed. Fair to say the argument ended up in a tickling match on the floor, which Castiel won and they ended up watching 'Miracle on 34th Street' curled up together on the couch, to which Dean didn't protest about.
When the movie ended, they spent a good half an hour simply sitting together, cuddling and kissing lovingly, openly on the couch. Cas poked fun at Dean that he was a big sap at heart and Dean found himself not being able to deny the comments when he kept snuggling closer to his step brother.
They still had a couple of hours before midnight, now sat together watching live streaming on their TV from New York City were thousands of people gathered on New Year's Eve to see the ball drop.
"It looks amazing. All the performers, the people, the atmosphere…I'd love to go one year." Cas said with a sigh, curled up against his step brother and watching the TV intently.
"Hmmm, maybe we will one day."
Cas pulled back from Dean and knitted his eyebrows together in amusement, a small smile playing on his lips.
"We?"
"Yeah, you and me together, New York wouldn't know what's hit em." Dean said with a grin.
Castiel felt his heart skip a beat and he leant forward bringing Dean into a soft kiss.
Dean kissed back, gasping when Cas deepened their kiss and snaking his tongue into Dean's mouth. Soon enough their kisses became heated and Cas crawled into Dean's lap and straddled him, placing hot, wet kisses down his step brother's neck.
Cas pressed closely to Dean, his hands snaking up underneath Dean's t-shirt and grazing over bare skin, causing Dean to hiss at the contact. He bit his lip, letting Cas' hands explore under his t-shirt and his lips place long kisses against his neck. Dean felt like he was on fire.
Lips moved upwards towards his ear, Cas took Dean's earlobe into his mouth and sucked it gently, before pulling away with a soft bite.
"I'm ready Dean." Cas whispered shakily into Dean's ear, his voice more gravelly than usual.
Dean pushed Cas backwards slightly and looked him in the eye. Lust settled deep within Cas' eyes, the pupils so blown that his eyes were practically black and not much blue left. Dean felt nerves and excitement flood through his system and he thought he knew what Cas was trying to say, but he didn't want to assume.
"Ready?" Dean asked with a shaky breath of his own.
"I want to have sex Dean." Cas said confidently, now gripping the back of Dean's neck tightly and looking into his eyes.
"Oh…are you…are you sure?" Dean stuttered, rubbing his hands up and down Cas' arms.
Castiel nodded quickly in reply. Adding a push of his hips so Dean could feel exactly how much he wanted it.
Dean gasped and grabbed Cas' hips, rubbing circles into the hipbones through Cas' clothes.
"Unless you're not ready?" Cas stopped with concern in his voice, suddenly worried that he hadn't even considered if Dean was ready for this or not.
"I have never been more ready for anything in my entire life." Dean assured quickly, dragging Cas in for a deep kiss.
Cas moaned into Dean's mouth, pushing his hips down again and winding arms around his step brother's neck when he felt Dean hook his arms under Cas' thighs and just about manage to lift them both off the couch.
He wrapped his legs tightly around Dean's waist and his step brother carried him towards the stairs, their lips never parting.
Dean pushed Cas against the banister of the stairs, feeling his legs tighten even more when Dean grinded Castiel against the railings.
"Fuck Dean, please" Cas gasped, breaking their kiss and disentangling himself from Dean, jumping down and holding out his hand.
He didn't hesitate in taking Cas' hand and allowed himself to be led upstairs towards Cas' bedroom.
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Once inside the comfort of Castiel's room, Dean Lips came crashing onto his step brothers' and he felt Cas' hands tugging at his t-shirt. Finally getting the hint, Dean pulled back and allowed Castiel to peel his t-shirt off over his head.
Cas took a step back to appreciate Dean, his eyes glazing over Dean's half naked state and he was back in his personal space in no time, licking and kissing Dean's chest, sucking so hard in places that Dean was convinced he would be marked tomorrow.
When Cas took one of Dean's nipples into his mouth and sucked harshly, Dean tugged on Cas' hair in encouragement.
"Damn Cas" He moaned, feeling no need to be quiet for once.
He pulled back and smiled at Dean, running his hands down his step brother's muscled back.
Dean shivered at the touch and surged forward, practically ripping Cas' shirt from his body and discarding it on the floor. He let his eyes roam appreciatively over Cas, noting in the back of his mind that this was the first chance they have had to truly look at each other in this way before and it excited Dean more than anything. Cas was slimmer Dean, but he was muscled in all the right places and maturing perfectly for a 16 year old boy.
He brushed his hands over Cas' torso, making sure to rub his thumbs over his step brothers' nipples and enjoying the hiss of pleasure that left Cas' mouth.
Cas' hands moved to Dean's jeans and started to undo them at a lightening pace, pushing them down along with his underwear and watching as Dean kicked them off completely across the room. Dean followed suit and made quick work of getting Castiel naked too.
Once they were both naked, both boys stopped and simply stared. The room was silent apart from the heavy breathing coming from both Dean and Cas.
Dean made the first move, pulling Cas in for another kiss and letting his hands roam Cas' naked form, relishing the skin to skin contact. Castiel gasped, running his hands down Dean's bare back and gripping Dean's firm, very naked ass tightly. Cas smiled into the kiss and pulled Dean's hips towards his own and they both broke the kiss, feeling their erections rub together with absolutely no barrier.
The pleasurable sensation raced through both of them and wide eyes met with each other, continuing their naked grinding with moans heavy on their lips. Cas made a move, pushing Dean backwards towards the bed and when his legs hit the mattress, Cas pushed him to lie down and crawled on top, letting their bodies press fully together.
"Oh my God" Dean groaned loudly, positioning himself beneath Cas so their cocks lined up perfectly and rubbed together deliciously.
"Oh Dean…I need you, please" Cas moaned, frantically sliding his body against Dean's.
Dean felt himself panic, neither of them having done anything like this before and he looked up at Cas, cradling his face looking deeply into his eyes.
"Baby I need you too, but I've never done this before…"
"Me neither Dean, but we will be fine"
"I know, it's just we don't have the right…the right ummm" Dean stumbled for his words, feeling Cas climb off him and off the bed.
Castiel routed through his bedside table and placed two objects on the bed, causing Dean's eyes to go wide and Cas to duck his head, blushing slightly.
Dean gulped looking down at the condoms and lube.
"You sly dog…have you been planning this?" Dean asked, breaking into a grin.
Cas shrugged shyly and sat back on the bed next to Dean.
"I may have bought them today in the hope we would make the most of tonight" Cas said, biting his lip.
Dean smiled brightly and pulled Cas into another kiss, moving them both so Cas was underneath him on the bed.
"Dean no offence but do you know what the hell you're doing?" Cas laughed nervously.
"Hey you're not the only one who has done their research" Dean said with a glare, reaching to grab the bottle of lube from the bed.
Cas watched with intensity as Dean poured a generous amount of lube onto his fingers. Instinctively Cas spread his legs and Dean let out a shaky breath at the sight, moving his hand downwards and blindly reaching lower until his fingertips brushed over Cas' entrance.
His breath hitched and Dean placed a kiss on the tip of his nose.
"I'll go slow ok? If you need to me stop, tell me."
Cas nodded and hissed as he felt Dean's wet fingers circle his hole, a shiver wracking his entire body. Dean pushed one lubed up finger inside of Cas' tight hole, his eyes widening at just how tight it was.
"Fuck Cas, you're so damn tight." Dean declared loudly, pushing his finger slowly inside and feeling Castiel resist slightly and preventing him from going any further.
Castiel's eyes were wide, his lip quivering slightly.
"You Ok?" Dean asked with concern.
"Yes, it just feels weird." Cas said with a shaky breath, finally relaxing around Dean's finger and allowing him to push further in.
Dean slowly started pushing his finger in and out, watching Cas' face twist slightly and squeeze his eyes tightly shut.
"More Dean" Cas mumbled out and Dean nodded, adding another finger and feeling the resistance again.
Cas bit his lip in pain and his body tried to reject Dean on instinct. Dean's mind was whirling, imagining how amazing it would feel inside of Cas but wondering if he would actually fit, especially given how tight he was and most of all, he didn't want to hurt Cas.
His step brother sobbed slightly, his body relaxing and letting Dean's fingers slide deeper inside.
"Shhh its ok gorgeous, it will pass I'm sure" Dean hummed against Cas' ear, placing a sweet kiss against Cas' temple.
"I'm ok, just keep going" Cas prompted, his voice cracking slightly.
Dean moved both fingers in and out of Castiel, stretching him out as best he could and crooking his fingers up experimentally.
"DEAN" Cas cried out loudly, his head hitting the pillow and breathing heavily.
"Did I hurt you? Oh God Cas I'm sorry, you ok?" Dean asked in a panic, fearing he had hurt his step brother.
Cas shook his head wildly and lust filled eyes met with Dean's.
"No it didn't hurt…do it again, please Dean." Cas begged, grabbing at Dean's shoulders.
He obeyed and crooked his fingers up on the same angle, watching in fascination as Cas started to writhe wildly beneath him and arching off the bed.
"Oh God Dean, that feels amazing…I need more please, please, please."
Dean figured he was finally doing something right and added another finger, a lot easier to slip inside of a more relaxed Castiel. He smiled as he stretched and pumped his fingers insistently in and out of his step brother, relishing in the noises that escaped Cas' mouth every time he hit that spot inside of him.
"God Cas, you're killing me here…I can't wait any longer." Dean said, panting heavily and his cock rock hard, begging for attention.
"Yes please Dean; I want you inside of me." Castiel begged some more, whimpering slightly when Dean's fingers left his body.
He watched impatiently as Dean rolled a condom onto himself and took another generous amount of lube into his palm, hissing as he stroked his sensitive cock.
Dean positioned himself back over Cas and brushed a hand through his hair, placing a brief kiss on his lips.
Cas gasped as he felt the head of Dean's cock breach his hole and he gritted his teeth at the pain, automatically tensing up again.
"It hurts Dean" Cas whined, causing Dean to stop when he was only half way inside of Castiel.
Dean tried to compose himself feeling Cas' tightness constrict around his cock and almost sending him over the edge in the first few seconds. He stopped to let Cas adjust and to pull himself together.
"Ok baby, its ok…tell me when you're ready for more." Dean tried to comfort Cas, placing kisses all over his face and finally on his lips.
He felt Cas relax when they kissed and heard Cas mumble 'more' against his lips.
Dean continued to push inside of Cas until he was all the way inside, completely filling his step brother and watching as Castiel finally relaxed, letting out a long breath of relief.
"Jesus Cas…you feel amazing." Dean purred, placing kisses along Cas' neck.
"Move Dean, please" Cas moaned, pushing his hips upwards slightly and pulling Dean down by his ass.
"Shit, ok" Dean hissed in pleasure, pulling out of Castiel slowly and trying his best not to slam back in.
Dean moved slowly in and out of Castiel, watching his face twist in pain at times but still encouraging Dean to continue. He pulled Cas' leg up slightly and pushed in on a different angle, Cas' eyes lit up like a Christmas tree and a long, drawn out moan fell from his lips.
"Oh God Dean yes yes yes, right there." Cas moaned, digging blunt fingernails into Dean's shoulders.
He smirked in triumph, picking up his speed and trying to find some sort of rhythm to his thrusts.
"Harder, faster, God Deeeeeeeeean" Cas yelled loudly, his hips meeting with Dean's thrusts.
Dean sped up, being sure to hit Cas' sweet spot on every other thrust, loving the sounds that erupted from his step brother. He slammed into Castiel mercilessly, the entire bed now shaking under the force and headboard banging against the wall.
"Holy fuck Cas, fuck fuck fuck" Dean cried out, his forehead pressed against Castiel's.
They stared deeply into each other's eyes, moaning and panting against each other.
"Oh Dean, I'm so close" Cas moaned, reaching down to grip his own cock.
Dean watched as Castiel started jerking himself off hard and fast, matching Dean's thrusts. The image sent Dean spiralling and he came harder than ever before, riding out his orgasm with slowing thrusts.
Cas cried out, his own orgasm racing through him and his vision going white from pleasure, his come spilling over his own hand and stomach.
Both boys panted heavily, coming down from their high as Dean pulled out of Castiel and peeled off the condom, tossing it in the trash can.
He jumped out of the bed, grabbing the first piece of material he could find and cleaned Cas' hand and stomach, before tossing the material, climbing back into bed beside Cas.
Dean pulled Castiel close, wrapping his arms tightly around his step brother and kissing him softly on the lips.
"Wow." Cas murmured with a tired smile.
"Wow doesn't begin to cover it." Dean said with a smile in return.
Castiel glanced at the clock that now read 11:59pm and he reached for the remote to the TV, turning on the New Year countdown.
"Nearly midnight" Cas mumbled, cuddling closer to Dean with a grin.
"What a way to bring in the New Year huh?" Dean said with a short laugh, tilting Cas' chin up so their eyes met.
Cas leaned up to kiss Dean once again, hearing the countdown enter into the 20 second mark. Dean kissed him deeply, their tongues working together gently and Cas pulled back with a bright smile.
Dean cupped Cas' face, rubbing a thumb over his cheekbone and staring into the sparkling blue eyes belonging to his step brother, as the announcer on TV started the countdown.
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"Cas, I think…"
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"…I think I'm in love with you."
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Cas' eyes went wide and he broke into the brightest smile Dean had ever seen, practically launching himself at his step brother as the clock counted down.
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Happy New Year!
Cas wrapped himself around Dean, kissing every bit of skin he could reach and smiling widely.
"I love you too Dean, God I love you so so much" Cas sobbed between kisses, happy tears rolling down his face.
Dean bit his lip, not being able to contain his smile and pulled Cas into a hug, his insides fluttering happily.
"Happy New Year baby, love you" Dean muttered against Cas' neck, feeling Cas' grip tighten when he declared his love again.
"Happy New Year Dean" Cas said, pulling back with a smile before placing a long, loving kiss on Dean's lips.
They cuddled closely together in bed, Dean running a hand through Cas' hair and continuingly kissing the top of his head.
They fell into a blissful sleep to the sound of 'Auld Lang Syne' ringing out loudly from the TV set.