{I do not own Sons of Anarchy only my own character and anything you do not recognize.

By the way once more this story is rated M and if anyone has any pointers on those sections feel free to message me or review. I am just getting into these parts in my stories so I'm not sure what's good and what's taking it to far. Enjoy guys!}

I wasn't sure who I was more pissed at, at this point. The boys for fighting in the clubhouse or Clay for sticking us in church by ourselves. That's right, Clay broke up the fight and stuck all three of us at the table and left, telling us that he would be right back...it's been an hour of silence and a staring contest between Kozik and Happy. Kozik and Happy sat directly across from each other and I sat at the back in between the two. I crossed my arms across my chest and slumped farther into the seat, I still wasn't exactly sure what happened back there but what I did know at this point was that my lip was starting to finally hurt after my fall."Why don't you speak up and tell her huh? Or would that cramp your style killer?" Kozik finally spoke up

Happy stood up and kicked his chair back and Kozik stood up as well. Before another word could be said though the door slammed shut and Clay voice rang clear through the room with more authority than I had ever heard, "Sit down and shut your mouths!"

It was obvious he was pissed and both of them sat down, though there staring contest seemed to be going on once more. I rolled my eyes but, didn't leave my position and Clay walked to the front of the table and fell down into his chair. He looked around at all of us before he leaned into the table and hit it hard. I jumped slightly but, both of the guys stopped staring at each other to pay attention to Clay. "Do one of you want to let me in on what that was exactly out there?"

"Which part? I was just putting the bitch in her place." I replied honestly

"Now is not the time to be a smart ass Savannah." Clay lectured

"Just some unresolved problem, won't happen again."Kozik spoke up

"Your god damn right it won't. I will have order in this clubhouse, this is not Tacoma and I will not put up with the bullshit. I do not care who started it, take it to the ring if your gonna start swinging. As for you little lady if you want to put a crow in her place then all the power to you but outside."

After Clay was done his reprimanding, he stood up and wandered over to us standing beside me. "Do all of you understand?"

We all nodded our head except Happy. "Your all band from the party tonight. Kozik go to your dorm room, Hap drive Savannah home. Me and Gemma are sticking here for a bit. We will be home in a couple hours."

Kozik looked as if he wanted to punch someone and truth be told I wasn't in any better of a mood. Kozik stood up and stormed out of the chapel. "Why can't I just stay here is Jax room?" I asked, squirming slightly.

"Because you have done enough damage for the night." Clay replied

He gave me a quick pat on the back and left the room as well. Happy removed his keys from his pockets and walked out the door, I took this as my cue to leave with him. I stared at his back and shoved my hands into my pockets as I followed him out. He still had yet to say a word at all and I wanted to scream at him to give it up and tell me what that was all about in there but, I knew it would be useless. I took the helmet he offered me and wrapped my arms around his stomach. He was just in his white shirt tonight and I could feel his muscles tighten when my fingers landed on him. I smirked and placed my body against his back as he drove away.

~~SOA~~

It was a quiet night as we pulled up to my house and I didn't say anything as he shut off his bike and I got off, handing him back his helmet. His fingers brushed mine when he took it back and I watched him tense slightly before he pulled his hands from mine. I cleared my throat and started to walk to my door. "Thanks for the ride Happy." I mumbled just loud enough he would hear me

I only took two steps when he finally said something, "What do you see in him?"

"Who? Kozik? What I do in private is none of your business and who I choose to spend my time with and why is not your problem either. You made that very clear." I told him when I turned to face him

His face turned hard and his eyes grew dark. "It is my business." He stated flatly

"No it is not! It could have been your business if you cared enough to not throw me to the side like some piece of trash. But, you did and now because Kozik is paying attention to me because he doesn't see me as garbage, now you care! Well that isn't how this works buddy you can't have everything your way big boy. Now go back to your fucking croweaters and alcohol cuz you sure don't need to be here anymore. Babysitting is over!" I shouted at him before I stomped my way up to my front door, unlocking it and slamming it behind me.

I pressed my back against the door and hung my head. I couldn't tell if I was pissed because he was sticking his nose where it didn't belong or if I was happy that he seemed to care...but, that would involve hope...hope that he crushed that night. I pushed myself from the door and dragged my feet to the freezer, grabbing a pack of ice and placing it on my now sore and swollen jaw and lip. I walked to my room and grabbed the first set of sweats and tank top I saw. I shed my clothing and walked to my bathroom so I could inspect my wound better. I closed the door and leaned against the counter, removed the bag from my face. It was definitely going to bruise, stupid bitch. I looked down and gripped the counter as I remembered everything and I laughed a little. If this was all I got from that well, I was in better shape than Chantel. I could hear my door opening and I looked up panicked. I forgot to lock the door and I knew it wasn't Gemma or Clay, both of them would announce their arrival and they wouldn't be quiet about it either. I looked around me quickly for anything to protect myself with and I couldn't find anything but the most solid thing I could find was my curling iron. I gripped it in my hand and scoffed at myself, maybe I could poke his eye out or something. I stood in front of the door, my hand hovering over the handle and the iron raised above my head. After a few deep breathes I pulled open the door and jumped out of my bathroom to attack the person in my room...this person being Happy who now stood with in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest and an amused look on his face. "Jesus Happy! What the fuck?" I yelled, shaking the curling iron at him

"You thought that would protect you from me?" he asked with a wide grin on his face

I looked down at the curling iron in my hand and shook my head. I felt silly and I started to laugh, I threw it into the corner and looked up to Happy. I placed my hands on my hips, "Well, what are you doing here I thought you left."

"No, you left and you left before our conversation was done."

"I am pretty sure I put an end to that conversation did I not? I figured you would have understood that."

"I need to talk to you and I want you to listen to me." he told me, walking towards me

I raised my eyebrow and watched him carefully. I was curious now, "You're not just a sweet butt Savannah. I know I treated it like that the other day but, you deserve better than a man like me. I let myself get out of control and I took advantage of your innocence something I shouldn't have done. I have a bumpy road that I walk on, one I never thought to bring another person along with me. I live a dangerous life but, so does Kozik. I tried to push you away to someone else, even if it was a fellow brother. I wanted someone to take care of you and make sure you walked the right path. Me and Kozik...we don't do that."

I could feel the tears start to brim my eyes as I listened to him. I didn't want to hear this, I wanted to except that he was an ultimate douche bag so I could move on. I shifted my weight and looked down to the ground."Well, I found Kozik...it's my choice why would you care...you didn't care before." I mumbled

I knew I was being stubborn but, what else was I going to say? Accept the fact he had sex with me just to throw me aside even if it was a lie. "I don't do the romance thing, hell half of what I have done since I met you was wrong. I don't kiss women and I don't make sure they get pleasure to. The sweet butts are there to pleasure me not the other way around. I also don't care what happens to them, just like today when you threw that blonde around like a rag doll, not once did I care. I cared that you were hurt," Happy now stood directly in front of me and his fingers traced my bottom lip pulling gently on it to look at the cut while he continued to speak, "But, when I saw you with Kozik...him hanging off you, kissing you and you taking care of him. I'll admit I got jealous."

I was trembling under his touch and his face was getting closer to mine and I wanted to push one last button, "But, I thought Kozik said I was going to be his."

"Mine." Happy growled and pushed his lips against mine.

I gasped at the contact but, this time was different then the last. It was passionate and urgent like he was proving that I was his, like he was proving a point. Happy walked me backwards to my bed and when my knees hit the edge, I fell backwards with Happy following. Happy's hands roamed my body and he gently pushed against me. I could feel his member pressing against me and I separated from him to take off my tank top. He pulled his shirt off after and I crawled backwards to give him more room on the bed. He climbed up the bed after me and his hands rested first on my breast, giving them a firm squeeze. I wiggled under him and I felt him smirk into the kiss. I bit his bottom lip pulling on it slightly and he growled in response. I let go off his lip as his fingers gently grazed stomach just above my pant line. I let a small breathy moan escape my lips and his one hand made it way slowly into my pants. His fingers sliding gently across me, when he felt how ready I was for him, he groaned and pulled away slightly, "Savannah...Are you sure this time?" he asked

You could tell he didn't want to ask the question but, he did for my sake. I kissed him as my response and his fingers pulled my pants down. I stuck my hand down between us and undid his belt. He sat up on his knees and helped me pull the rest down. Once we were both completely naked, he stood there on his knees in front of me, two hands beside my head and just hovered over me for a few moments. He gave me a huge smile before he started to lick and suck at my neck. I let out a giggle but, also came across as a moan. He started to kiss his way back up to my lips as he steady himself at my entrance. I placed my hands on his neck and jaw pulling him closer to me as he entered me. Once he completely filled me, I let out a muffled moan and arched my back. He held still for a moment before I rolled my hips to give him the okay to move. It was like we were in complete sync with each other, with every deep thrust he made, I rolled my hips to meet them. Before long we were increasing our speeds and I could feel my release building in the pit of my stomach. I cried out for him as I hit my release and he groaned right after. With a few more urgent thrusts, he to climaxed and he rolled onto his back pulling me close to his chest.

I laid there for a few minutes before I pulled away, rolled onto my chest beside him and looked at him. His fingers danced up and down my arm and I asked, "What does this mean Happy...it didn't sound like you were open to anything serious between us and I will not be a booty call."

He let out a deep husky laugh and he shook his head, "I don't know where that leaves us right now, we will take that one step at a time. I think you should know more about me and this life your walking into before you jump into it. Like I said earlier my life isn't peaches and rainbow shit."

I nodded my head and looked down to my fingers. I started to play with them absentminded, I knew he had a point but, what if he decided we were done after he got to know me. I had no idea how I would take that again. His fingers left my arm and he cupped my chin, "Don't make that face, I'm not saying anything for certain. We will just keep this on the low...just between me and you think you can do that?" I nodded my head and rolled back around so I could lay on his chest for a few minutes more.

I knew he would have to leave soon, if we were keeping this on a down low then obviously Gemma and Clay couldn't know. His hands rested on my side and I asked teasingly, "So does that mean no more Kozik?" he slapped my ass and I gave a quick yelp and giggled.

I could feel my eyes become heavy as I made shapes over his chest and abs. "Thank you Hap..for coming back for me."

"I have always come back for you haven't I?" he asked as I started to fall asleep A smile crept onto my face and I drifted off to sleep.

{I know this one was short but, I don't want to get into the next bit because, I am now starting to get into the season so, the next update will be longer I promise.}