A./N.: Sorry for the slow update. Lately I had been thinking of just ending the story or something, but I think that would've been really stupid and besides that would've just left some people thinkin, "what happens next?". So I'm going to continue it for now. Thankyou to Marvelgirl09 for your ideas :) and tasi ilu! hoe:D
Lance:
I had the best dream last night. When I woke up I found out, I wasnt dreaming. I don't remember the last time that I had slept that good.
Kitty lay next to me sleeping.She looked like such an angel.I memorized each one of her feautures, knowing that if anything ever happened, I would recognize her.I kissed her forehead softly.
She stirred slowly in her sleep and finally opened her ocean blue eyes. She blushed, knowing that I had been watching her.
"Good morning." she greeted, while stiflying a yawn.
"Morning." I answered.
"Sleep well?"
"Yeah." she replied smiling.
I glanced over to the alarm clock.
10:34 A.M it read in bold red letters.
"Is it really that late?" she asked looking over at the clock.
"It's late?" I questioned.
"Well, for me. I always have to get up for class and study and some other stuff." She answered with a hint of sadness.
"Oh."
"Yeah. What about you? I heard you were going to college?"
"I am, Online."
"Oh." she said.
I wish these conversations weren't so short. Everytime I want to say something,
I freeze up. This is Kitty I'm talking to. MY Kitty. The Kitty I used to laugh and kiss and have fun with back in high school. I have a feeling she's hiding something from me, maybe that's why she's seems so tense...
"Kitty, Is everything ok? You know with everyone at the institute and everything?"
"Yeah. Why would you think that?" she asked surprised.
"I don't know, I just have this feeling that you're not telling me something."
An awkward silence passed...
She finally sighed and looked at me.
"I don't know what happened Lance, They were so happy."
"Who?"
"My parents. Lately they've been calling me way too much, complaining about one another constantly.They keep arguing about the stupidest things, and then call to take all their anger out me."
"I don't know what to do anymore.They've even considered a divorce." Her voice got shaky.
I pulled her into my arms and kissed her head soflty.
"It's ok, Kitty.Don't stress about it. Atleast they both love you. Maybe not each other, but they still love you."
"I know Lance, but they're my parents! I grew up always seeing them together and happy,and now all of a sudden they dont love each other anymore? I just don't get it. I think part of the reason they want to split up is because of me."
"Don't blame it on yourself Kitty. It's not your fault."
"Eversince, I've left to the institute they've always seemed so different. They wouldn't talk as much as they used to,never look each in the eye or anything. I've somehow felt that everytime I would go to visit, I would be the only thing keeping them together.But, now I can't even visit as much anymore."
I don't what to say. I've never delt with this kind of stuff before. Probably because I never really knew my parents. My mom died when I was born, and my dad was always on drugs until they took me in foster care. That was pretty much it until, Mystique came along. Also,know as one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I could've blew her off, and joined Xavier. Maybe, then I would've always been there for Kitty.
"I'm not sure what to say about your parents Kitty,but maybe after they get this divorce, it could be better for you and them.
They could finally have their space,and you wouldn't have to listen to them arguing, or worrying about their problems anymore."
"That's true, I guess." she answered.
"You should let them decide this out themselves, whatever they choose is for the better, right?"
"Yeah. Thanks Lance." she smiled.
"Anytime, pretty kitty."
She laughed hearing her old nickname.
"Now, how about we get something to eat?" I offered.
"I'd like that." she replied with a kiss.
...20 minutes later...
Kitty:
"We would like two orders of strawberry pancakes topped with whipped cream, with a side of hashbrowns."
"Okay, anything else?" the waitress asked holding her notepad.
"Oh yeah, and extra whipped cream on one of the orders." Lance answered grinning torwards me.
I laughed. "You still remember don't you?"
"How could I forget? You've always loved extra whipped cream on your pancakes."
I smiled.It seemes like I never left him.He knows me so well, and even knew how to cheer me up since I mentioned my parents. I'm glad to know that I can trust him so much better now.
"So what do you plan on doing, you know after you finish your concerts?" I asked.
"I'm not sure just yet, I think I might want to write an album pretty soon.I don't really want to rush into the process of makingone though. It takes a lot of time. Especially when I have to go promote it on tour."
"Oh."
"But, whenever I do go on tour, you're coming with me right?" he asked.
"I don't know Lance. I still have the whole university thing, I can't just leave."
"You only have half a year left of NYU right?" he asked.
"Yeah." I answered.
"It 'll take me a few months to write the songs,record them, then I have to promote the album. You'll definently graduate by the time I'm about to go on tour." he finished.
"Lance ,I'm really not sure about this whole thing. I would love to go on tour with you, but I don't know if I should just graduate, then go on vacation and I have to start applying for jobs and then Rogue and I have been talking about renting an apartment so we-
"Kitty." He interrupted, looking me in the eye.
"If there's anything I want, it's for you to be happy.If you worry about finding a job right after you graduate, you'll never be able to relax. And why not take a vacation? It'll help relive all that stress you had to take for the past three and a half years." he added.
I think Lance is right. I don't have to worry about all this stuff just yet,I'll always have time to search for a job later on.And besides time alone wtih Lance for a few months wouldn't seem to bad...
"So what do you say Kit?"
I grinned."Alright, I'm coming."
A./N. : Please review! I had to miss breakfast to finish this :(