This time when i woke up i was lying on an uncomfortable bed. i could also hear someone lightly snoring next to me. I also felt someone holding my hand. i opened my eyes and noticed it was dark in the room. I looked around the room and noticed it was the clinic. It was then that i noticed who was holding my hand.

"Dimitri!" i squealed. He woke up with a start and said "Roza, your up!" and then he gave me a kiss smack on the lips. "How did i end up in here?" Dimitri looked me in the eyes and his face paled. "You, you were in a car accident Roza." Then it all came back to me. The blood, the glass breaking, the bodies, Lissa screaming in terror "LISSA! WHERE IS SHE?!" I yelped. Then all of a sudden i was being sucked out of my body.

I was sitting in Christians arms sobbing. wait a minute, what the heck am i doing in Christians arms? i was just in the clinic sitting next to Dimitri! All i could feel was absolute despair. Then i looked into the mirror and saw that it wasnt my face in the reflection...its was Lissa's

Why am i in Lissa's body? Am i going insane? I HAD to get out of here...NOW! i was panicking in here. then i felt myself slowly getting sucked back into my own body. Then i felt myself being shaken and the most wonderful voice whisper shouting "Roza! Wats wrong?" I gasped and through myself into his arms and started balling my eyes out.

I dont know how long we sat there, but Dimitri let me ruin his shirt and kept murmuring to me in Russian. I had no idea what any of it meant, but it soothed me. After a while i looked up at Dimitri and said "Im sorry you had to see me like this." He looked at me and said "Roza, you do not need to apologize for being upset. You just got in serious car accident where basicly your family died. Theres nothing to be ashamed about." His meaningful words made me burst in to tears again.

Then after a while i asked "How's Adrian." Dimitri looked at me and said "He's fine now. When we got there, he was unconsious, They said he will probably be in a coma for the next couple of days, but he will be fine." i nodded my head and just laid my head on Dimitri's shoulder. I looked up at him and gasped and said "Who did that to you!" He had a HUGE black eye. i gave him a kiss where it was and he hesitated before telling me.

"Dimitri. You can tell me anything." He looked me in the eyes and took a deep breath before speaking. "Well...ummm..." this was the first time i had ever seen Dimitri at a loss for words. Then he seemed to gain more strength the longer he looked into my eyes. "Well you see my family lives in a dhampir community." i already knew this. Dhampir community did not have a very good reputation among our kind. But seeing as this was Dimitri's family i grew past this stereotype.

"Well as you might guess, a lot of moroi men come to visit the woman." then he took another deep breath and said "Well there is the one moroi-my father- who likes my mom. Well he came barging into my house the other day and started beating up my mom." i gasped. "Well i couldnt take it. My sisters were all crying and i had to be the man of the house."

"Please tell me you beat the living daylights out of him." i said. He looked at me and did this little half smile. 'Oh yes Rose, i think you would have been quite proud." i grinned at him and said "that's my man." he smirked at me and i yawned. "Roza, its time for you to go to bed." i sighed and got up and then i asked him "You wont leave will you?" he looked at me with a smile and said "I havent left your side once."

i sighed in releif and then asked him "How long was i out?" he looked at me and said "You were out for two days." i gasped and said "TWO DAYS?!" Dimitri said "Shhh...Roza its ok. You havent missed anything." I just stared at him and said "Oh i havent missed anything except the first two days of school at the upper campus!"

I was sitting there in anger. I dont know where it came from. All i knew is that i wanted to hurt somebody..badly. i was so angry i could feel myself shaking. Then Dimitri gave me a kiss, and as soon as it came, the anger vanished. Then Dimitri said "If it makes you feel any better, i missed my first two days at the upper campus too." Then he smiled at me and sat down in his chair. "How did you get away with that?" I asked.

"Well i refused to leave your side. Alberta convinced them to let me stay because she said Im a quick learner." i smiled at then i gave a huge yawn and laid down on my bed. Dimitri grabbed my hand and i said "That chair cant be the most comfortable thing in the world." Dimitri just shook his head no and said "Roza with you beside me i could be laying on spikes and be comfortable." my heart fluttered and you could hear my heart monitor pick up.

Dimitri chuckled and closed his eyes. I sat there for a couple of minutes and said "I love you Dimitri." i saw Dimitri smile and say "I love you too Roza." I felt my spirit soar hearing him say those words. I smiled and went to bed feeling happy- or as happy as someone who just lost her second family can be. That is until the nightmares started.

I was sitting in the car talking and looking at myself...NOT AGAIN! i cant be in Lissa's body again...Oh god im going insane. We were in the car and Lissa/me looked out the window. We noticed a car coming and started screaming. We saw the car come at us with lightning like speed.

Then we saw it hit me...gosh this was confusing! Man i looked bad. My face looked completely red from all the blood dripping down my face. I saw myself whisper "I....love...you...Dimitri." And then i saw myself fall.

Then we looked toward Adrian who looked like he hit his head pretty hard on the seat in front of him. Then Lissa looked toward her brother. His head hit the window so hard it broke the glass. Then she looked at her parents and started sobbing. They looked the worse. IT looked like the airbags malfunctioned and they didnt pop out fast enough.

Then she heard another car pull up and Albertas voice whipping out commands at people. Then i heard DImitri yelling for me. He was sounding close to hysterics. "ROZA!" it broke my heart hearing it.

Then Lissa/me started crawling towards my body and was sobbing into me. Then she felt The most amazing feeling flow through her. It was warm and then cold and then warm again...just what i felt before i woke up. And sure enough within a few seconds i saw myself stir.

Lissa and i then noticed DImitri screaming my name and pulling me out through the window. Soon enough, Me/Lissa were pulled out by Alberta. We were sat down under the shade of a tree and we saw all the bodies get pulled out of the car.

Then our gaze focused on me and Dimitri. He was holding me against his chest silently crying. Then Alberta came and dragged me out of Dimitri's arms, DImitri started to growl in protest but then Alberta said "DImitri we have to get her into the ambulance now, its the only way she can possibly survive." DImitri relunctantly handed me over to a paramedic, but followed them into the back of the ambulance.

He didnt lie, he truely stayed with me the whole time. Then Lissa woke up from her-our-nightmare. Christian popped up right beside her in the bed and put his arms around her. I had to get out of here. What was wrong with me! then once again i felt myself slowly reenter my own body.

"Roza! Roza, Oh god not again!" I heard DImitri shouting. He was also shaking me. I gasped at being back in my own body again. Then i went into another round of hysterics. DImitri jumped onto the bed and held me in his arms "What happened Roza?" he asked worriedly. I gasped out "NIghtmare." and i fell into him crying.

I felt terrible not telling him that i think i am entering Lissas body, but i dont want to sound insane. But what if i am insane. The confusion added to the sobs escaping me. The bodies oh the bodies were something i could have lived my whole life not seeing. The part that shook me up the most though, was how helpless i was, and how helpless Dimitri looked without me.

Usual DIclaimer all characters belong to RIchelle Mead :)

thanks everyone for reading!