in this short little chapter, Bree decides to make a little phone call. who is it? read on to see...

and sorry if there are any grammer or spelling mistakes; i didn't feel like reading it over

DiSCLAiMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TWILIGHT!

What was I supposed to do now? There was no one around. There weren't even any animals that I could see or hear. It was just me, dead Brent, Brent's truck, and the phone booth.

I got out of the truck and looked at my reflection in the rearview mirror. There was smeared blood on my face, so I wiped it off with one of my sleeves.

I walked into the phone booth and then realized I needed money. I looked around inside to see if there were any loose change. I lifted up a phone book and saw that there was just enough money to make one call.

But who should I call? Should I call the police? No, I couldn't call the police. I don't know what I would tell them. How could I explain that a vampire had drunk the guy's blood and I was that vampire? They would probably think I was crazy.

But then I had an idea. I knew it may be a little stupid…but I just had to do it. There was only one place I wanted to call and that was home. I inserted the money into the valve and then dialed my home phone number. All I wanted was to hear someone's voice—maybe my mom's or Stella's.

I let the phone ring…once…twice…three times until finally someone answered.

"Hello?" It was my mom. It was so amazing to hear voice. I wished that she could just hold me like she did when I was younger.

I loved hearing my mom's voice but there was only one problem—I didn't know what to say. I hadn't planned on anything. I just wanted to call to hear her voice and now that she was talking, I had nothing to say.

"Hello?"

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"Hello?"

I still said nothing.

"Okay if this is some kind of prank, I'm hanging up."

No! She couldn't hang up the phone. I hadn't had a chance to talk to her yet. I had to say something. "Hi, mom. It's me."

There was silence on the other end of the phone but then she said, "Bree?"

"Yeah, Mom. It's me."

"Oh, Bree," my mom said. I could tell she was about to start crying. I could hear the sadness in her voice. "Sweetie, where are you?"

"I don't really know where I am."

"Bree, are you hurt? Do you need me to come get you? Is Adam okay?"

"No mom. I'm fine….Adam's fine….and I don't want you to come get me"

"But, sweetie….I want you to come home," I could tell she was about to cry. "Why won't you come home?"

Why had I done this? Why had I chosen to call my mom right now? All I was doing was just causing her more pain. I shouldn't have called at all. But I was selfish and I wanted to hear her voice.

"I just can't mom."

"Why can't you come home? Is someone there holding you against your will? Because if so…I can call the police."

"No one is holding me against my will," I said. "I can't come home because I don't want to come home."

That was a lie. I really wanted to come home, but I couldn't. She doesn't know that I'm a monster…she doesn't know what I'm capable of. I've killed someone. What if I went home and couldn't control myself? I shuddered at the thought.

"You don't want to come home? Why?" Her voice was getting louder and more tear-filled.

"I've done something really bad, mom and I'm sure you wouldn't want me any more if you found out."

"Bree, sweetie. I would love you no matter what. I don't care what you've done I just want you to come home."

"I can't, mom. If I come home, something bad could happen to you or Stella or dad and I don't want that. I'm sorry."

"Bree, please come home," my mom pleaded through the sound of her sobbing.

"I can't, mom," I repeated. "I'm sorry that I called and I don't want to hurt you. I'll be fine so don't worry about me, okay. Just don't think about me…."

I hung up the phone before I could hear anymore of my mom's heartbreaking pain. I was a terrible person leading her on like that. It was a mistake to call home.

I let my head lean to the side of the phone book. I could feel a lump in my throat beginning to form. It wasn't the kind of pain I had felt earlier, it was different. It was the kind of pain you felt when you had lost someone or something and all you wanted to do was cry. I wanted to see my family to much it was almost unbearable. But I couldn't now, I was a killer and just one mistake could lead me to kill my family. I would never be able to see my family again now that I was a vampire.

I could feel the lump rising higher in my throat. I let my whole body slide down one of the glass walls of the phone booth until I was sitting on the floor. I put my head in my hands and let the pain overtake me. It was the pain of a broken heart. I choked on my breath and began sobbing but there were no tears that fell from my eyes.

So this is what it feels like to cry…as a vampire at least. Being a vampire is not what I want for myself or for Adam. I wished that none of this had happened but I knew that I couldn't take away what I had done. My mom wants me to come home but I can't because of the fear that I would make a mistake and kill her. I probably won't be able to be around any other humans for the rest of eternity. Eternity…that's forever. I'm staying a vampire forever. But at least I have Adam.

I didn't know how much longer I had stayed in the phone booth, but soon I felt arms wrapped around me and I knew at once who it was—Adam.

I turned around towards Adam and held on as tight as I could to him as he patted my hair.

"What's wrong," Adam asked.

"I called my mom," my voice was coming out in gasps. "And I told her…that you and I were okay….and she…she….she begged me to come back home but I told her I couldn't…because I had done something bad…and…now I have….no one." I began sobbing again and Adam held me tighter.

"Shhh," Adam said kissing the top of my head. "You're not alone." Adam grasped my face with his hands to raise it up to him. "You have me."

"What if you leave me?"

Adam shook his head. "I'm not going to leave you."

"Promise me…"

Adam looked into my eyes. "I promise…I'm never going to leave you….Ever."

Adam always knows how to make a girl feel better, doesn't he? i wish i had boyfriend like him.

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