Chapter Nine

"Maybe this'll change your mind, faker." Shadow turned me around, and kissed me.

NO! NO, NO, NO! I was screaming, in my head. SHADOW, YOU IDIOT! NO!

Kissing Shadow felt like I was kissing my brother, if I had one! It was disgusting, wrong, horrible!

I wish I could look at Sonic, tell him it wasn't real, hug him, make him feel better, something, anything!

I suddenly felt queasy, and wanted to throw up. I tried to pull away from Shadow, but he held me, making it impossible to escape. I put my hands on his chest, and pushed, hoping I could get loose, but his grip tightened and I finally gave up and let him eat my face off for as long as he pleased. I hung my hands on my side, and tapped my foot, trying to give Sonic a sign I wasn't enjoying this.

After a couple more seconds I couldn't take it anymore. I was going to be sick, I tried as hard as I could to get away, but it was useless. I was stuck in Shadow's arms, and I was going to be sick.

Shadow finally let me go, and I threw up on the floor. I didn't know kissing somebody could be so horrible.

Sonic stared at me, appalled. He had a mixture of slight amusement, hurt, anger, disgust and horror on his face, it was heartbreaking. He looked at me, wrinkling his nose, before he turned around and ran out the door.

What have I done?

I put my back to the wall, and slid down, holding my knees to my chest, and putting my head down. I felt horrible. Worse than I did six years ago, or everyday since then. I was so worried about Sonic breaking my heart that I broke his, which, to me, was a billion times worse. I'd rather have him break my heart a hundred billion times than break his heart! All that mattered to me was him and his happiness.

The look on his face.. I'll never forget that. I'll never forget that I caused that. I just broke Sonic's heart, the first time we had seen each other in six years.

"It's alright," Shadow said, putting his hand on my head.

"You!" I jumped up onto my feet. "Why did you kiss me? Why wouldn't you let me go? Why? Why did you do that? Did you see Sonic's face? Do you know what you just did?"

"I'm sorry, I had to make sure he wouldn't bother you anymore!"

"Did you? Or were you so immature and pathetic that you had to get back at Sonic because you can't let the past stay in the past? I honestly thought you cared about me, Shadow! After six years I guess I still don't know you! Do me a favor and don't do me anymore favors!" I ran out of the school with hopes of finding Sonic.

I wondered around, shouting "Sonic!" every few seconds, but no answer. If I were in a new town, and I got my heart broken, where would I go? I stopped, trying to think like Sonic. The only place I knew!

I ran as fast as I could to the Pizza Planet, hoping Sonic would be there.

When I got there, I ran in, and looked around. In the far corner, I saw a blue hedgehog, sipping on some kind of beverage. I walked over to him.

He looked up at me, then looked back down at his drink.

"Can I sit?" I asked.

"Sure. I was just leaving," he got up.

"Sonic please! Give me two minutes, I beg you."

He looked at me, emotionless. "Fine," he finally said, sitting down.

I sat down, too, thinking about what to say. There's no way to explain it without telling him everything. I sighed. Maybe I could compare his past love with us, if it's compatible. "You said you were in love, before. Who with?"

"What's it matter?" he snapped, growling.

I guess I deserved that? "It'll make this... oh, just please tell me?"

He didn't speak for about five minutes; I sat waiting, patiently. "Alright," he began. "It was about six years ago..."

A/N:

OH. MY. GAWSH.

Six years ago? That sounds familiar, doesn't it? Hmm... well, anyways, I've been unpredictable (I hope? o.O) lately, and I know what your thinking ;) Muahahaha!

I'm going to be doing a mini marathon, so you'll see what Sonic says very, very soon! :D