Mileys POV
I woke up feeling like crap, this morning.I didn't even need to look at the calender. I knew what day it was. I know what happened,
and right now I just want to go back to sleep and never wake up. Although,I was going to do something similar to that. I groaned as I stuffed my head back into my pillow,and hoped for a dreamless sleep. Ah,finally peace and quie-.. ''Miley!'' You've gotta be kidding me. ''UGH!'' I got up and threw my pillow on the floor as I walked out my door and ran down the stairs. ''What could you possibly want mom?'' She looked shocked I was never so rude,or cranky to her. ''Chill sweetie. I made you break feast,it's your favorite.I thought it would make you feel better..especially today.'' Of course mom knew why I was so upset. She was the first person I talked to. ''Thanks it means a lot but if you don't mind I really just want to go back in my room.'' ''Alright Miles.'' She said sighing. I walked back into my room and locked my door. I immediately went under my bed until I found a box. It was old,ripped and had dried teardrops. I opened up and saw all the old stuff that Nick gave to me. Pictures,guitar picks,roses,perfume,ect. At the very top of the pile was the dog tag that Nick gave to me. It was so special to me. I swore to always wear it no matter what. But things change. People change,and promises are broken. I slowly picked up the cold piece of metal and dangled it in front of me,as I read the words on the back of the tag. NJ. MC, Diabetes Supporter.
A little bit longer.
I slowly smiled remembering when Nick gave me his own original dog tag,but in graving my initials,and the word Supporter. It made me so happy that he knew I was there for him. I put the dog tag in my pocket,and put the rest of my things away. I stood up,and walked over to my door,to open it. It was the one my parents gave me to have some privacy; and go in or out whenever I pleased without waking up anyone.
I was glad they did that. It was better that way. I grabbed my guitar and my song writing book too. It was still pretty early so I doubted there would be any fans,or paps. I walked down my road to a very familiar path,a path I haven't took in awhile not since the breakup. I found a bench,and sat down. Thankfully no one was here. I looked around and saw the colorful swings and slides,and a row of grass where people could just lie down and watch the stars with. I remembered the time Nick and I snuck out here to watch the stars after we ate. This was the night when he asked me to be his girlfriend.
*I layed back letting the grass tickle the back of my neck,as I turned my head to see Nick looking at the stars.
I looked too. ''The stars are beautiful.'' I said amazed by the very site. ''Eh,there okay.I wouldn't say beautiful though,not with you laying here in comparison.'' I blushed. A drizzle of rain started falling. ''Miley?'' ''Yeah?'' ''Well..I was wondering if you would like. If you wanted to be my girlfriend?'' I smiled hugely,as I sat up; letting the few raindrops slide down my cheeks to my chin. ''I'd like that.'' ''Cool.'' He said sitting up too. I leaned in and closed my eyes. He did the same,and our lips locked. I felt a little shock come,
as our lips connected; but I liked it. I pulled away and looked up at the sky realizing it was raining harder. ''Wow.'' I mumbled. ''Yeah'
Right then I knew that we would last.*
I picked up my guitar and started playing a song I wrote exactly a year ago. I would never put it on my album though,it was way to personal. I strummed my fingers with the guitar as I played the notes that I knew by heart.
I'm not quite sure how to breathe without you here I'm not quite sure if I'm ready to say goodbye to all we were Be with me Stay with me Just for now Let the time decide When I won't need you
My hand searches for your hand In a dark room I can't find you Help me Are you looking for me?
Can I feel anymore?
Lie to me, I'm fading I can't drop you Tell me, I don't need you
My hand searches for your hand In a dark room I can't find you Help me Are you looking for me?
Etch this into my brain for me Tell me, how it's supposed to be Where everything will go And how I'll be without you by my side
My hand searches for your hand In a dark room I can't find you Help me Are you looking for me?
My hand searches for your hand In a dark room I can't find you Help me Are you looking for me?
I need you.
Rain started falling. Hard.
I dropped my guitar,and song book on the concrete as I slowly fell down with it. The tears were flowing uncontrollably. Suddenly,
I heard footsteps. ''Miley..'' I knew that voice way to well. I turned around; and saw him staring back at me.
a/n: So I could go two ways with this story to make it more interesting. 1. I could make Nick show up. 2. I could make someone else show up. Let me know in your reviews,the sooner I know the sooner I can update. Oh and thanks for the reviews from the last chapter (:
The song I included in this chapter is called Need. It was written,and performed by Hana Pastle. She wrote it for it to be in New Moon the Twilight saga,and I thought it was amazing. If you want to hear the song go to: y o u t u b e .com /watch? v=C2mzehh1NmM Reviews ? (: