AN: enough with the tears… its time for some family bonding and maybe… a little tingling in our belly…. This is what I call 'KILIG MOMENTS'. Enjoy! Thank you xxxxx

Chapter ten

Christian-pov

Another Saturday where I could spent time with my son, today we are planning to go to the small private island that I recently own just a couple of hours outside of Seattle.

Of course my family will be there too, I want to invite ana but I knew that she will not come with us.

I sigh all week I've been doing a lot of thinking about her, us. Whether should I give up or just keep hoping for some miracle to happen.

For now I have to focus on my son and have fun with him.

I was just stepping out of my car when Ana's door open and my son is running full speed towards me. I kneel down opening my arms wide for him.

"daddy!" he scream throwing his arms around my neck.

"I miss you so much bud" I say inhaling his scent. I look up and see ana standing a few feet away and she's smiling widely at us. She looks great today in her dark blue sun dress and flat sandals.

"hi" she say and I want to take a double check if I'm not imagining things. She greets me? Holy fuck!

"hi' I stutter couldn't believe that she said hi to me. Ok grey play it cool.

"uhm… do you mind if I come along?" she ask nervously, blushing. I see the girl knew three years ago. The shy and innocent Anastasia Steele, the girl I fell in love.

"we really love that.. right buddy" I say to my son and mess with his hair.

"yes mama is coming!" we laugh at our son's enthusiasm.

"ok let's go then" ana say cheerfully.

"I'll get that" I say grabbing their things from her.

"thank you" she shyly say tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

Why do I feel like I'm in high school?

This day couldn't get any better.

Anastasia-pov

Why the hell I feel shy and nervous all of a sudden. For christ sake I'm doing this for my son.

Keep telling that to yourself

Piss off

Now I feel crazy arguing with myself.

Besides seeing how happy my son when he knew I was coming with them, the beaming smile he has earlier is a pure happiness and I would do anything just to see that smile on my son's face again.

Christian buckled up our son and open my door at the front seat of his Audi SUV. The moment I place my hand into his hand, I feel the familiar spark that I feel whenever we touch back then.

"thank you" I say when I get settle in my seat, he just smile at me then rush to the driver seats of his car.

"ready!" he ask happily.

"yes!" Angelo yell, raising his little arms.

Our drive on the way to our destination is filled with laughter and singing, you can picture us as a happy and perfect family.

We finally arrive after two hours drive and I fell in love with the island. Is like a little paradise. We drove over the tail of tall trees and I see the Victorian like house, the front porch is covered of white roses, each side of the house is filled with different kind of flowers.

Then I feel nervous again when I see the cars that are already in the parking space this will be the second time that I will see the Grey family.

"mama let's go" I was so lost in my thought I didn't realize that Christian and Angelo are waiting for me to step out of the car.

I unbuckle my seat belt and step out. Taylor already has our bags and headed towards the front door of the house.

The inside of the house is so beautiful, from the foyer to the large great room are made of dark wooden wall. You can see the floor to ceiling double doors that made of glass you can see the full view of the beach.

There is a big fire place and large dark brown leather couch, on the right side is the open space kitchen then the left side is the arc stairwell.

"come I'll saw you around" Christian say.

We walk further of the left side, there are two rooms, one is the study office and the other is the game room.

Then we went up of the second floor there are total of 8 bedrooms, four on the east wing and four on the west wing, the center is an open space with glass door through the balcony; my son's room is just next to my room on the west wing and the Grey's are on the east. Christian's room is on the right next to our son's room.

My room has the perfect view of the water, over all the house is made of glass and dark wood.

We came back downstair and I can hear the Grey family.

The moment we take the last step of the stair they went quiet and just look at us.

"ana dear glad you could join us" Grace is the first to break the silence, enveloping me in her warm arms.

"Ana!" as always hurricane Mia is not far.

"Mia" I whisper missing her so much we embrace tightly.

"how are you little lady" Elliot is next to giving me a bear hug.

"I'm good Elliot" I say. Next is Carrick giving me a hug and kiss on my cheek.

I feel like crying to their warm welcome towards me. They are always lovely and welcoming family.

Then they turn their attention to my son and we went to the great room while Mia and grace went to the kitchen and arrange the grocery they brought with them.

"I can I do?" I ask Grace and Mia.

"you can cut this" Mia hand me some vegetables to cut for the salads.

"so how are you ana?" Mia ask.

"I'm doing good, how's the culinary?" I remember Mia mention to me three years ago that she want to be a chef.

"oh I love Paris and my professors are really kind and I learned a lot… Christian is planning to let me manage one of his restaurants" and we fell into comfortable conversation, talking about her time in Paris before we knew it, its time for lunch and we eat in the back patio.

The lunch went quickly and comfortable. We changed into our bathing suits and enjoy the sunny day.

I was enjoying my sun bathing when I feel something cold flashes to my head. I jump startle and I see my son and Christian holding a water guns laughing at me.

"oh you are dead" I yell wickedly and go to grab my own water gun and chase them.

"run" Christian shout and they run with Angelo in Christian's shoulder happily giggling.

We play and chase each other, then Mia brought out a bunch of water balloons.

"fire in the hole" I say throwing the water balloon to Christian.

Strike straight to his face, I was laughing my ass off when I see him run to me with a water balloon in his hand.

"go daddy" Anglo cheer for his dad. We throw back and forth of water balloons and the Grey join us having fun.

I'm out of water balloons so I grab a handful of wet sand and mold it into ball then throw to Christian.

"oh no you don't" I run as fast as I can and he run after me tackling me on the on ground.

"gotcha" he say and I was giggling so hard that I didn't realize that he is on top of me, until I feel his hand caressing my cheek.

We gaze into each other's eyes, panting and smiling to each other; in that moment I feel my world stop and just the two of us. His so close to me and I feel so complete and content in his arms. For a split second I want him to kiss e and tell that everything is going to be fun that we can be like this for the rest of our life.

Our little bubble broke out when we hear our son's giggling.

"mama you loss" he say standing a few feet away from me.

We both turn our head to our son and I see Christian's parents, Mia and Elliot smiling at us.

"yeah" I stutter and clear my throat pushing Christian gently.

"well mama can't out run daddy" I say sitting straight up.

Christian run his fingers through his wet hair and shake his head a little.

"yeah beside in your clumsy way I still can catch you" he tease me

"hey" I laugh and throw him a sand again.

I don't know what happened but I want to stay in his arms like everything around us is perfect.

May be there is still hope for us to be a happy family.

Like Andrew told me I should let the past go and move forward.