Firstly this is my first ever fanfic it's going to be a very different universe and I'm just writing for fun. Secondly I hope y'all like it...fingers crossed.

I would also like to thank everyone who reviewed this story. It's so great to know that people have good opinion's on it. Also I know it's been a while since I've updated but I'm gonna try to update more.

This story is M for a reason nothing to serious but if your sensitive watch out a bit just a little not much but yah know...

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Chapter 10...

Tenten wasn't in the mood to keep up appearance's all she wanted to do was go to her boy's and leave. She bowed to Naruto and Gaara then greeted Kankuro politely as Naruto took Hinata's hand walking them to the tables they had outside. She sat down as Gaara and Naruto went back to their conversation. Kankuro looked at the brown haired woman in front of him and nodded his head to the conversation. He wanted to figure out a way to speak with her with out being to obvious.

" So Naruto this place is really nice did ya have it built?" Kankuro said figuring if he got the whole group talking it would give him a better chance. Naruto shook his head smiling.

"Nah we bought it when we came into town it's perfect for us with all the space and everything. It used to be a old bed and breakfast right Ten-chan?" Naruto asked her. She blinked not paying attention to the conversation. She was to busy trying to figure out what was going on between Sasuke and the boy's. They seemed like thing's were ok but look's can alway's be deceiving. She looked back to Naruto blinking.

"Pardon I was lost a moment there." She said politely. Hinata giggled and spoke for Naruto.

"He was asking if you knew what this place was before it was turned into are second home." She replied to Tenten as she smiled and set her hand's in her lap.

"Well when I first moved here it was a small inn run by this elderly couple who were so kind. It stayed as an inn for a very long time even after the old couple had passed." Tenten said making Kankuro smile. She looked at him a little confused but smiled back.

Sasuke sat with his son's and sighed contently for the first time in a while he was feeling better but worse at the same time. How could he be so cruel to these boy's they were his son's his blood and it wasn't fair for them to be treated the way they have by him. He wanted them to live happy lives better then what he had, he knew he needed to make thing's right with Tenten. Shun was very short with im and he understood why he had promised the boy he would train him and he neglected that,

"Shun." He said looking at his eldest son softly. Shun looked at his father and blinked almost sadly.

"You haven't been home in a while...you forgot about us cause your other kid didn't you." Shun said crossing his arm's looking down. Sasuke frowned and put his hand on his son's head.

"Your sister ins't the reason I was tied up and couldn't come over but tomorrow I promise I'll be back and we'll start training you again." Sasuke said looking at his son hopefully. It slammed him to think his son thought he wasn't around because of Sarada. He wanted to be the father they needed but he was still flawed and he knew that.

"Is it mom then?" He asked sadly. Ren and Sano both looked at their father and frowned as he shook his head partially lying to the boy's. Hide stood up and scowled at the man looking much like his father at that age. Sasuke's breath caught in his throat as he stared at Hide in that moment he could tell his son wasn't going to sweep anything under the rug.

"It doesn't matter if it's momma or not he doesn't want us if he did he woulda stayed when he left the first time not go and have a new family. He's just gonna leave us again because it's easy for him." Hide said dropping the book then running down the yard toward's his mother. Sasuke stood quickly following behind, it was moment's like this were he cursed Sakura more then any one. She created this grief and heartache.

Tenten was in conversation with everyone when Hide hit her like a ton of brick's. He was her little baby even though he was growing up and she knew he was the easiest of the four to cry but why would he be crying? She blinked and cuddled him to her kissing the top of his head.

"Hide what's wrong?" She asked looking up seeing Sasuke make his way over hand's in pocket face tense.

Naruto sighed and looked at the problem about to unfold Hinata took his hand and squeezed it smiling at him. Tenten looked at the group and stood holding Hide to her side.

"I'll be right back I don't want to bother you guy's much longer." She said walking up toward's Sasuke.

Kankuro frowned watching her walk off, he was beyond confused were those kid's her's and why would Sasuke be hovering around her? Sasuke looked at Tenten and frowned as she walked past him holding Hide as they went.

"Come on were gonna talk." Tenten said walking toward's the house sounding defeated. He nodded his head and followed behind her closely. He could see Hide was still upset and it bothered him even more that he couldn't make his son believe him. Tenten stepped into Hinata and Naruto's kitchen and sat down at the table pulling her eight year old son into her lap cuddling him to her. Sasuke chose to stand by the door looking every where but her.

"Why was he crying Sasuke." She asked trying to play thing's nice and easy instead of head first. He frowned and looked down.

"He think's I don't care about him or his brother's that's why he's upset. I don't know what you've been telling them but you know that's not true." He said bitterly. Her jaw dropped and she stood up setting Hide down standing him in front of her.

"Hide your father loves you he's just very busy. I promise there is nothing either of us love more then you and your brother's even if he's away your the most important thing in the world to us." She said kissing his forhead " Now go play with Shun momma will come and get you once I'm done speaking with your daddy ok." She said patting him on the back as he walked out the house to begrudingly go back outside. Sasuke frowned and looked at his wife annoyed. No matter how many memories he was gaining back all he feel's toward's her is annoyance and anger. Tenten sat back down and set her palm on her forhead leaning back sighing.

"I give up Sasuke...I really do. I've alway's known you were insecure but I don't think I can keep doing this." She said throwing him off.

"Me... insecure that prove's you know nothing about me." He said cockily. Tenten raised an eyebrow and crossed her arm's smirking.

"Are honeymoon night you were so worried about how thing's were going to go you got drunk and I had to take care of you the whole time all because you were afraid you couldn't screw me right. That yell's insecure if I don't know what does." Tenten said flinching when he stepped forward quickly. He stopped in front of her blinking every part of him wanted to deny that it happened but he knew it was true. He had remembered it the other day it bothered him to think of her taking care of him like that. It also bothered him how quickly she flinched away from him had he really hurt her that badly.

He stepped back and looked at her softly.

"I want to apologize for the past few week's. I know I shouldn't have acted the way I did I'm sorry not just to you but the boy's." He said looking at her honestly. Tenten sighed and stood up looking at him closely.

"I know your going threw alot of issues with Sakura and your child with her all the way to are own issues but your being unfair. I don't know how much you've remembered or not but the man I knew wouldn't let his son cry like that. The man I knew wouldn't put his hand's on me so carelessly like you have. You apologized I get it but I still just don't want you around what are you going to teach my son's? I don't want them thinking they can go in and out on family, that it's ok to hurt the woman they were with because there mad. Do you know how ahrd it was to explain away a mark on my face to them!" She said almost on the edge of shouting.

He frowned and looked at her trying to keep calm he would never try to show his son's a bad example and he didn't think he hit her to harshly she was a ninja. He ran a hand threw his hair and stared at her blinking she stood arm's crossed staring up at him with so much anger her cheek's were red. He almost had to stop himself from laughing she looked so funny to him. Tenten blinked and frowned shaking her head quickly.

"Don't you startb that with me your not going to try and throw me off guard by acting like him." She semi shouted. He blinked and frowned not fully understanding." I'm serious just stop all of this I've had enough I don't know what you've been threw the last six year's you've been away but you weren't like this the six you were with me. You were open and happy not closed off and mean. If this is how your going to stay then why bother those boy's and I were just better off thinking you were dead. The memories were much nicer then the reality we got." She said turning and headin toward's the door.

Sasuke stepped forward and grabbed her from behind hugging her to him awkwardly. He didn't know why but her word's hurt him more then he could understand, almost like the old him was trying to break out and comfort her. She stood still not sure what she should do she wanted to relax into him and cry her eye's out but he was a cannon sometimes and it scared her that she couldn't fully read him. He set his forhead to her shoulder tightening his arm's around her waist sighing softly.

"Tien." He said softly nuzzing toward her neck. She blinked and tried to turn around confused. He didn't know why he called her that or why he would suddenly love the way she smelt but he closed his eye's and kept her close.

"Sasuke let me go!" Tenten shouted tear's starting to rim her eye's as her heartbegan to pound faster.

"Just give me a minute."He whispered against her throat making her shiver."I don't know what's going on with me and I don't know how to be the perfect father but let me try." He murmered into her. She blinked and wiggled around looking him in the eye's sadly.

"I've tried to give you chance's but you can't walk out on them, You can't come and grab me and sweet talk me calling me by my name it's not right. You...this you doesn't love me this you doesn't know how to love and I refuse to be hurt again I refuse to let MY son's be hurt." She said stepping away from him and out of his arm's. He clenched his fist's and took a deep breath trying to stay calm.

"You have no clue what I'm able to feel or not I love my children and that's all that matter's." He said looking at her seriously."You can not keep them from me Tenten I will be around them reguardless of what you want. You live in a home under our name's I can come and go as I please. I may not be legally married to Sakura anymore but you and I are still very married. I can move into that house and be there full time if I need to be you couldn.t stop me." He said making her frown and step further back.

"You think your funny? You couldn't handle a minute in that house I know it." She said frowning. It was killing her that he was going to threaten her like that." Then what when you do when you have Sarada huh! I doubt Sakura will let you bring her daughter to my home." She said in a know it all tone. Sasuke looked at her and laughed almost seriously.

"She has that man she cheated with around my daughter and do you see me acting like a foul...no so I can have my daughter where ever I please and that will be in my HOME." He said making Tenten frown deeper. He stepped to the side and walked out claiming he was going to pack. Tenten was rolling her eye's there was no way he was going to be that ballsy.

After their conversation at Naruto's house she took the boy's and went to the house. It took her a while to calm Hide down he was to upset and she had to cuddle up with him and try to cheer him up. She wasn't positively sure Sasuke was going to do what he said he was going to do but it wasn't something she was going to tell her son's. His threat wasn't the only thing that bothered her he said her name not the one she dealt with and grew used to but her birth name. How much he was remembering and if he was getting them back why was he still so cruel.

10 YEARS EARLIER...

Tenten lay on her side trying to catch her breath as Sasuke held onto her hip's tightly still moving slowly within her. She blushed and let out a tiny yelp as he leaned forward and nipped her shoulder trying to get her attention. She blinked and looked up at him pouting.

"Did I hurt you Ten?" He asked stopping his movement's completely. He was nervous about having sex with her being so close to her last month of pregnancy but she insisted it was ok. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt his first born child because he couldn't keep his hormones in check. Tenten wiggled a little bit and leaned up kissing him gently.

"You worry to much the last thing I would want to happen is something bad happening to are child." She said moving slowly against him. He grunted and kissed her a little rougher nipping her bottom lip gently.

"I know but I still worry about both of you...your all I have." He murmered against her cheek as he slowly began to thrust on his own again. Tenten shivered and arched her back a little higher. She never felt so comfortable before when she was with Neji it was alway's almost mechanical. Not that it was bad but it stayed in routine he wanted it a specific way every time no exception to it. She tried to take control one time and he passive agressively achknowledged her the whole day but with Sasuke she had to teach him what she liked and he listened there was no guessing because she was straight to the point. They alway's worked together to meet there goal even if it meant she wanted to be on top he didn't mind and she loved it.

She clung to him tightly as they both came unraveled, he slowly moved to lay next to her pulling her closely to him humming peacefully. He placed his hand softly on her stomach and kissed her shoulder blade making her smile softly.

"I told you we'd be fine alright." She said placing her hand on his locking their finger's together. He smiled and shook his head happily.

"I will never stop worrying about you both. It's been a long time since I've had a family I'd do anything to keep you guy's safe." He said letting go of her hand to cover them up. She smiled and rolled to gently onto her other side so she could face him. One thing she learned about her husband was he was sentimental and sweet, his outside wouldn't show it but once you mattered he was a totally different loving person.

"It's been a very long time since I've felt this loved." She said agreeing with him on everything. Tenten had spent most of her life alone without family much like he had it was something they had bonded over at first.

"I may have chosen you to come with me but I never expected to feel this way ever." He said pushing some of her hair away from her face. He couldn't help but smile at her pink tinted cheek's.

"I'm happy you love me Sasuke." She said setting her forhead to his."I don't want my child to grow up knowing they weren't made because of love." She said looking down sadly.

"That will never be an issue." He said touching her cheek running his thumb against it softly. She smiled trying not to let her emotion's get to her.

"I know and I'm so lucky it didn't happen that way. I don't want are children to go threw the same heart aches and pain's we did." Tenten said sniffling again. Sasuke sighed and pulled her closer hugging her to him. He never knew her whole story just like she didn't know his but all he knew was her father wasn't there for her and her mother and her mother died while she was still young.

"Are you ever going to tell me what happened?" He asked in between kissing the top of her head. She sighed softly and cuddled up as close as she could get then looked at him a little sadly.

"I was born Tien Momochi my mother was the daughter of a traveling trader and my father a ninja. I think my mother's father had a gambling problem because when he lost a bet he traded my mother for a night to a ninja named Zabuza. I think that my father got more then he bargained for because my mother fell pregnant with me and he was in no way ready to hace any children but he let her keep me even made her give me his last name. When I was three or four my mother had enough and ran away to Konaha she never told me anything about that man I was to little to remember anything about him. I never even knew if he cared because I never saw him again. Thing's with my mother were rough because she had ill will toward's me I was afraid of her more then I was anything. When I turned eight she had left home to go on a trip or something but she never came back some ninja came to my home letting me know she had been found dead by a river torn to shred's. I never knew what happened and no one knew who I was as soon as we moved I was no longer Tien but Tenten. What a stupid name I used to think but I grew used to it I never had a use for the last name and I was't allowed to use it for fear my father would find me and do to me what he did to my mother. I now it had to be him." She said rambling off making Sasuke lay stumped and sad for her.

They both had their moment's like this with each other laying together being each other's emotional support. He sighed softly and nuzzled to her sighing.

"It doesn't matter what last name you have now or who made you because I'm here to protect you...I'm here to be your family now. Just like you are to me were all that matter's for each other that and are daughter." He said making her smile softly at him.

"I'm telling you it's a he not a she your gonna see." She said patting her stomach happily. Sasuke smiled and did the same lovingly he sighed softly and closed his eye's tiredly.

"We'll see Tien we'll see. Until then let's go to sleep." He said as Tenten blinked at him nodding her head. Tenten closed her eye's and smiled cuddling in trying to relax it threw her that he called her by that name but she didn't mind it if it was him saying it.