You're so on my Radar, I think

Chasing Pavements.

Brooke woke up the next morning feeling content; she just lay on Lucas' bare chest. She knew that soon she would have to get up and face reality but she didn't want to. Was it so wrong that she didn't want to, that she loved what they did last night? Despite thinking that she would regret their activities the next morning, she didn't and if she could do it again, she would.

She looked up to Lucas' face and couldn't help but stare. She loved the look of peacefulness that he had. She had to use everything in her to stop herself from kissing him. All the feeling she had worked so hard to get rid of, in that very second they all came rushing back.

She thought back to the night before and she smiled it was one of the best experiences of her life, in fact he was better than she remembered.

As Lucas' eyes fluttered open, Brooke jerked out of the bed taking the sheets with her uncovering a now wide awake Lucas who was wearing nothing but boxers. Brooke's eye scanned his whole body and was so tempted to just jump on him again.

"Brooke …" Lucas said understanding why Brooke was acting this way.

"I'm urm … just going to get … err … you know dressed." There she was just at reality's door but she damn sure wasn't going to face it now. So what is she going to do? She's going to avoid it as long as she can.

As Brooke left the room to get dressed Lucas whispered.

"Good Morning to you too."

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"I slept with him."

"What!?"

"I slept with him, alright, I slept with Lucas." Brooke repeated with her head in her hands. She had to get away from Lucas as soon as possible so she let him take Lexi on a day out. That morning had been quite awkward she just made Lexi breakfast, told Lucas he could take Lexi for the day and left to do the one thing she did best and that was shop. She shopped all of her thoughts away. After she had finished shopping she needed to talk to some one so at 5 o'clock she made her way to Haley's house.

"Okay so who's up for alcohol 'because I think we're going to need it" Haley suggested before pouring both herself and Brooke a glass of wine.

"Hales what am I going to do? I mean I haven't really talked to him all day"

"Did you …" Haley started before being cut of by the phone ringing.

"Hello" Haley said as she answered the phone.

"Haley, hi"

"Oh hey you, you get married, go on your honeymoon and I never hear from you again" Haley said down the phone while Brooke was sat waiting impatiently wanting to carry on with their conversation.

"Well I have been settling into the role of mother and wifey at the same. So anyway the reason I called was because I was thinking about stopping by Tree Hill for Christmas."

"Oh honey that's great but if your coming you'll have to see her." Haley said mumbling the last part so Brooke couldn't hear.

"Yeah I know but I've been planning this since before you told me she was there and I'm not going to let her ruin my Christmas, look Hales don't worry alright. I got to go but I'll see you when I get there"

"Alright, bye" Haley said before she put the phone and picking up the glasses of wine and handing one to Brooke.

"Who was that?" Brooke asked.

"Oh just a friend." Haley said not wanting to go into. "Yea so back to my question, did you want it to happen?"

"Honestly, I don't know, I've been here for a couple of days and never once had I thought about getting back with him or anything like that but now it doesn't seem like a bad idea. I don't want to get that idea in my head because what happens if I do want him and he doesn't want me back. I couldn't that and there also the fact that he lives here and live in California." Brooke explained.

Have you ever heard some one say that their head is telling them to do one thing and their heart is telling them to do another? Most people have and if there ever was a time for that expression to be used in was now for Brooke Davis.

Her head was saying he can be a friend and nothing more, and her heart was saying … well truthfully Brooke didn't know what her heart was saying.

"I could say a lot of things to comfort you right now like 'everything's going to be okay', but I'm not going to because I'd be lying. Brooke I know how easy it would be for some one to make your decisions for you but they're your decisions, your choice do what you think is right." Haley said wisely before both took a sip of their respective wine.

"Uh when did life get so hard" Brooke complained.

"The day we hit adolescence" After Haley said this both girls stopped to look at each other and both burst into giggle fits.

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Lucas and Lexi had spent the whole day at shopping; Lucas was taking this opportunity to spoil his princess rotten, well at least for one day. Lucas had decided it was time to face his mother the two hadn't talked since telling her, he was Lexi's father. To be honest he had been dreading it. They had just entered the café. The café was slow so he thought it was the perfect time to talk to his mom.

"Hey mom." Lucas said nervously.

"Lucas, urm … can we talk please?" Karen asked.

Karen lead both Lexi and Lucas round the bar, to the back.

"Look Lucas, I know you think I was out of line but you have to see this from my point of view, you know I find out that my son has a daughter he didn't know about and I had a grand daughter." Karen explained. "In my eyes I was reacting as any caring mother would."

"Are you done yet?" Lucas asked not really wanting an answer. "Good, mom I love and respect you more than you will ever know but you can stay mad at Brooke and drive her and Lexi away or you can forgive Brooke and get to know your grand daughter." As Lucas said the last part he picked Lexi up, who was currently clueless to the situation in front of her.

"Hi" Lexi said with a smile and a wave.

"Hey sweetie, I'm Nana Karen, I'm your daddy's mommy." Karen said to Lexi.

Lexi did nothing but widen her smile.

"I take it you've forgiven Brooke" Lucas said to his Mom.

Karen sighed knowing that she didn't want have a feud with Brooke.

"I would like it if Brooke could come over for the Christmas."

"What about me?" Lexi said wondering why they kept mentioning her mom's name.

"And you too, sweetie." Karen said smiling at how cute Lexi was.

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"Mommy, we're home" Lexi screamed as she ran through their hotel space to look for her mom.

"In here, Lex." Brooke's voice came from the kitchen area.

Lexi ran in and showed her all of the Lucas had bought for her and then went of to play in her room with some of her new toys, leaving Brooke and Lucas alone for the first time since they did 'it'.

"So I went to see my mom to day and she said she would like you and Lexi to go over there on Christmas day." Lucas said trying to make conversation with Brooke.

"Oh" Brooke said not knowing what to say.

"Brooke, listen I …." Lucas started.

"Luke it's alright, it was one night, I'll get over" Brooke told him.

"Oh wow, uh okay, I should get going, bye Brooke." Lucas said before leaving Brooke to say bye to Lexi and going home.

As he left to say goodbye to Lexi, Brooke said "Bye Broody"

Brooke said in her mind, I think I might be falling for him again.

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Hi

Im back, one reason I haven't updated in while is because I wanted to write a really good chapter and I started it but it was rubbish so I started again. I hope you all like the story.

Warning Season 5 talk.

Is it just me or are any of the Brucas fans rooting for Leyton in the real series because I am if Brucas happened I would be ecstatic but it doesn't look like its going that way and why is Lucas still waiting around for Lindsey like if he doesn't get her that's it for him because we all know its not. It really makes him look weak and I even haven't seen that episode only the promo and I still feel sorry for him. Marky needs to give more naleyness cos Im not getting enough!!

Sorry if I have offended anyone with my thoughts let me know if you agree with me and if you disagree let me know but in a nice way.

Hope you enjoyed this chapter and please read and review.