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Chapter 8- Senses
After exploring the interior part of the place that I was in, I decided to go out and maybe see things that seem better to be outside than inside. After all I may need a little bit of fresh air.
As I walked towards the doorway I reviewed in my mind what I had learned about myself.
The structure of the fountain, symbolized how passionate I really was to make things in the best of my abilities. However sometimes I'm mostly held back because of my own laziness or the lack of motivation and support.
The couches, the pillows and everything that were involved with velvet or another soft substance (I've actually forgot what it's name was). Symbolizes my soft side when it is going to be needed, it also symbolized my slight indulgence with luxury.
The Rose flowers that sat on a short table across the couch. Symbolized my femininity, and being a human. Just like the Rose, it has both good and bad sides and when the time comes, it withers away. But despite of it's thorns it still remains an iconic figure of romance. The flower also symbolized how my love story would be. Again both good and bad, But also that it may not last until fate would tell it so…or was it God?
The thorns individually also symbolized a part of me. Usually it symbolized my wickedness or the bad side of me once I was, and once I will become human. But it also symbolized my own clever strategies on self defense, physically, mentally, socially, and psychologically. But once someone finds out how to remove the thorns, I am no longer my own person. Or well I would still be, just in a service or a commitment. It is then that the Rose's new owner decides wether to protect it or destroy it.
The marble floor that I stand upon now (after realizing I was just floating most of the time and that my feet were just acting that they were on the floor while I floated) symbolizes that although people would judge me to be cracked, once they feel me. Or once they put themselves in my shoes. They would feel how "smooth" I really am and that the exterior was just for show and design.
There were a lot of others mentioned too. But the voice explained that once I become human again, I will be able to remember these things that symbolized me.
As I felt my feet touch the earth the mysterious voice spoke up in my head.
This is the soil, but some people would call it the earth.
This soil is fertile because you could see how many things were produced from the earth.
I looked around. And saw that it truly is fertile. This Garden was so beautiful, that I think it was only God's preview (yes now that I recall I do believe in God) to what the Garden of Eden might have been.
This symbolizes with the right processes, natural or modified you would produce a lot of good things from yourself. You produce variety, just like the earth. This also symbolizes that you do not discriminate people. Or if you do, it is only because they have enforced it on you through an outside influence. But on one way or another you will be able to regain it back.
Ok so I'm going to be vulnerable and odd that way.
I continued walking and the voice in my head…It seems to be female now that I've noticed…continued narrating and explaining whatever I see.
I looked up on the sky and noticed that it was neither day nor night…
…Or if it was day time then I am standing on the part where the sun shines while across me shows me the night time with stars shining brightly with the moon.
The voice muttered something that I think I might have to know the meaning by myself:
"Just because the darkness represents evil, does not mean it itself is bad."
Speaking of bad, I wonder what the bad parts of me are.
Abandoning of the idea of what might be the scary part of me I go across the bridge and into the moonlight. Underneath the stars and continue on my journey to self discovery.
Sorry if it was a bit short but I got a writer's block on self help philosophies. But still Please Review.