So long time no update. I recently was thinking about FanFiction and remembered this story that I never finished. I then had a look on my hard drive and found some chapters that I wrote but never uploaded so I thought I would share them with the people who are following this story, if there are still any. Please note that I have not proof read these chapters and there will be many chapters with just a paragraph or two that is an outline for that chapter as I haven't completed the story but I though I'd still share it so you know what happens at the end. Enjoy!


As the teacher reveals who we are partnered up with I hear Katniss's name being called along with my name, as I was her partner.

I can't believe that all this time we were paired together as pen pals talking to each other. Was I one of the two guys she was tossing up between? She did say that this new guys she had feelings for stayed over at her house when he was drunk and didn't remember the next morning, which sounds exactly like my situation I had with her.

Logging onto the pen pal chat website through my phone I look through mine and Katniss's chat logs to remember what she said.

Partner: I'm stuck between two guys and I thought I would get your advice since you know what guys think.

You: Yeah sure ask me anything.

Partner: Ok well I have a boyfriend, like you know but there is this guy who I used to have a crush on and recently we kind of started talking again and I think my feelings for him are back. He stayed over at my house and told me that he's always had a crush on me but he told me this when he was drunk and when I talked to him about the previous night the next day he didn't remember a thing. So should I tell him about what I know and tell him how I feel as well? What do you think he is feeling?

You: Well my honest opinion is to confront him and you know that he isn't going to reject you because you know how he feels.

Partner: Yeah I guess that's true but I don't know how to say it or if I want to say it because I do have a boyfriend. Grr I don't know what to do!

You: Well maybe you should talk to some of your closest friends about it but here's what I think about your situation. If you're thinking about your feelings for this other guy more than your boyfriend, this decision between the two guys wouldn't be hard for you, because if you truly wanted to be with your boyfriend you wouldn't want to be with or think about the other guy.

But could this just be a coincidence? I highly doubt it. So Katniss has a crush on me just like I do, maybe I should talk to her about it first? As class finishes up I walk out of the classroom and wait outside the door until Katniss comes out so I can talk to her about our pen pal conversations.

"Hey pen pal." I say walking beside her.

"Hey so you were the person I was talking to all along huh."

"I sure was, and I was relieved when I found out you were the person I was paired up with and not someone else."

"So was I."

"You know I've been thinking how do you feel about starting our friendship over again? I remember when we were such good friends and I kind of missed that."

"Well I know its been a while since we stopped being friends but I don't understand why you want to be friends with me again I mean you were the one who said you wanted nothing to do with me."

"What are you taking about I never said that, I thought you hated me for not taking you to the winter formal."

"Why would I care about some stupid formal and your girlfriend at the time came and told me that you wanted nothing to do with me and then when I asked you about it you were apologising for it."

"Yeah I was apologising for not being able to go to the winter formal with you, I told Norah to tell you she really wanted to go with me she must have said something different."

"She did, she told me that you wanted nothing to do with me."

"I swear Katniss I never told her to say that, we were such good friends why would I have ever wanted to end our friendship?"

"I don't know I guess I believed it because you were changing, you know going off with a different crowd we were kind of growing apart."

"I know and I wish I hadn't I really want us to be friends again."

"I think I would like that."

"I also wanted to ask you about the what you said in our conversations."

"Yeah what about them?"

"Well this might not be true but I was wondering were you talking about me as the other guy between you and your boyfriend?"

"Uhm, well no I was actually asking for Madge, she's been having a bit of guy trouble lately and unfortunately I don't think their will be a boyfriend anymore, we're having a 'break' at the moment." She says trying to convinced me about the Madge part.

"Oh I'm sorry I hope you two figure it out, but no worries, well I'll see you around then." I say walking off football practice.

I would never call Katniss a liar to her face but I don't believe her when she says she isn't referring to me as the guy she is tossed up with. But how can I tell her that without her getting mad, I wish she has just been honest with me but then again she doesn't know how I feel about her. Wait didn't she say something about me saying that I liked her when I was drunk? And I did tell her to confront me about her feelings so why wouldn't she take this opportunity now. Maybe she's chosen to forget about me and focus more on her boyfriend. At the moment we are just friends and I want to get to know her more so I think that's all I'm going to focus on for now and if she doesn't want a relationship from me I'm going to stay out of it and leave it up to her. I think that might be the best decision.

At practice I let my mind be taken over by football to get Katniss out of my head. Why do I care so much that she doesn't want to be honest with me, is it because I know the truth and I just want her to say that she has feelings for me already? Come on Peeta, just don't think about this right now just think about your friendship with each other and focus on that for now. After spending a gruelling 2 hours on the field it's time to hit the showers. Next thing I know a group of soccer players walk into the locker room which sounds like they are about to get ready for a game. Often these are the times where you hear the dirty secrets of the guys in our school as they think others don't listen, but we do. Continuing on with my shower I hear someone talking about 'the hottest chick' from another school who he has sex with in a classroom at her school, which disgusts me that people actually do that. I hear someone ask him what is he going to do if his girlfriend finds out which he replies with 'were taking a break so that means I can sleep with whoever I want, I'm not cheating.' Wait, aren't Katniss and her boyfriend are having a break? I turn off my shower, wrap myself in a towel and walk around the corner to where the group of guys are as I walk to my locker. Looking across at the group as I walk past and I notice Katniss's boyfriend who turns out to be the one talking about the cheating and continues to talk about his 'classroom fuck'.

Now this puts me in a sticky situation. Should I tell her or keep out of her business. I know we are friends now but I shouldn't get involved with her relationships, she might think I'm trying to sabotage it. Maybe if I was a chick it would probably be girl code to tell your friend about something like this, but I don't know I think I should just stay out of it.