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A little, I'm sorry for neglecting this story, update. ENJOY! TO ALL THE HATERS OF THIS STORY, DON'T REVIEW IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT!
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Edward's POV
" Daddy! Come watch Scooby Doo with me!", my son interrupts Bella. I sigh but stand up and go to him. I cuddle with him and watch the show until he's sleeping. I gently shift so I can get up and I search for Bella. She's in her room, looking at an extremely old photo album. It's of us as kids.
" I never thought for one second that we'd end up hating each other. Everyone thought we'd be married as soon as possible. Then Tanya moved to town and...And it was like my best friend dissapeered. It wasn't Edward and Bella anymore, it was just Bella. You were always with her. I can't tell you how happy I was when I found out we were married. I'd finally done something with you first...Then you wanted a divorce so you could marry her and my heart broke all over again. I found out I was pregnant and I didn't want you to reject our baby. I know now that I didn't leave because of him. I left because I couldn't face knowing that you didn't want me. I didn't want Tanya to have any part in my life... I'm sorry I kept him from you. I'll regret it the rest of my life.", she murmurs. I sit next to her on the bed. I push a stray piece of hair from her eyes.
" I thought I was in love with Tanya. Nothing mattered but her. Then, once we got married, she showed her true colors. She was nothing but a hateful bitch. She wanted what was best for her, not for us. As long as it benifeted her, then it would be okay. I realized I love you the day of your first date with that long haired asshole. I'll always regret walking away from you, for choosing her. I know things will be rocky and rough, but I want us to try. I love you too much to give up. I want to tell you I love you every single day for the rest of my life. I want you to believe it. But that can only happen if you give me a chance. One chance...", I force her to look in my eyes. Our faces were gradually moving towards eachother. I could feel her breath on my lips. I wanted nothing more than to close the space. I needed permission from her first though.
" I need you to prove that you'll be there. This is the only chance you'll ever get. Screw it up and you're done. I don't want you begging me for yet another chance. I'll be Toby's mom, you'll be his dad and that's all we'll ever be to eachother. Do you understand?", she says in a breathy whisper. I nod my head and close the space. Our lips mold together, gently at first. Then her tongue swipes against my bottom lip, asking for entrance at which I grant. I pull away quickly though. We can't move to fast, I can't risk this. I explain that to her and she understands. I kiss the tip of her nose before telling her goodbye. I have to shower and get to work.
The day passes quickly. Bella and I pass along flirty little texts to each other. Tobias calls me to tell me goodnight. When I lay down in my bed, I realize that I am the luckiest man on earth. The woman I love has given me another chance and with any luck, I won't fuck it up. Maybe by this time next year, we could be married. Maybe we could have a little boy or girl on the way. Will it look like Bella or I? Masen genes are strong. I mean, look at Toby. He's my mini me. I hope our next child is a girl. A baby girl that is exactly like Bella. I know I'm getting ahead of myself. Bella might get sick of me and break it off with me. I fall to sleep with dreams of my future. Of my son and future children playing in a round meadow. The meadow is filled with purple and white flowers. The trees form a circular shield around us and the sun shines brightly onto our pale skin. Bella leans into me and kisses my throat. The giggles of our children fill the air and everything is perfect, the way it is meant to be. The way it should have always been.
Is it possible for one man to be this happy? To be this lucky? I don't think so. I think that maybe this is all a dream and when I wake up, I'll be back in my cold bed with Tanya. Bella never let me see Tony, he never let me hug him. Tanya kept me shielded from the woman I love. Even if my reality was a dream, I know I love Bella. Tanya is a cold hearted bitch who tore out other people's warm hearts. She's a vulture, preying on the weak and circling until she finds the perfect way to destroy you. Luckily, I came back to life. My son and his mother brought me back. I had a reason to live and I'd fight everyday to keep that reason. Luckily though, this is not a dream. I do have a second chance, Tanya is gone and I can be the man I should have been six years ago. The man that my son and my Bella need. The man I want to be.
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