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Chp.8
I read the message repeatedly but could not stop the tears from flowing.
Come over if you want the truth the whole story-B
I was sitting inside the house watching the television when the car pulled in. I walked out and sat on the porch swing so I could begin my story; the truth. Before I could start I heard:
"Why did you kill him?" Edward screamed. I was fighting the tears.
"I didn't kill him. I am sorry. I just need to ex..." he cut me off by yelling again.
"Bella, an abortion is murder to me. He would have been eight. Did you do it because you thought you would have never finished school because we could have worked it out.I can't believe you would have been so selfish." He screamed in my face. He had everything wrong.
"Your didn't even consider my feelings you only thought of your self. I can't..." I cut him off this time.
"I didn't KILL him. I did not have an ABORTION! You as a doctor should know you cannot have an abortion that late in a pregnancy. I fell down a flight of stairs at my house when you left me. I lost my son. Whom I loved. I tried to kill myself three times before Charlie finally sent me away and forced me to get help. I go to his "plot" at the cemetery in Seattle every week. I LOVE HIM! And if you would have stayed around, we could be happy with him because I would not have been distraught that night. You would have known his name is Anthony Charles Cullen, you could be teaching him how to play ball. But NO, you had to leave to go do something with music! And while you were gone, you knocked up some slut. And I am glad you have your daughter even though I do not have my son. You stayed with that whore while you left me!" I screamed.
Finding out about the baby
That was the best night of my life thank you, I love you- E my heart fluttered as I read the text he sent me. Knowing that he had snuck out of my room last night after we both lost our virtue. He was right it was the best night of my life. I was 16 and it was the night before his 18th birthday. I gave him everything all of me.
Well that is what I thought two months ago. Now as I am leaving the doctors office I have had a slight change of heart. I am pregnant at 15 I am starting my sophomore year of high school. I have no clue how to explain to my family, friends, or Edward
Five months later
I only told Edward and Charlie so far. I am now five months pregnant which makes this November 23, I have been keeping my stomach from the rest of the Cullen family is because I have been going to school on the reservation in La Push because Charlie and Sue have been living together at Sue's home. I have been wearing sweatshirts and pants to school, so people just think I am fat.
I have an appointment today in Seattle; Edward is going to meet me there since he is at UW. I believe we may find out the sex of the baby today. We plan to tell the Cullen's this weekend about our baby. I got ready- and decided since I knew everyone was going to be at school today and no body I knew would be in Seattle today- that I would wear a pair of my maternity jeans I order offline and a pink sweater over a white tank top I was standing by the mirror looking at myself I had my hands tucked above my bump when I heard a click it was Charlie he was taking a photo. He smiled sheepishly; I just shook my head at him.
I left Forks at eight so I could make it to Seattle by 12 I pulled up at the OB/GYN office and saw Edward standing there looking gorgeous as always. He came over to the car and helped me out.
"Hey" I said as I grabbed his hand as we walked toward the office.
"You look beautiful,Bella" Edward said, leaned, and kissed my cheek as I blushed.
I signed in on the sheet and then took a seat in one of the chairs in the waiting area, as did Edward who sat beside me. He placed his free hand on my stomach and I placed mine over his. Our baby slightly kicked his hand, he looked at me with wide eyes this was the first time he felt it.
"How long has she been kicking?" He asked me. I rolled my eyes at him.
"HE has been kicking all week. I was going to call you but then I thought maybe you could feel it today." I said he nodded. "What class are you missing; you know you didn't have to come." I told him as I rubbed my thumb over the back of his hand.
"I am only missing a math class. But I think we should get something to eat afterward so I will miss Italian. But I can copy someone's notes." He said and then kissed my cheek," Of course I wouldn't miss this."
They called my name Edward and I went back they did all of the normal things then they asked us if we wanted to know the sex and we did. It was a baby boy just as I imagined.
The next day was a Saturday and we were having a Luncheon with the Cullen family. Edward and I were going to tell them about the baby
Edward came over to my house before the Lunch. We were lying on my bed when he spoke,
"I always wanted to go to New York." He said "I want to go and have a career in music and my Aunt Cammie has a daughter Irina who is depressed and they think that if I went up there she might open up to me."
"When are you going? What about the baby?" I asked him surely he did not plan to leave the baby and me.
"I quit UW this today. I am leaving on Monday. I am sorry. I just can't date you I'm in college and you are a sophomore that is a little weird." He said I was stunned I really thought he loved me. He got up and left and I waited a few minutes before I followed him not thinking about how clumsy I am. I fell down the stairs as I screamed Edward's name. I knew that he was gone and so was my baby as I fell.
Charlie and Sue helped me to the car blood was all over the car and me. I lost two loves of my life that night. I do not know if any of the Cullen's know are not.
Present day
"I left because someone sent me a photo of you and some guy and told me that the baby was his not mine. So I left so you didn't have to pretend I left because I am not good enough for you." Edward said.
"Number one you were the father of our baby. I do not know who sent you those pictures or told you that but they were wrong. I disagree, Edward! If you weren't good enough for me I wouldn't have spent years pinning after you, I wouldn't have given you my virginity, and I most certainly wouldn't have loved you since you are three grades older than me. So if anyone is not good enough for someone it is me. We were perfect for each other maybe we still are. " I told him, tears were streaming down my eyes I could only barely imagine what my make-up looked like.
"I guess we both made mistakes. We both have regrets. We both still think- rather know we are perfect for each other, so where does that leave us?" Edward asked.
"I don't know. I..I am not sure." I said trying to avoid his gaze we both just confessed out feeling for each other.
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