[AN: Chapter ten, I hope you enjoy it! Also... It's kinda naughty!]

Kurt sat in class daydreaming.

Kerri was sitting in the moonlight with him, but this time they were both sitting on a blanket, instead of her being wrapped in one.

She looked over at him, "Kurt, I really like you." She laid her head on his shoulder and stared up at him with her big, green eyes.

"I really like you, too, Kerri." He told her as he leaned down and his lips pressed into hers.

His hand moved around her cheek to pull her closer against him. Her breasts pressed into him and he imagined they'd be soft.

His face broke into a big silly grin as he day dreamed about french kissing Kerri. He tried to look at the desk and look like he was focusing on his papers.

The bell rang and Kurt was brought out of his day dream, but paused as he started to get up, and realized he had a problem... He was already up... Somewhere else...

He blushed and tried to inconspicuously check if it was visible through his hologram.

Kurt thanked everyone he could think of who had anything to do with making the hologram, because it didn't show. He still felt self conscious, though, as he walked into the hall to lunch.

Kitty followed Kurt out of the class room. "Why are you walking so funny?"

"Uh, no reason." He blushed violently.

Thankfully he calmed down by the time they got to the lunch room, and Kitty told him to go ahead, because she had something to do, which was to search for, and then wait for Kerri.

She waited until Kerri walked towards her and called out, "Hi, Kerri! Fancy running into you again!"

Kerri felt startled then awkward at being jumped at so suddenly. "Hi."

Kitty escorted her into the line and over to the table.

Kurt leaned over to Kitty. "Zhat's vhat you had to do?"

Kitty nodded with a smile.

"Zhank you," he told her as he blushed. His blush deepened as he looked at Kerri and remembered his day dream.

Kerri sat quietly through lunch and peeked up at Kurt, thinking of him without his hologram, and Kitty continued her usual conversations through lunch. "What are you going to do after classes today?"

Kerri looked up and mumbled something about going to the library.

After lunch Kerri arrived in math class and Scott stopped her. "Here is a test for you, so we can see where you are in the class." So she spent the whole class taking tests.

Kerri walked into the library and found the normal amount of people, and Dr. McCoy. She smiled in greeting and walked to the fantasy section to pick out a new book and put the one she'd finished away. She sat at her usual table and started reading.

Kurt walked slowly, trying to take his time, he didn't want to get there before Kerri and look like he was being creepy.

He got into the library and saw Dr. McCoy talking to Ororo. "Is there anything I can help you find today?" He asked as Kurt walked past.

"Nein, zhank you, professor." He answered while trying not to look as though he was making a bee line anywhere.

Dr. McCoy looked back to Ororo and they smiled to each other knowingly.

Kurt walked up the isle and saw Kerri reading. He couldn't help think how cute she looked with her lip between her teeth and her fingers running through her hair, reading her book distractedly.

"Can I sit here?" He asked.

She slowly turned her face, still looking at the book, then looked at him with her lip in her teeth. "Ok." She answered.

They sat in silence most of the time, with Kurt doing his homework, trying to not daydream about Kerri, or get caught peeking at her, and Kerri reading, and also trying to not get caught peeking.

Most of the week past uneventfully with Kerri slowly becoming accustomed to sitting by people without being feeling like they might secretly hate her, and her unemotional mask slipping, until Friday at lunch.

"So, Kerri, what are you doing this weekend?" Kitty asked.

Kerri shrugged. "Not much, I suppose."

"Do you want to come with us to the mall tomorrow?" She giggled, "there are four of us, I'll go with Piotr, and you and Kurt! It could be like a double date!"

Kerri looked up at her, part of her hopeful and part of her worried about how Kurt would react, and she saw that Kitty had a smile on her face, looking at Kurt, and Kurt had a look on his face, like he was horrified that Kitty had said that.

Her mind linked it to him being horrified at the thought of going out with her.

Kurt looked at Kitty, mortified that she had suggested so flippantly his greatest desire at the time.

Kitty smiled at him, a smile that said, I did you a favor, thank me, then buy me something at the mall.

As he turned to Kerri to try and be more cool about it and try to do some damage control, Kerri said, "No, that's ok. I gotta get to class, professor Logan is taking me into the Danger room," as she quickly got up and started leaving, "see ya."

She tried to keep her voice normal, even though she felt like was about to cry. She dumped her tray and walked as fast as she could to a closet she had found around the time she had first gotten there, it was on the second floor under the stairs to the attic, so not many people walked past, and it mainly had just the normal cleaning supplies, but her favorite part was the extra curtains, or sheets, or whatever they were, hanging on the back wall, which made an excellent place for her to sit under and hide when she felt bad, like she used to at home.

She didn't cry, just sat and coped. She had hoped deep down that maybe Kurt had liked her, and maybe wanted to go out with her.

She sighed as the bell for class rang, and got up, peeking out the door before she made her way down to the Danger room.

As she walked in, Logan met her and told her they'd be going over minor battle techniques.

After she got her work out clothes on and they were in the simulation, a large padded floor, a couch and a water cooler, Logan and she sized each other up. Kerri tried to appear smaller and weaker.

"Ok, kid, try to attack me without using your powers." Logan told her with a cigar clenched in his teeth.

Kerri cocked her head and stayed where she was.

"Whenever you're ready." He told her.

"But, I'm not used to attacking..." She admitted to him.

"It's ok, kid, just come at me with whatever you got." He prompted her.

"No powers," she muttered, then walked closer to him.

He just stood still, waiting for her to make a move at him.

Kerri's eyebrow quirked and she bit the inside of her lip.

Logan continued to watch her, unmoving except for the trail of smoke wafting from his cigar.

Kerri threw her right hand like she was going to punch, but when Logan moved to block, she ducked around him and punched him in the side with her left, not hard, but with enough strength she thought it would make a solid thud.

It connected but didn't make even a slight difference to Logan, who hardly felt it. He turned and looked at her. "Nice try at a sneak attack."

Kerri nodded, then saw that he was making a move to punch, her body subconsciously stiffened and moved back a little, then as she saw where the strike was coming from, she bent to the side like she was just dodging, but her hand met the floor and she leaned back and as Logan's arm moved past her, Kerri planted a kick in his other side with her right foot.

Logan turned his arm and caught Kerri's foot against his side and turned to pull her off of her feet. Kerri landed on her other knee, managing to stay off her butt, and Logan started to throw a hit into her shoulder. Kerri turned to her side and used her speed momentum to turn and knock his fist off course, punching him in the gut with her other hand.

Logan caught her arm and Kerri used the getting out trick, twisting her arm suddenly out of his grasp and flipping over so she was face to the ground, holding herself up with her hands and her leg still pinned to Logan's side. She put her body close to the ground and did a half push up half kick, using her whole body to add more force behind her twisting kick. Her foot landed against his jaw and her force was so great that she twisted all the way over and landed on her back.

Kerri looked up at Logan who had his free hand on his jaw. Her next reaction was to kick him in his most sensitive area, but this was just a practice fight, so she coiled her leg and kicked up fast and strong, stopping before she actually connected, but making it clear what she would have done.

Logan looked down at her foot flying toward his male anatomy and had a moment of worry before her foot stopped, four inches away from him. He looked down at her and saw that she had controlled the kick. He let her leg go and said, "Ok, that's enough for today."

In the control room, Logan walked in to Remy laughing. "She almost got you in your giblets, mon ami."

Kerri was still taking it a little hard and kept to herself as much as she could the next week, avoiding places she thought Kurt might be, but she still got pulled over to the lunch table everyday.

Kitty turned to Kerri and asked her the question again, "So, Kerri, do you want to go to the mall with us tomorrow?"

Kerri looked up at her and answered, "No, thank you." She gathered her things. "Excuse me, I've got to go get ready for danger room training."

"What are you doing in there?" Kitty asked, trying to get her to stay.

Kerri turned back and a small smile appeared on her lips. "Kicking Logan in the shins while he pushes me around. See ya."

Kitty turned to the table after Kerri walked away. "I think she's sad about something... That look on her face..." She thought about how Kerri's face had gotten less and less stiff as she had sat with them, and now she was a little more stiff, but also a little more forlorn looking.

Kerri walked into the Danger room after getting dressed and saw Logan already in there.

"Today, we're going to let you use your powers, kid." He told her.

She looked up at him. "I don't want to use my powers."

Logan paused, confused, "That's today's training."

"I don't want to. And I don't think you could coach me on how to use them, they're different than yours."

Logan scratched his chin and blew smoke through his teeth. "That's the training today. Use your powers or not. Try not to get hit." He thought he could trick her to use them, anyone might if they got hit enough, the body's natural fight or flight would kick in and she might use them anyway.

Kerri stood, looking at the big hairy man in front of her and waited.

He came at her with a punch that she evaded, another one was close behind, she dodged, and then came a flurry of attacks.

Kerri had to keep backing away to dodge, and as she noticed that she was loosing ground, she figured out his plan. He was going to attack until she had to use her powers to escape. But she didn't want to use them.

She had known she was not normal long before she turned mutant, but this, unlike her personality and upbringing, she could control, and she didn't want to do it anymore.

If she ever wanted a life with someone else in it, she couldn't use her powers, this was her thinking, and as Logan finally landed a hit on her, she laughed internally.

This was not her first time getting attacked by a bully, and she felt confident that with her past of being hit, and her ability to not care and compartmentalize, she'd last longer than he had to hit her, or until he knocked her out.

As Logan threw another punch at her she froze and closed her eyes, making no move to block.

Charles looked down on the situation from the control room. Kerri was standing still, was she trying use some new power they hadn't seen yet? Some psychic barrier or illusion? But she got hit. Was it a double? A trance like state that stopped her from getting hurt? She got hit again and again. Logan stopped and he could tell that she had just been doing nothing. Only continuing to refuse to use her powers.

Logan stopped hitting Kerri as he started getting weirded out by her non motion. He hit her and her body reacted, she even made sounds, but then took a breath and stood still, doing nothing to stop him. At first he had thought she was using her powers, but it was obvious that she was not.

Kerri opened her eyes and looked up at her trainer's face. "Are we done?"

Logan took a moment to answer, "You failed. We'll continue tomorrow."

Kerri nodded and left.

"Professor, she's not going to use them tomorrow either." Logan said as he stared at the door Kerri had walked through.

"Indeed. I have a feeling she will use them eventually though, even if it's not here." Came professor Xavier's voice from the speakers.

Kerri spent all of Saturday in her room. She wanted to stay away from anywhere anyone else was, thus avoiding accidentally running into Kurt or Kitty, or accidentally using her powers.

But it was so boring. So very, very boring. She decided she definitely needed something that made noise in her room. Then she decided that she'd see if the professor could find chores or small jobs or something for her to do so she could buy such things.

As she explained her plight to Xavier the next day, he assured her that he'd try to find something for her to do. "You could even get a job in the community." He suggested.

"Sorry, Professor, I don't think that's a good idea, judging on how the communities have reacted to mutants. Especially since I have trouble with a fluctuating appearance sometimes."

He had to agree with her there. So he sent her on her way, assuring her that he'd look for something.

Kerri walked toward her room, so she could grab some of the stack of books she had borrowed yesterday to return them, when someone jumped on her. "Help! He's going to get me! Help!" She was pulled around so that the person could hide behind her and laugh as they cried jokingly for help.

Kerri tried to look behind her. "What's going on?"

"He's going to get me!" Laugh, "I only told him that I knew-" Kitty was cut off as Kurt appeared with a Bamf and a cloud of dark smoke that smelled like burning sulphur.

'Don't blush,' Kerri ordered her cheeks, 'don't blush, blood stay where you belong...'

"Kitty, give zhat back! I need es!" Kurt cried at her. He stopped when he saw Kitty hiding behind Kerri, and felt kind of naked standing in the hall without his inducer on, even though he was fully clothed.

"Hey, if I put this on, turn it on, and talk with a German accent, do you think people will think I'm you?"

Kurt blushed at standing in front of Kerri, but told Kitty, "Your German accent is awful, novone vould believe zhat."

"Oh, really?! Und vhy vuld zat be? It's fien!" But Kitty's voice went from Russian to French.

Kerri just turned and looked at her with an eyebrow up.

"That bad?" Kitty asked looking up at her.

Kerri only nodded wide eyed for emphasis.

"Give es back, you had your joke," Kurt pleaded again.

Kitty laughed and pushed Kerri into Kurt and ran down the hall to the left a short ways.

Kerri shot forward suddenly and a strangled yelp came from her mouth as she ran into Kurt, knocking him down.

They landed on the ground, Kerri on top of him, and it was a mess, he could tell before he opened his eyes. He smelled something delicious right in front of his face, and he knew it was Kerri, but which part of her? A pressure was on his abdomen, above his bits thankfully, and his tail was wrapped around something.

He opened one eye and saw nothing. Well, technically it was fabric, but it was so close he couldn't see enough to tell what it was. But it smelled great...

His tail tightened on whatever it was wrapped around and Kerri gave a cry of surprise, "Oh!"

"S-sorry..." Kurt said and moved one arm, accidentally knocking Kerri's arm out from under her and making her fall on him, breast to nose.

Something so soft landed on his face, it was the source of the delicious smell for sure.

"Sorry!" he cried again and Kerri blushed harder as she felt her nipple harden. 'Oh crap. That's all I need...' She managed to get into a sitting position on top of him.

As the wonderful, soft, kinda squishy thing got farther away, Kurt could tell what it was, a breast.

The very same breast he'd day dreamed about a few days ago in class. Oh boy, now his hormones were taking off.

He may look different on the outside, but he was definitely all male on the inside. And his all male bits were excited. His hormone induced stiffness wanted to get close to her, his hands wanted to fondle that soft, wonderful smelling part of her shirt, his tail tightened around her thigh, his brain felt like it was shutting down. He closed his eyes, trying to get control of his floundering mind.

Kerri slid off of him sideways. "Um, can I have my leg back please..."

It took a great deal of concentration, but Kurt got his tail to let go, and he covered his face with his hands in embarrassment.

"So, um, see ya..." He heard Kerri's footsteps as she all but ran away.

Kitty turned around the corner and giggled, "Well, she definitely likes you without your hologram."

"You vere zhere zhe whole time?" He asked, embarrassed.

Kitty nodded with a giant teasing grin. "And you obviously liked having her on top of you."

"Schisse," Kurt sat up and covered himself, turning bright purple. {Shit}

Kerri closed her door an slid down it to the floor.

She blushed as she thought about what had just happened, Kurt's mouth had been on her breast, his mouth for crying out loud!

It was the farthest she'd ever gone, and she hadn't even meant to. She'd kissed a boy once in seventh grade, and someone had grabbed her butt once in eighth grade, but she'd never let anyone touch her chest before. And when his mouth moved against it, it had felt kind of nice... She blushed more.

She didn't know what was more embarrassing, that she'd landed on him, looking like a klutz, or liking landing on the boy she had a crush on, and knowing that he didn't like her or her landing on him, most likely.

The incident ran through her mind again; She was pushed, she tripped and tried to stay up, they fell. She landed on one elbow and her other hand, she was sitting on something, but her mind was on her sore elbow.

"Oh!" She cried out in surprise as something squeezed her thigh.

"S-sorry," she heard Kurt say below her at the same time as his arm hit her wrist and her arm folded.

Her chest was right there now. She could feel his mouth move against her breast as he said, "sorry," again, and her nipple hardened.

She blushed, 'Oh crap. That's all I need...' She flailed a little as she struggled to sit up.

She looked down at him, oh, it looked so naughty...

She realized that she'd been staring at him for a moment and he'd closed his eyes.

She felt her thigh get squeezed again. 'He's trying to get me off of him...' She slid to the side and landed on the floor, but couldn't get very far. "Um, can I have my leg back, please..."

He let go and she stood up, feeling awkward. "So, um, see ya..."