It was around midnight I was in my dormitories together with the other girls and playing truth or dare. I had never liked that game, it made me uncomfortable so I was just sitting on the side. I mean, there's better ways to find out about a person life than with a stupid game and it also made you feel insecure if you got asked 'how many guys have you kissed' or if you were made to do something.

'Lily, truth or dare?' Dorcas asked.

'Truth' She answered.

'Do you…have a thing for Snape?' Dorcas asked.

'NO. How many times do I have to tell you…' She said pretending to be annoyed. Lily now looked around.

'Alice. Truth or dare?' She asked. Alice thought for a moment.

'Dare' She answered.

'You shall kiss…Frank' Lily said with a grin on her face.

'Please Lily…'Alice pleaded

'If you don't want to do it, don't do it. But do you realise what a opportunity this is? See, you kiss him, if he kiss you back he loves you if he doesn't you just say it was a dare.' Lily explained.

'That doesn't sound to bad actually' Alice said thoughtfully.

'But we all now there is no way Frank can resist Alice' Dorcas said

'Alice and Frank sitting an a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g' Mary stared to sing. I went to the window. It was a wonderful night. The half moon lit up the night sky. There was a howling. I jumped.

'Did you hear that?' I asked them

'Hear what?'Alice asked

'The howl' I said

'Are you sure you just not going mad?' Lily asked. I thought for a second, I probably just imagined it.

'Ah well, I'm calling it a night, I'm dead tired' Alice said.

'Sound like a plan' Dorcas said and it didn't take long after until the light went off and we were all sleeping.

The following day was a Saturday. It was one of those cold snow days and you just wanted to stay inside. I was first one up, I lay in my bed for a while and decided to get up and dressed. I went for black jeans and a deep purple sweater and I put my hair in a ponny tail. As I walked down I could hear people screaming for the common room. I thought it rather odd that I hadn't heard them. I slowly walked down the staircase.

'HOW CAN YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT' It was voice I recognized, it was Remus so the other people had to be the rest of the Marauders I presumed but what the heck were they arguing about.

'YOU didn't hear what he was saying' Another voice said, I could probably recognize it from a group of thousand people.

'I don't care. That doesn't make you right to throw him right into his death. If it wasn't for-' At that moment I had pressed myself so hard against the wall and lost my grip and for the second time in a couple of months fallen down the staircase and now interrupted when Remus had been speaking. They all looked at me. Remus looked furious it was quite frightening actually I had never seen him like that, James looked as he was in a battle with himself, Sirius looked determined and Peter…didn't look anything different or maybe a bit sad.

'How much of that did you hear Becky?' Remus asked me looking straight at me. He looked worse than I've ever seen him.

'Uhm…not much' I said, it was the first time Remus had made me feel insecure. He suddenely decided to leave and he went passed me and up the staircase, James came after. So I was alone in the common room together with Sirius and Peter.

'What was that all about?' I asked, but I didn't expect any answer

'Don't worry your sweet head about it darling' Sirius said, and of course I went all tomato again. I could sense a annoyence in his voice, I didn't know if it was me or the fight.

'So you wanna join me and Peter for breakfast?' He asked. I shrugged my shoulders as a yes. As we walked out of the common room my eyes went to the notice board. There was two new ones since I last checked. One regarding a Hogsmeade meeting occurring soon and the other one was a list where you said if you were planning to stay over the winter brek at Hogwarts. I knew I wasn't going to stay here. I always loved spending Christmas with my family, that was what made Christmas…Christmas.

A few moments later I was sitting in the Great Hall eating breakfast together with Sirius and Peter. I had discovered it to be quite irritating to eat breakfast with Sirius because all of these girls immediatliy created a group over him. He was enjoying it too I could see. .When James and Remus came in there was a big tension hanging in the air. Even though I had no clue what this was all about I defintley knew that this wasn't to blow over after a day. They sat down as far as possible from us. It annoyed me I didn't know the reason why the Marauders all have decided to hate each other. The thing was that everything was fine yesterday so it must have been something during the night I realized.

After one week there was to groups dividing, it was me, Sirius and Peter and James, Remus and I'll have to say Lily. What really trigged me was that Lily obviously knew what the whole disagreement was about and I didn't. But me and Lily were still friends, luckily it was more of she just being with James and Remus a lot but we still talked, sat next to each other at lessons and so on. What really killed me was Remus. We didn't speak to each other anymore and he defitnatly avoided me. I presume it was because I was spending so much time with Sirius and Peter. It felt weird and akward being in the middle like this. I had just kind of been dragged in and it felt to late to stop. I hated fighting. It made me nervous, insecure and just depressed.

It was lunch break and me and Sirius were sitting in the common room. We're all alone, most people were eating, studying in the library or perhaps in the grounds although I doubted it. It was strange how normal having a conversation with Sirius had gotten. Sure, I still stutted and made a fool of myself but it was just more natural to talk with him.

'Are you staying here on Christmas?' I asked him as I was reading a trangsfiguration book.

'I was going to spend it with James. Now I don't know' He said. I looked up from by book, I didn't want to ask him if he wanted to stay with my family but I was terrified he would say no, and also if he said yes he would have to meet my family and therefor, that's something I didn't want to happen. I decided to someway or another I needed make the Marauders friends again.

'And you?' He asked me

'I'm spending it with my family' I said.

'Would you mind helping me with the transfiguration homework?' He asked.

'Sure, you're actually going to do homework?' I asked with a sarcastic tone.

'Me? Not doing homework? Now, that's a horrifying thought' He said jokingly.

'All right I'll help you.'

The rest of the break I explained it to him, and I was shocked to see that he caught it up very quikly.

'Wow, you're a good learner Sirius' I said, a bit embarrassed over making a compliment.

'No, you're just a good teacher Becks. Seriously, you and Remus should team up and take over the school' He said, my cheeks started to flush.

'Thank you. We better go to class now' I said and he nodded as I picked up my bag.

'Oh, Becky what do you say about going to Hogsmeade with me?' Sirius asked nonchalant. It felt as if my heart stopped. Was…Sirus asking me out on a date? Nah, that couldn't be.

'Ehum, just you and me?' I asked timidly.

'Yes' He said firm. I almost dropped all my things. I was in shock.

'So what do you say?' He asked me after a while when I was just acting like a lunatic staring in shock at him.

'Y..Yes' I said, my cheeks started to fell more red now.

'Great, I've been wondering how to ask Denise Thatchard in Hufflepuff and I relaised the best way to make her go out with me is by making her jealous. And since you're like the only girl I know here who is a real friend, one of the few girls that hasn't flirted with me you won't take it bad' He said and started to walk. I was standing still in the commonroom. WOW, I had once more totally misinterpited a situation and it was ironic how wrong he was about me. Didn't it show that I was falling for him?

It was a Tuesday morning when I started my plans. All of us had Defence Against Dark Arts so my plan was to first of all steal James and Remus, or Peter and Sirius books whatever what was easiest for me. Because everyone had assaigned seats, or well not as much assaigned as it was more of the seat you pick at the begging of the term you'll need to sit the whole year and because of two of them wouldn't have their books they would need to share with the other two. I was proud that I had discovered this master plan.

So, when everyone had gone to breakfast I excused myself saying that I just needed a couple minutes to read so Sirius and Peter could go without me. The Gryffindor common room was comptletly empty. I don't know why but I decided to tip toe to the guys dormitory which was on the top of the stairs. I

opened the door and went in. Thank merlin for the person that made it possible for girls to walk in the guys dormitory but not the guys to walk in to the girls. All about old fashioned statements. I knew where they all slept. First, Frank to the left, then beside Frank, Remus's bed, next on to the right of Remus was Sirius, the right one on Sirius side was James's bed, then Peter's bed next to Peter was Richard Wilson's bed. I saw Remus's Defence Against Dark Arts book laying on his bedside table so I went their and took it.

I saw James' book laying in his luggage. As I dived to grab it someone opened the door I quikley dove under one of the beds. From under the bed I could se someone's shoes although I couldn't make out who it was. Then afterwards came a pair of ballerina shoes, a girl's shoes. Their bodies got closer and closer until they were only millimeters away from each other. Then it was quiet until they started to kiss. Euw. I was turning my head around when I saw a pink bra lying beside me. HOW the heck would…oh, never mind.

'We probably should go back to the breakfast now' A voice said, and I was surprised I had been sure that it be Sirius's voice…but this was Frank's. But wasn't he in love with Alice? They were perfect for each other. I wanted to get up and smack him.

'Eh, a couple more minutes won't kill them' The girl said and I almost screamed of joy – it was Alice. Then I relaised I be stuck here for more minutes and the joy killed. At least they weren't in the next level because that be awful. After exactly five minutes and 45 seconds they were done making out and they left the dormetriy.

I crawled my way out of the bed and I saw whose bed it was, it was Sirius'. It was Sirius' bed that had a pink bra under it. Not that it didn't surprise me, he was known for it but it just took me aback a bit. I collected my feeling and I focused on why I came here in the first place, the books. I heartless digged out the defence against dark arts in James' bag and took it. The plan was starting to feel stupid. I put both Remus' and James' books in my bag and I left the dormitory and went down to the great hall.

Mary ran towards me with a big smiled as I walked into the hall.

'Where have you been? Alice and Frank got some news. Come!' She said and grabbed my hand and lead me to the Gryffindor table. Frank and Alice was sitting holding hand and both had a smirk on their face.

'Becky, there you are. Frank and I are a offical' Alice said, I've never seen her look that happy. Now I had to act I didn't now about this. No biggie, if it wasn't the case that I've never been actress.

'…Wow….that's great' I said putting on a fake smile. They all seemed to be fooled because everyone smiled happily back and Alice said 'Isn't it?'

It was fourth period and that meant defence against dark arts. I had both the books in my bag which meant it was a bit heavier but I could manage. I walked into the lesson. Many people was already there including James and Remus. I sat down next to Dorcas. If I sat down beside James and Remus Mr Clark might say that they should read with me. That totally screw up the plans. The classroom was full now, only two seats left beside Remus and Peter. It was working better than I expected. Sirius and Peter came in, they took a look around and realized they had no choice but to sit down next to them and they did, they all looked mad. Mr Clark stepped in to the classroom.

'Hello class, page 45 to 62' He said. James and Remus raised up their hands.

'What is it Mr Potter and Lupin?' He asked

'We can't find our books' James saidn

'Books do have a tendency to act as though they have legs sometimes don't they? Well I suggest Mr Potter share with Black and Mr Luipin with Pettigrew' Mr Clark said. CLING CLING. JACKPOT. I'm so good at this.

I never expected the marauders to be friends again after the lesson, and they didn't. The key thing was that they had to work together and couldn't ignore what they was saying. This was an improvement.

I was walking in the hallways, I just had my last lesson and I was looking for something to do. Remus was coming towards me. I just hated not being able to talk to him and this coldness that was between us now. I decided to confront him, something I hated to do but I just needed to do it.

'Remus' I said and he looked at me and stopped.

'Please tell me what this fight is about or at least talk about it with the others, it's so hard being in the middle like this' I said. He gave me a glace back.

'You don't understand what happened.' He said

'Well then, help me too' I said

'I can't I just can't. What Sirius, Peter and James was cruel, mean and stupid' he said

'Well then aren't you mad at James?!' I asked confused.

'Because he understand what was so wrong' He said and walked away. I wished I hadn't gotten involve in all this.

Firstly, thank you for alll the reviews and the favourising and alerting. Readign the reviews make me so happy and is what makes me contiune writing so an extra thanks to that =D

Next Chapter is going to be in Sirius POV.

I don't know how soon I'll be able to update. It feels like there is going to be a lot of work next week but not unbearable.

Movie Tip: The Black Baloon

Booktip: The Millenium series ( The girl with a dragon tattoo, etc ) It's a really good criminal book series I think. But many people doesn't like crimes =) I do though and even though the english is really horrible translated from swedish it's a good book =)

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