Chapter Ten

As he was waking up he was regaining his memories back. Visitors from Dorne, all the fights, sleepless nights, waking up in sweat, the anger, the sadness and the break down.

When he opened his eyes he sow Renly by his side. His Lord had a sad look on his face and was holding his hand. He smiled when Loras glared at him and sighed.

"What happened?"

Renly didn't reply for almost a whole minute but when he did his voice was calm and stable.

"I am glad you are finally awake and better"

"This is not the answer to my question" Loras hissed irritated which made Renly smile even more.

"You were so exhausted you fainted"

After that there was a long moment of silence and when Renly noticed tears building in his lover's eyes he decided to speak.

"Look, Arianne is beatiful, clever, conniving, courteous, and charming. She would be an interisting wife and life with her would never be boring," he paused, "But I could never marry her."

Renly took a deep breath and moved Loras's hand to cover it with both of his.

"I couldn't be happy with her because I don't love her. I love you. And only you. Always..." He trailed off.

With that being said Renly moved closer to his Knight and kissed him gently on the lips.

"I'm sorry," The Lord paused, "I never knew it would affect you so much and after that first fight I thought you didn't want me anymore"

Loras noticed a single tear running down Renly's face. He was so broken he felt the tears built in his eyes as well. He reached out to cup his face with his hand. If only he wasn't so weak, he would embrace his lover as strongly as possible.

"Don't ever think that" Loras looked his Lord in the eyes as he softly spoke "I love you"

Atfter a momentr of silence Loras decided to continue.

"When I sow how you treated her and how you looked at her Renly... I only said I wanted to leave because I couldn't stand it. I can not lose you. I just can't, Renly I- "

Sobbing Knight was cut off with a passionate, yet delicate kiss. Loras rested his head against Renly's cheast. The Lord stared down at his Knight, wrraped safely in his arms. He leaned down and kissed his lips again, then moved to his chin, slowly trailing light kisses down his neck to his collarbone.

As Loras relaxed to the touch Renly moved down his body with the kisses. He slowly took off his vest and shirt never stopping to touch his Knight's body with his lips. Loras clung to him gasping and moaning. Renly stopped for a moment. They stared at each other for a second. Loras smirked at Renlt as he felt the heat shooting downwards between his legs. It seemed like Renly was reading his mind.

The Lord moved his gaze away from his Knight's eyes to his hardening manhood. He quickly unlaced Loras's breeches and pulled them to his knees. The Lord's head was at eye level with Knight's hips and before he touched him he gave Loras one more look. Seeing the need, lust and anticipation on his former squire's face he firmly grabbed him by sides and took his member in his mouth.

A small sigh followed by a gasp escaped Loras's mouth as he closed his eyes, lost in the pleasure. The Knight let out a moan as he felt his Lord's tongue run along his lenght. As Renly's hand moved to his back and his lips started to move faster Loras couldn't stop the loud moans that formed in his mouth. Renly swirled his tongue and licked him from the base upwards, causing Loras to moan even louder. The moment Loras felt closer to the edge Renly picked up in speed and the Knight couldn't take it anymore. He exploded into his Lord's mouth as he screamed his pleasure.

None of them spoke afterwards. Loras smiled briefly at his Lord as he drifted off to sleep effortlessly and peacefully.

And then everything was back to the usual routine. Even thought Ariannie claimed she was comfortable with Renly bedding whoever he wanted as long as he would come back to her with love and passion and would give Dorne a few Heirs, he denied her offer. Suprisingly she took the news well and the visitors left on good terms with Renly.

After a busy morning in the training yard, Loras strolled quietly through the halls. Suddenly, he felt a hand on his arm. As the knight turned he sow Molen.

"Lord Renly wishes to see you Ser Loras", he said firmly "I am told that it is a very important matter and it can not wait"

Loras's face expression went from being mildly surprised, through curiosity, to excitement. The knight hurried to his Lord's chambers with a grin on his face. Little did he know that what he would see there wasn't quite what he expected.

The guards let Loras into Renly's chambers. That was when he saw her. Long brown hair, a smile that could take your breath away and her ivory skin.