Hello all!!! Sorry for the insanely long wait. I really am sorry. But now I have an update! Yay!
Disclaimer: Would Kishi update this slowly? No. Because he owns Naruto and I don't
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She ran
Faster than she ever had before
Her heart was crumbling, smashed and ground in the dirt
She ran
Then as her sobs wracked her body, she tripped and fell hard
Scrambling to her knees she rubbed dirt into her cheeks as she wiped away tears
She felt so weak
After years of trying to be strong and prove herself
And he had known her, loved her.
No. He didn't love her.
He thought he did.
But he had no semblance of what love was
Lovers didn't ignore those they loved
Didn't treat them as though they were a mere afterthought
Naruto was her entire world
He was everything that she wanted and needed in her life
Without him
Already she felt her heart and spirit dying
Why?
She grabbed dirt and squeezed it hard
Why?
Why?
Why?
"WHY?" she screeched
Her frustration
Her grief
Pouring out of the gaping wound in her heart
She heard her father's voice ringing in her head
Don't get in the way
"I was always in the way"
When he looked at Sakura and smiled....
It was the same smile that she looked at him with
The smile that conveyed that all consuming love
He didn't look at her like that
His eyes shifted past her
She strived for his attention
He ignored all her fawning
But...
I Naruto Uzumaki love you with every heartbeat
Did he?
Even though he claimed to
Could she trust him?
She always had before.
With reckless abandon
She had entrusted him with all her heart
Her entire being was his
If he only asked
She would be his...
Hinata was struck by that thought
He HAD asked
But she had refused him
Was she right or wrong?
Does he really want me?
Would he fight for me as I fought for him?
Would he chase me?
Chase me.
I want him to chase me.
Chase me Naruto.
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Naruto gazed at her long hair
Gazed at her slim form
Farther and farther away
The way she ran
Like she hated him
She must hate him
He had hurt her
Hurt the only one he cared for
The only one he loved
He thought he had done the right thing
He thought that by hiding his feelings
He had saved her from scorn
Instead he had worsened her struggle
Her blushing face
Her adorable stuttering
Had given away her feelings to the world
The world knew. The world frowned
She had borne the weight of their hate for him
She had undergone so much
While he, himself constantly hurt her
Acting as if she meant
Almost nothing to him
When the truth was
She was his everything
He had clung to Sakura
Trying to throw the village off
Trying to keep any harm from her
Instead he only brought more and more
They deemed her idiotic to hope for him
Disgusted that she harbored feelings for a demon
He followed her path with his eyes
Should he follow?
Should he explain?
The pain in her eyes
Those beautiful big eyes
Filled and overflowing with tears
He found himself getting to his feet.
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And more suspense
More more more
Although I must apologize for the long awaited update
I took forever I know.
I apologize.
Now I just have to update To the one I adore.
Love you all!
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