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Chapter 10: Don't

Seth and I were lounging around. School ends in two weeks and there isn't much more to do. Basically everything is abuzz with finding schools, and college tuition and God knows what else.

I looked over at Seth, "I want to know more about my parents." I announced, my voice sounded detached and emotionless.

Seth looked over at me curiously and seemed to be examining me. "That's understandable." He agreed, not really giving me a real opinion.

"How do you think I could go about that?"

Seth seemed to think this over. He looked away from me and didn't answer, he had a curious look on his face when he finally faced me. "They lived in La Push right? That's where pretty much all your family lives?"

I nodded.

"Why don't we visit? I want to introduce you to the pack anyway. We can go down there, talk to some people, and maybe find some more about them?"

My face lit up, I ran to him and was about to kiss him then stopped myself. I blushed and hugged him instead, I tucked my head into his chest so he couldn't see the flames invading my cheeks. I felt his chest vibrate, he was laughing at me!

"So when should we plan this adventure?"

"Next weekend?" I nodded in agreement.

"So I've been thinking." I announced suddenly. Seth raised his eyebrows at me. "I don't really want to rush into college. I want a little break. So I was thinking we could just take the summer off, chill a little. Maybe get to know each other better..." I added the last sentence with a coy smile.

"That sounds perfect," Seth consented with a grin. He kissed the side of my cheek, more like my jawline. I shuttered and moved away from him, not letting the smile leave my face though.

"We are going out today." I announced, changing the subject. "Not that I haven't come to love your family or anything, but we need to see some people outside of them." It was true, I grew really close with Nessie and even Jacob. The Cullen's kind of freak me out, so I keep my distance from them. They seem nice and all, somehow I just can't help but feel insanely uncomfortable around them; I have no idea how Bella did it.

"And who are we going out with?"

"Sara... And Adam."

Seth's eyes shot up to his hairline, "Adam?"

"Yep..." I said, Seth reached out to grab me but I narrowly escaped his grasp and grabbed my clothes to go in the bathroom. Seth chased after me but I ran in and locked the door.

"You know if I wanted to I could break down this door?" He threatened.

"Yeah but you won't."

"Oh really..." Seth started banging on the door, I reached down and grabbed my shirt to cover myself.

"SETH! I'm naked! Don't you dare!"

Seth snorted, "Did you really just try to discourage me by telling me you're naked? That will only fuel my fire there Sade's."

I blushed, surprisingly my voice was stern. "Seth Clearwater! Nessie will kill you!"

Seth was quiet for a minute before he spoke, "Maybe I should get my own place then... We would have a lot more privacy." A lump formed in my throat. I didn't know what to say so I just pulled my hair into a ponytail and walked out, luckily Seth didn't say anything else about it.

"So why didn't you tell me Adam and Sara were a thing?"

I shrugged, "I dunno."

Seth rolled his eyes, "Yes you do."

"Okay maybe I do. I just... I didn't know how you would react. Him being a vampire and all."

"Sadie. I don't control other people. What Sara does is her business. If she wants to get involved with a vampire that's her decision. Not mine, not Jake's, not anyone's."

I looked away, "I just knew the whole Bella thing..."

"Bella was a different story. That was in Forks where we have rules, here we have no control. We protect people, yes. But they have the decision, we can't do anything."

I nodded slightly, my brain was on overdrive lately about Sara and Adam. I wonder if she'll be a vampire one day. That thought disturbs me, because well, vampires freak me out! And my best friend being a vampire

I shuttered.

Seth grabbed my chin, which brought me away from my thoughts. "So where are we going?"

"Wouldn't you like to know." I smirked.

"I'll find out one way or another." He shrugged, as if my words were no big deal. He suddenly grinned at me and I held up my hands in surrender.

"Woah there hot stuff! Don't even think about it."

Seth didn't stop his attack. He moved slow, watching my every move. I squealed and ran back and down the stairs. Seth was on my heels and grabbed me around the waist then threw me on the couch. I gasped.

He started tickling me, "Where we going Sade?"

"I... I... Can't tell... You." I gasped between laughs.

"Oh...?" He asked, and kept up his assault. He grinned when tears started coming from my eyes I was laughing so hard.

"Okay okay! We're going to portebella's then we're going laser tagging!"

Seth grinned and moved away from me. "Now was that so hard?"

I formed my lips into a pout while looking at him. He smiled softer and leaned toward me. My heart raced. I was ready this time, I was going to let him kiss me.

He leaned down further, our noses were almost touching when he got this serious look on his face. He searched my eyes, and I let him know with them that I was ready.

I bit my lip as he tucked a lose hair behind my ear, my body was tingling with his every touch. My stomach was growing with anticipation, and everything in my body was on fire.

His lips inched toward mine ever so slowly, I leaned to him in response and opened my mouth.

"Hey guys!" We heard Nessie's voice.

Seth and I jumped apart like a lightning bolt sparked between us. My eyes widened and he looked flustered.

Nessie and Jacob came in and they seemed to notice they interrupted something, because they just as fast left to the kitchen. "See, this is why I need my own place." Seth growled.

I smirked at him. He looked completely uncomfortable. "Are you alright?"

"Um yeah," Seth blushed, I was shocked, Seth never blushes! He's the one that makes me all flustered. "I uhh, I just need to take a cold shower."

"Huh?" I asked confused.

Seth looked away from me. Suddenly realization came over me and I burst into a fit of giggles, legit giggles.

"S'not funny." Seth pouted.

"Yes it is. Go take care of... All that Seth." I smirked, and motioned him off.

"You have no idea what you do to me." Seth stated seriously.

"Oh I'm starting to get an idea." I smiled soft.

Seth shook his head at me and scampered up the stairs. I couldn't help but smile, poor guy.

Xxxxxx

"M'lady," Seth said as he opened the door to the jeep, I smiled at him and hopped in. When he got in the driver's seat I contemplated bringing up our almost awkward not kiss, that somehow had me more turned on than any real kiss I ever had in my life. Then just as quickly decided against it.

Seth grabbed my hand off the console and interlocked our fingers. I looked at him and he smiled, but didn't say anything.

I don't really know what point we're at. Our we dating? Is he my boyfriend? I scrunched my nose. Boyfriend didn't seem to fit for the level we are on. He's my everything. Yet we haven't even kissed.

Hell I haven't even met his mom or sister or anything. In the time I've stayed with Seth I've learned a lot about him. His favorite color is blue. He likes basketball more than anything, and likes Ohio State. He gets super into basketball.

He doesn't really care much for cars like most guys he likes surf boards, and surfing. He dreams of going to Hawaii and surfing the hookipa.

He wants babies like me. A family. Not a small family either. A big one, that is loud and sticky and noisy and completely chaotic.

"Sadie?"

I jerked my head up to look at him, "I'm sorry?"

Seth narrowed his eyebrows, "I said your name like 5 times. Are you okay?"

I nodded, Seth stared at me, I held his gaze. He sighed and came to help me out from the truck. When we walked in the restaurant I felt completely under dressed.

"Sir, you aren't permitted in here without an over coat." A girl with a nasty voice said, she was dressed as if she was ready to attend a funeral. Not eat.

"We have reservations. Paid for upfront." I said sternly. Seth tucked his arm around my waist and tugged me back to him, I guess to attempt to calm me.

"Is there a problem here?" Sara asked, she and Adam walked up. Adam didn't have a coat on either.

"Well in all my days." The lady scoffed, she looked us all up and down. "Quite frankly none of you should be allowed in here." I growled under my breath, I was really getting fed up with this woman. "Get out before I tell security."

"I'll make sure to tell me father about this." Sara said under her breath.

"Excuse me?" The woman asked.

Sara blushed and looked away but I wasn't done.

"Listen lady," I said, breaking free of Seth's grasp. "Sara's father owns this damn restaurant. In fact he owns a lot, you may have heard of him? Jeffrey Clay?" Realization came over the woman's face, "And yeah he may be an asshole but you want to know the one thing he cares more about than anything? His baby girl's happiness. So I suggest you get us a god damn table and treat us like fucking princesses the rest of the night." I smiled sweetly at her, "Unless you'd rather I tell Mr. Clay personally."

The woman seemed shocked, hell even I was shocked. I don't know what came over me, I just sort of snapped. Seth pulled me back again and ran his fingers down my arm to calm me. I looked up at him, and he gave me a look that I couldn't quite place. He looked distant, and frightened. I refused to meet his stare any longer and looked away.

"Go Sadie." Adam said, I smirked and looked over at him. He had a huge grin on his face, ah the start of a beautiful friendship.

The night went by swiftly and almost too fast. We had a lot of fun, laser tagging was probably the most fun I've had in a long time. It was normal, and comfortable.

"Boom!" The lightening sounded from outside, I jumped in the bed and looked outside. When the storm caught me in the woods a few months ago with the creepy man, storms bring me nightmares. I sat straight up and basically ran down the stairs to find Seth on the couch.

"Seth!" I whispered frantically. His eyes shot open and he sat up

"Storm?" He guessed, I nodded pathetically.

He smiled and grabbed the pillow off the couch then led me back upstairs to his room and laid down, then pulled me with him and laid my head on his chest. "Hey Seth?" I whispered.

"Hmmm?"

I paused, "Tonight at the restaurant. Why did you look at me like that?"

Seth stayed still a moment before answering. "I've seen anger like that before Sadie, but not from anyone outside the pack. You were vibrating. If I didn't know better I would think you were going to phase."

I chuckled and lifted myself so I was looking at him with my elbow on his chest, "You know Seth, we humans are allowed to get angry too."

He rolled his eyes. "Go to sleep."

"Yes, Sir!" I mock saluted and laid back down on his chest.

"Smartass," he chuckled.

"Always."

We laid there for a long time and he faintly heard him whisper the three words girls wait for all their life, "I love you." He said, then kissed my forehead, I kept my eyes shut and pretended to be asleep.

When I was sure he was asleep I leaned over and gently pressed my lips to his, barely. A peck, that sent tingles throughout my body. "I love you too, baby."

I settled back against his chest for a final time, and fell asleep to the sweet thunder the lulled me into a blissful slumber.

Next chapter has a lot more drama! Going to La Push is going to unravel a lot of mysterious secrets... Prepare yourselves.

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