Things changed and some stayed the same, like his behaviour towards me. He concealed his grades in front of my mother which went down. Before he had a B in maths, now he avoids schoolwork and his last grade was an F. Every weekend he stayed at Lauren's house and came home Sunday night at 2 am, totally drunk, he could do what he wanted and mom was still nice to him. Unfortunately, Alice changed. Jasper accepted Alice and they hold hands in school. So she now sits at their table. Which made me sitting alone. She told me to tell me new gossips about them becasue she still did not like Lauren but I felt weird when I was thinking about it. At this time it was exam season. I tried to learn harder than ever even on the weekends. I mean, what else could I possibly do? Alice hang out with Edward and Lauren. She really changed. When we were alone, Edward behaved normal to me. He answered all my questions but avoided any more talking. This weekend he stayed at home because he was "sick".

"Should I make you a nice tea with some biscuits?" He nodded, covered into my blanket. I used to cuddle into this blanket almost everytime I watched a movie. So, I was a bit angry about this. If he would spilled his tea over it, I swear, I would kill him. As she went into the kitchen I said: "If you would stop drinking too much alcohol, you wouldn't feel sick." "Shut up!", he whispered. I just laughed about it. A few hours later Lauren came to visit him. They were both sitting on our couch, wtaching some movies. I remember when she called me a "nerd" just because I sat at the table learning for school.

Suddenly my stomach made weird noises and I remembered that I had not eaten a thing.. I was way too lazy to cook something, so I found Hägen Dazs ice-cream. "What are you eating?", Lauren asked digusted. "Ice-cream." "Do you know how much calories this containts?", she asked. "No and I don't care!" She still looked disgusted as I ate more of it. "She eats these things all the time.", Edward replied. All the time? Excuse you! "What? No, I'm not eating this all the time!?", I yelled.

"You don't need to justify yourself. Keep on eating, fat ass!" And with these words they vanished into his room. Fat ass? Just because I'm eating ice cream for once, doesn not mean that I'm fat.

Yes, I ate the intire thing. And yes I really felt bad after it. I just layed in bed and hoped for...nothing. I felt so sick that I ran into the bathroom and puked my heart out. I hope that it was not an allergic reaction. Unfortunately I left the door open and still unfortunately Edward and Lauren saw this. I flushed the toilet and sat on the seat, my hand in front of my mouth. They both looked disgusted. "Oh my god.", Lauren said and left. "You ok?", Edward asked. "Well, I don't know. I shouldn't have eaten the entire bag." The rest of the evenig I spent in my bed, listening to loud music.

"You feel better? Lauren said that you vomited last night.", mum asked. I opened my eyes slowely. How long was she talking to me ? "Mum.", I just said because my eyes needed to focus. The light in my room showed me that it was already morning. "Yeah, I guess." She stroked my head. As I got ready and went downstairs they both looked at me...expectant. "Morning.", I just said. Mum made pancakes but I couldn't eat them, so I grapped an apple. She looked worried. "But I thought you love pancakes." "Yes, but my stomach is still weird, so I'll eat slowly and vitamins.", I explained. Edward looked like he found a new solution. "What?", I asked him. He did not respond to my question.

In school happened some strange things. People starred at me and did not look away. In all my classes happened the same. I saw one girl starring at me and then she whispered something into the other girls ear, then both locked at me. Then on the toilet I overheared a converstaion. "So, do you already know the news?", Lauren asked someone, probably Jessica. "Which news?" It was Jessica. "Fat ass Bella has bulimia."

WHAT?!

"No way!", Jessica laughed. "Yes, listen: Yesterday me and Edward caught her eating a huge bag of ice-cream and then we found her later vomiting on the toilet." ...no

"Oh my god. What a freak?! Really bulimia?", Jessica asked. "Yes! It's horrific." Youre horrific!

I was tired of staying in this cabin, so I got out. I did not care that they were looking at me. I just washed my hands and unwraped a new gum. Then I left.

In Biology class happened the same. "Bella could I speak to you after the lesson?", Mr Brooks asked. "Um...yes." What did I do wrong? The whole time I couldn't concentrate myslef on my work. Even though we made an experience in groups. Me and Alice were the only ones that were left over so we builded up a team of two people. "You ok?", she asked worried. I nodded confused. "If there is something you want to talk about, you can always come to me, you know?" Damn it! "Alice, these rumours aren't true!", I whispered. Now she was confused. "But everyone keeps talking about you vomiting. You even vomited when Lauren and Jessica were on the toilet and you came out of the cabin. What? "NO!", I shouted...maybe a little bit too loud. "I just heared their conversation about me and I was tired of it. Alice, I promise you, I would never starve to get thin. I'm happy with my weight right now." "Ok, but If it will get worse and I'll find out that you were lying...get prepared."

"Wow, rumours are like a bonfire."

"Miss Swan, I wanted to talk about something, something dangerous in your age, especially.", he started as we were alone. "Ok. Go ahead."

"There are some rumors about you having bulimia...do you want to say anything about this?" His eyes were really serious. "I have heared of it, too. The thing is that I felt sick yesterday evening after I ate too much ice-cream. Edward and Lauren found me vomiting and because she wants to ruin my life, she is making up these rumours about me." He looked at me like he wouldn't believe me. "I'm not unhappy with my weight, I promise!" "Ok, I just heared it today...if these things will get more serious...we will have a talk again, do you understand me, Miss Swan?" Ah, yes I was still listening...idiot. "Yes, can I go home now?" He nodded.

Hope you liked it! I promise next chapter will be better :3

xxLisa