CHAPTER 10: Watcha Waiting For?
As Emma was in the bathroom doing the test and waiting, Jay sat on the couch just thinking about everything. Emma was inside the bathroom sitting against the wall and waiting for the answer from the stick. She sucked in a breath and Jay ran a hand through his hair. They closed their eyes remembering when they met
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She went to go get water and someone blocked her path "You know, it's easier if you moved" she admits putting hands on hips.
Jay smirked down "Yeah but wouldn't it be better if... I don't know, you made a guy come to your humble service and get it for you?" he offers her his beer. She rolled her eyes just standing there, she knew guys like him. Jay snickers a bit "What? Are you underage? Cause I can keep a secret" he smugly smiled.
"Well then here's a secret" Emma put a fake smile on "Guys with cocky grins usually get hit in the face by little old me" she confirms and put her hand on his chest backing him away so she could lean over and take a water bottle, he checked her ass out and she turned back around with her water "Guys with wondering eyes too get bitch slapped" she opens her water.
Jay laughed, he had to. It was funny coming from her, no girl has even dared to even threat him about it "You obviously don't know me" he said and she snickers going around him going to walk around him but he blocked her again "I'm Jay Hogart"
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Jay smiled a little remembering how they thought the other were completely two different people. Emma thought the only thing he was after was a fuck for the night and he thought she was some slut that would do anything. Boy did that change...they changed.
Emma leaned her head back, 2 more minutes. Jay slowly got up from the couch and leaned on the bathroom door. If she was pregnent...he was going to help, no matter what.
Even if she didn't want it. But Emma knew inside that that was exactly what she wanted. Jay was the one for her. No matter how much they fought or something screwed up. They were just going to have to start over again.
Emma and Jay brought more memories to them.
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she narrowed her eyes "Why are you so desperate?" she asks noticing it. Jay's got to admit though, he didn't think he's ever done this?
"Cause..." drifts Jay as Emma pointed the way she had to go. He smirks glancing at her "By the end of the week your going to be with me. Your going to ignore your big bro's warnings of me and sneak out just to see me. You know why?" he asks.
Emma snickers not believing this guy was actually serious "No" she faked dumb "Why?" she pointed at her house and he drived up her drive way, somewhat nice house. Good for having her, her brother and his gang that were ALWAYS over to sleep in.
"Because then, you won't be able to resist me" Jay smirks
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Emma laughs a little and covers her mouth from going anymore "You brought me to what? Swing? You wanna sit on it or do you wanna push?" she taunts while sitting on one.
He rolled his eyes smiling "Theres more places smart ass" he said and she just grins slowly pushing her feet and swaying back and forth until feeling his hands around her swing chains and stopping her "You know, your not so mind closed are you?" he taunts. Emma shakes her head no.
"Not really" she teased back and he shook his head smiling. She looked over and up at him "Like you aren't?" she asks with a roll off her eyes being slowly pushed with the swing now slowly. Jay laughs a little and it hummed a bit in her ears. He's not really the guy she honestly thought he was
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"Em?" his voice snapped her out of the memories and she sniffs whipping her tears. "What's it say?" he said through the door. Emma looks down at the test that was flipped.
She needed so much courage to just flip it over.
Wow, it took more strength to see this then to when and how they ended up doing this.
Maybe sex should be illegal? Emma shakes her head on the silly thoughts. She was just in a bit of denial. She remembered just when she pretty much felt Jay mostly in her, FLASHBACK:
When Jay exploded into Emma the girl who was sweating head to toe hung her head over his shoulder breathing hard and he kept her up in his arms panting as well as kissing around Emma's shoulders. "I gotta slide out" he breaths hard and Emma let out a tired laugh to groan and nods looking at him, he clenched his teeth holding her ass up and slidding out of her pussy as Emma gripped her arms around his neck until he was out and sniffed a little
Emma came back to reality. He was the best she's ever had and she was the best to him too. Jay then spoke to her again "Em...I'll take care of it. No matter what... okay?" he said and Emma whipped more tears away. Jay leaned his head on the door and closed his eyes to flutter them over "Emma...I think I'm in love you."
silence.
"I am...I'm in love with you okay? I wanna be with you" he said. Emma sucked in her breath and stared at the door as if she could see him. He went on. "I wanna protect you. Beat the living shit out of the guys who hurt you" he chuckles a little at the memory of Skinny "...I want to tell you your beautiful, I want to stop the stupid shoot outs. I want to be with you..." he whispers. "And if there is a baby? We'll work on it, we'll do it together alright?"
Emma repeated those words in her head and flipped the test over to look at it.. .. . . .
The door opened and Emma came out with it. Jay's blue eyes stared down at her. She gulped hard "It's..." she looked down "Negative. I'm not pregnent" she shook her head and looked back at him. He was still staring at her. What was going on in his head? Emma was dying to know. Why did she feel like bursting into tears? They were so unpredicatable
Jay grinned sadly "Well, that works too" he said. Emma sniffs looking away from him and avoiding his eyes until he lifts her chin "Hey look at me" he said. "I wanna be with you, I told you that. I love you Emma" he reveals.
"Please don't say that" Emma shed tears and he softens. He kissed her tears away and put his hand on the back of her neck pulling her in for a tender kiss as tears still fell from her eyes. Why was this so hard? Her heart sped up when he pressed his lips to hers, slowly kissing her and she was getting dizzy. She couldn't do this right not. -it-it was to much. Emma pulled away with a little cry "I have to go" Jay gave a confused look and went to follow her "Just...I'll. I need space right now. Please?" she begs and Jay couldn't stand to sit there and watch her cry, but she did him that favor and left.
Jay rolled his head back and closed his eyes shaking his head. He slid down the wall sitting on the ground with knees up and thought everything over. A week passed and Emma still didn't come back. And it wasn't like Jay could just show up at her privite school...not like he didn't try. .. .They were heart broken though if that said something?
i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember what it feels like beside you
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you deserve so much better than me
The bitter night is getting colder
wish i never said it was over
and i cant pretend
i wont think about you when im older
cause we never really had our closure
this can't be the end!