This chapter would have been more ditzy, but I still have a ton of homework to get done!!! XD

So, this week has been good but hectic. First, thank you all!!! This story recently hit 100 reviews!!! *hugs you all* Plus, my life has sucked less than usual, so it's been great! (only RemusandTonks will get this, but I went on a date with the bunny!!!!!)

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A few moments of happiness

Lily was writing…

March 12th, 1989

I'm loving this. Remus is just … so happy.

Like, happier than he was at school.

I think, I mean, maybe he was just so tired of being depressed, that a few moments of happiness sort of just completely revived him.

… I can't give him the letter…

March 13th, 1989

I finally finished the potion, so little Amber (I know the baby's a girl, has to be… and I think Amber would fit her SO well) and so, I had to tell Remus…

Fingers crossed, I called him into the kitchen. "Um, Rem, I finished the potion…."

"For the baby?" he asked, grinning.

"Yes… would you like to take it now?" he nodded. "Would you like me to mix it in with some Butter Beer?" He shook his head, and grabbed the vial of bubbling green potion from my hand.

And drank it in one swig. "This is disgusting!" he smiled. "But that's all right, because Sirius still loves me…" he sort of just drifted back into his room.

He looked around his room, as if seeing it for the first time. "Lily, we should get some paint for in here, it's covered in blood. But down rush, I'm fine with it for now, besides, Sirius still loves me…"

That's all he's been able to say lately… Sirius still loves me…

…I'm burning that letter as soon as possible…

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March 13th

James had scrawled something down in the journal…

YAY!!! Ganging up on Sirius worked!!! High fives Peter!!! (actually, Pete is off on business, I'm amazed he wasn't fired…)

It's been nice at home, because Remus is as happy as he was when Pads first told him he loved him. Nicer actually…

But I haven't been home much lately, with all the death eaters wreaking havoc. I've barely had time to eat some days, and apparently He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is going after…

…

…

…

March 15th

God, can Remus end a sentence with anything other than "Sirius still loves me…"

Like today, I asked Remus how he was doing, after he just puked (at least he was trying to eat again…) and he replied with "Well, I s'pose. Anyways, Sirius still loves me…" and he got all smiley, and just sorta bounced away, humming 'Melody Lee'.

Then he turned on his old record player with the Buzzcocks. And he would talk to me as I tried to work, ending each sentence with "Sirius still loves me…"

I'm glad he's happy and all, but honestly, I'm not sure if I prefer moppy or happy Remus…

In fact, I actually had to drag REMUS away from WHISKEY!!!! (what sort of parallel universe have I fallen into?)

Weird, no?

Meh, at least he's happy….

March 17th

I am officially pissed at Lils. Apparently Sirius left a letter for Remus, and she won't give it to 'im.

I get it, she really wants a baby, and she can't, but I'm just tired of her interfering with this. She can't protect Remus from everything!!

…but she has a point… maybe we'll let Remus be happy for a little longer…

Just, I dunno, a few more weeks… Just until…

Maybe I can convince Sirius otherwise…

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Harry blinked, what exactly did this letter say? What did his da-James have to convince Sirius about?

And another thing, his eyes didn't fit! Lily said that the baby would have either Remus's or Sirius's eyes, and he had green eyes, like his mum's. Maybe Lily had just messed up the potion. Or maybe Sirius or Remus wore colored contacts?

…Or… Maybe (Harry hoped) Maybe, this was just an elaborate prank?

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