Double update cause I left you hanging for so long :(
Sebastian Verlac AKA Seb AKA a douche bag AKA my ex that used to abuse me. He's not in jail because I didn't tell the cops.
"Sebastian I am breaking up with you and walking out that door. You aren't going to do anything about either because if you do believe me when I say I will report you."
The sad fact of the matter is that I should have reported him all those months ago, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. He was the love of my life for a year and a half, and the I wouldn't take back the first year for anything.
"Clary!" I now notice that his black Mustang GT is on the road in front of my house, I run to the car afraid that I will get in trouble with him for making him wait.
"I knew you would change your mind." He says after we have been on the road for a few minutes. We are heading back to his house, and he is trying to make conversation I guess.
"You always know best Seb, I should have listened to you, I am sorry."
"Clary you are going to come back to me and I will be waiting. I will always love you." Sebastard calls after me.
"It's okay babe. I forgive you, how could I not, just look at you." That's another thing, Seb made everything that he used to insult me sound almost like a compliment. Just look at you was his way of saying I am pathetic not beautiful and that was a good try means it's not good enough.
"So I still have some of my old clothes at your place right?" I ask although it isn't really a question more of a statement.
"Yes of course." Of course he did, the creep.
"Okay I think I am going to go back to my old look. If that's okay with you?"
"You know it is you look so good in leather."
We get to Seb's and I change into a mini skirt, a red crop top, a leather jacket, and some thigh high boots. When I was done with that Sebastian handed me some black nail polish and hair dye. I painted my nails black obviously and I put black streaks in my hair. When I was done I walked back into Seb's room and sat on his lap.
"So babe I need you to quit that stupid band that you're in."
"Of course Seb you know what's best." I simply reply
"That's my girl." he smiles and kisses me "Why don't you go do that right now sweets." he says after pulling away "Also delete that new kids number okay."
"Sure thing Seb." I walk outside in his backyard and dial Simons number.
Ring Ring Ri-
"Clary thank goodness!"
"Simon." I answer shortly
"Clare what's wrong?" ew he actually sounds concerned
"Don't call me Clare. My name is Clary or to you Clarissa."
"Clary what is going on?"
"I am done with the stupid dream we had of making it big, who were we trying to fool, yeah we were good but if we hadn't gotten a record deal we never were going to. I done, bye Simon don't try and call me. Oh, also tell Jace whatever we had it's over I have a boyfriend."
Simon POV
My phone starts ringing.
Caller I.D. Clare
"Guys Clary's calling me I am going to put her on speaker but no one else can say anything got it?" I tell everyone
"Clary thank goodness!" I say
"Simon." she sounds mad
"Clare what's wrong?"
"Don't call me Clare. My name is Clary or to you Clarissa." What the hell?
"Clary what is going on?"
"I am done with the stupid dream we had of making it big, who were we trying to fool, yeah we were good but if we hadn't gotten a record deal we never were going to. I done, bye Simon don't try and call me. Oh, also tell Jace whatever we had it's over I have a boyfriend." she hangs up and everyone is just sitting there looking shocked. Then Jon catches on to what's happening.
"THAT F *#ING BASTARD! I AM GOING TO F *#ING KILL HIM!" The Lightwoods are just sitting there confused, while everyone else slowly realises what's happening and start going on their own rampages.
"THAT ASSHOLE!"
"HOW DID EVEN COME IN CONTACT WITH HER?"
"THE BASTARD!"
"WHAT THE HELL?" and many more profanities until
"WILL YOU SHUT UP AND TELL US WHAT OS GOING ON!" we all look over and see Izzy looking red in the tace and taking a deep breath.
"Clary's old boyfriend." I say
"The one that cheated on her? Jace askes confused
"And abused her." Magnus supplies
"Not just physically but verbally too." Maia says looking sad
"Then why would she go back to him?" Alec askes
"Well it's a hard time of year for her for some reason it has been for the past two years." Jon says "He was her first love and a great guy when he was treating her right."
"Does anyone know why it's a hard time of year for her?" Izzy askes we all just shake our heads and say no except for Jordan.
"Kyle if you know something and don't tell us so help me lord." I say
"Well it might be because she lost the baby." he whispers barely able to be heard
"She what?" Jon Mags and I ask at the same time.
"She got pregnant and lost the baby."
"Why didn't she tell us? And why did she tell you no offense." Maia askes
"She was embarrassed first about getting pregnant then about losing the baby, she told me because I came over to get her advice on how to ask Maia out and I found her with the pregnancy test crying." he explains
Flashback
"Clary what's going on?"
"Jordan? I made a mistake." she sobs as I walk over and hug her
"What's happening Clare?"
"Seb pressured me into having sex when he didn't have a condom."
"Clare why would you do that."
"I… I just didn't want to upset him." she sobs again.
"Oh Clary it's going to be okay." I hug her tighter.
3 months later
Imessage From Red:
Can you come over it's important.
Imessage to Red:
Yeah be there in 10
I knock on the door. Clary reaches out and pulls me inside. That's when I see her eyes.
"Clare what's wrong?"
"I lost him Kyle." she sobs "I lost him." and she breaks down in my arms.
A little emotional guys sorry!
