Read away, kudos to SM for her Twilight saga and me for just destroying there world....

Bella POV

Thankfully Edward left without asking questions about me and how Dr. Cullen truly knew me… I swear to the gods, my life just seems to get ever so complicated in this god forsaken town… I should just move to Roswell, New Mexico and nobody would ever ask questions.

What's the worst thing I could meet there? Aliens or something like that nonsense, I don't think Elizabeth would mind me moving in with her at the Crashdown. I could be a waitress and act like I really cared. Oh shit! That's right she's been missing for awhile. Whatever, I guess I deal in Forks and its supernatural forces… Hopefully nobody else bothers me while I'm here.

With that I decided to shut my eyes just to have some peace, but sadly it was interrupted by the door closing. Looking up I saw him with red roses. He stood near the door with a slight grin on his face. He still wore his suit from earlier.

In a harsh bitchy tone with the eye evil glaring towards him I spat,

"Oh whatever is the pleasure Azazel, have you come to annoy me to death or something of that matter?"

He looked towards me with his usual grinning face and his eyes met mine, those hazel green eyes just pulled anybody under his spell. Sadly that effect didn't truly work so much on me anymore; after nearly burning me at the stake.

I could tell he was in someway nervous perhaps or just flat out planning something and again he looked towards me and spoke in his seductive tone…

"Isabella… I've only come to see you well my love."

"Oh please Azazel, don't use that love crap with me anymore… That right was taken from you when I nearly burned at the stake and frankly I don't like it"

"Why must you always be so bitter with me Isabella? You know you still love me deep down beneath the surface of hatred you have for me."

I looked to him with the most intense look of hate upon him and my tone had become hasher.

"You truly have no control over who I shall love, because I tell you this now. We were never meant to love one another; you used me for your own personal gain!"

"You always did have your way with words, but in your eyes I'm the villain of this story aren't I?"

"Oh you have no clue Azazel; you surly are more than just a villain in my eyes… I never did truly love you like I do towards this other."

"I can't help but laugh at this self-pity that you show what this person could ever be to you… This so called love you say you only want enjoyment out of or to use them and then destroy what they have to offer. We both know you shall never love another man besides me."

"I'm just so baffled by what you think of this person. You're jealous of what we could have and really Azazel I've seen my future with this man and frankly I can not wait for it… I shall be with him and have an actual future to look forward to… So if you don't mind, I think you should leave me to be!"

As I had said my last words to Azazel I noticed he grew closer to my bed now which only added more anger to my already not so good mood.

"As I always say you can't resist me, you will destroy this so called relationship that clearly hasn't happened yet and fairly I'll be here waiting for you as always."

I actually had the urge to laugh at him and I answered back,

"Looks like you'll be waiting forever than, because there's no way in hell I'd ever be with you again and as I said before just leave me the hell alone!"

Azazel put down the vase of red roses, and grew closer to the door and I just got anger from the inside as he looked back at me he said,

"No matter what I'll find a way to destroy it and have you in my arms once more Isabella" in a serious tone that sent chills upon my back and just made me hate him even more. The nerve he had to destroy my own happiness that I would have with Edward. Nothing would come between me and my true love and a chance of having a real future… I won't allow Azazel to have power over me again and I had to send him a message.

As he was reaching for the door knob, I don't know what force had come over me, but I felt the hatred and anger bubbling towards the surface. I lost control of my powers and I raised my right hand as he glanced back at me feeling the energy surround my entire body. I felt the power focusing upon him and like that he was hurling through my door towards the Nurses station.

Upon that I didn't feel like myself anymore, like there was another presence that had taken control of me. Edward appeared at my door, and I could see me through his eyes. I could see the pure essence of magic surrounding me, my eyes were glowing a purple color and the force of energy surrounding my body. I had looked through his eyes and saw a monster in them. I wasn't myself and it felt truly evil what I had done. Using that amount of magic on anyone would clearly kill them, but even exposing me to the whole damn place was pure ignorance on my part.

I couldn't look at myself… I had to get out of here. I ran towards the window jumping through the glass I could feel the surge of wind through my hair and I landed gently upon the ground shutting my eyes. I then looked up at the third story window and seen the look on Edward's face; purely shock and confusion. I didn't want him to find out like this. Before he even had a chance to get to me, I shut my eyes with a motion of my hand the thunder and lighting had taken me far away from the hospital.

Edward POV

Standing there in Bella's now missing door, I was in shock and had no explanations as to what the hell just happened here. I needed answers and needed them now, but Bella looked as if she was disgusted with what just happened. She glared into my eyes like she was seeing what I had seen here.

I could tell she needed to get out of this confounded room, the only way out was a window and a fall of three stories down but there was no possible way?

In not even a blink of an eye Bella ran toward the window and crashed into the glass. I ran toward the window to grasp onto her before she fell, but she had already landed on both feet on the ground. Not a broken bone or cuts; she wasn't touched at all. Things could not get any weirder than they were already.

The wind had picked up dramatically and the sky was beginning to darken. I looked up towards the sky and seen lightening off in the distance along with thunder. I did not understand this, because it had been a good day with some cloudiness. I looked back down at Bella; she raised her hand maneuvering it. A glow that engulfed her hand then surrounding her whole body and thus she disappeared.

I stood near the window in utter shock and very, very, very confused… First I knew Bella Swan had a major secret she's never share with anybody… Second is that there was apart of her that was more dominant than the other side. Third is that Bella Swan wasn't dangerous towards me, it was like she was protecting herself against who ever he was.

I wasn't scared of what she was, but I hand to find her and gain the total truth with her and in the process I would have to be honest with her. I needed to find Bella.

I jumped out the window and landed soundly on the ground below I smelt her lingering scent. I could smell the strawberries and freesia heading north towards the forest. I didn't have time to notify my family.

I ran at top speeds through the forest following her scent. It was near Twilight when I came upon her. There she stood ever quietly in the darken forest. She was so intoxicating it was truly unbearable to concentrate on matters at hand. She stood in silence only hearing her breathing… I had to speak something, anything for that matter. I want her to trust me…. I spoke in whisper.

"Bella… I want to trust you and I can't if you're not honest with me… What's really going on?....You can trust me. I want hurt you."

With a slight sigh from her she turned towards me, I could see the pain in her eyes…

"Edward…. There are things about me that even scare me half to death when I think about them…. I have spent everyday trying to be a good person."

I could tell she was crying and her pain was just so unbearable to herself. I need to protect and keep her safe. I've done horrible things throughout my life and have hurt so many people I've loved.

I couldn't take seeing her cry anymore; I stepped closer to her placing my arms around her thus cradling her for protection… Again I spoke to her "Bella it doesn't matter to me what you've done in life… Because I want to be with you and I have such strong feelings for whom you are… Not your actions." She brought her head up to my gaze and I could see into her chocolate brown eyes, like a widow to her soul.

"Edward, how could you want to be with someone who's done unthinkable things? …I do feel the same for you. I want to be with you too."