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After my father died I went to the U.S, went on a cruise with Oasis of the seas and then Alure of the seas, spent over 500 000$, got dreads, went back home to Sweden, then my grandad passed away and had to work my ass off in school, changed high school, became a criminal, went to prisson and became pregnant.

No.. okay I'm joking. I was neither criminal or went to prison, but I did get pregnant..
(..and somewhere in between I actually forgot the password to my account)

Chapter 9
Kiss me

B.P.O.V

Edward stayed after his confession about his past, but the thought that he had been so deep-versed in something so bad, made me sleepless, and as I lay in the darkness and stroked his hair I was wondering if he'll ever start again. The saying "Once a junkie, always a junkie" sat and nibbled at the back of my head, but as the clock approached five in the morning I decided not tothink about it, and crept closer to Edwards hot, naked body and within seconds I was sound asleep in his safe arms.

The next day I woke up to the smell of pancakes, which was Lucky or else i would've slept all day.
I got dressed in a pair of baggy/boyfriend jeans, an over sized shirt, and a knitted hat because seriously my hair looked like shit.
As I came out of my room I saw Emmett sitting in the sofa, watching The Simpsons and Edward standing by the stove making pancakes. I walked up behind Edward and gave him a kiss on the neck.

"Well hello there sleepy head, I made you pancakes" he said as he flipped another pancake.

"I could smell them in my dreams" I said and went to Emmett to watch TV. At the same time Rosalie came bursting through her bedroom door looking as if she wanted to kill something.
I turned to Emmett and gave him a questioning look

"Something about her period" he said with his eyes glued to the TV. I made my way through the living room and entered the wc where she sat on the tub looking as if she also had been up all night. Her hair was lank and fat and she had dark circles under her eyes, I could tell that she had been up far more than one night.

"Rosalie you look like shit" I said not really taking in her sad expression. She didn't say anything, just stared at me with her dark teary eyes, it was quiet for a minute until she picked up a stick from the pocket of her robe. She handed it to me and I didn't need an explanation to understand that it was a pregnancy test. She had only been together with Emmett for about one month..

"My period was supposed to start the day before yesterday, and I had this wierd feeling in stomach, carving food all the time..." her voice was shaking and her hands trembling as I gave back the test to her. Rosalie has always dreamt of having kids and it wouldn't surprise me if she ended up with a dozen of them but I also knew that she wanted to wait until a better time, but knowing Rosalie she would never find her "time" since she was always so busy, not even having time too meet her dad when he was laying on his deathbed praying for her to come home.

"Wow Rosalie.." was all I could manage to get out. I turned around to close and lock the door so the guys wouldn't come running in on Rosalie holding a pregnancy test.

"Yeah, it's all happening so fast, too fast.. I don't know"

"Know what? you have to see an ob /gyn to check! This is wonderful" I answered and grabbed the test from her to look at it again.

"Wonderful? What if the test is wrong and if Emmett doesn't believe me or if he doesn't want to have kids or.. "

"Excuse me, have you met Emmett Cullen, he would be happy for you trust me.. you have to go check it, and when you've done that I think you should tell Emmett. Don't worry" I said cutting her off.

"Bella I have a job to think of okay? If I quit or take a pause I will let you down and you will have to do everything by yourself!" She was crying now, or more like sobbing and hugging the test so hard with her hands I thought it was going to break.

"You silly girl" I sat down beside her, stroking her hair back "I can find someone else, Jacob for example, I know he would like to take over while you take a pause.. however I think he wants you to name your child to Jacob as a payoff.." She laughed through her tears and turned to me "but we shouldn't get ahead of ourselves, if you book a meeting with an ob/gyn I would gladly go with you and then we can talk about the rest" I gave her a reassuring smile as I stood up again.

"Thank you" she said as she wiped her tears away.
I went out to the kitchen again where I now found the two boys deeply concentrating on their pancakes. I helped myself to some and sat down beside Edward putting my hand on his thigh under the table and my presence was known.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah she was just having a bad day" I said digging in on my food, suddenly feeling very very hungry. Edward gave me a knowing look and went back to his plate as well.

The rest of the morning went very slow, Edward and I lay on the couch and read all day while Rosalie and Emmett were out running some errands. By 5 pm Jacob came by with boxes of food.

"Hi gorgeous!" He beamed as Edward opened the door for him and started preparing food for all of us.

"What an suprise" I said as I jumped on a bar stool, Jacob just gave me a smirk and it didn't take long until Rosalie and Emmett came back with Edwards dad and a petite woman that I assumed was his mother.

"Isabella Swan! what a pleasure!" She said as she very enthusiastically hugged me.

"Mrs Cullen, It's so nice to finally meet you!" I said, though not as enthusiastically since it was really hard to beat her .

"Oh dear, call me Esme. Mrs. Cullen is Carlisle mother!"

"mom.." I heard Edward say behind me. I turned to his dad who was already chatting with Rosalie and Edward. Not wanting to interrupt I started to help Jacob in the kitchen, but as soon as i turned my back against them I hears Edward introducing me to his father.

"Dad, this is my girlfriend Bella. Bella this is my dad Carlisle" I turned back to them and Carlisle took me by surprise by hugging me just as loving as Esme did. Though I could not help but tonotice Edwards' emphasis on the word "girlfriend" and look he got from his dad.
15 minutes later the doorbell rang again, and Rosalie went to open. It was Jasper and Alice!

The rest of the evening went on with laughter and childhood memories. Apparently it was Jacob who had organized the dinner and invited everyone and I didn't mind at all. It was a good way to get to know Edwards parents, and whilst we sat there I felt content and happy. I had two families one of witch I was truly grateful for.

A/N - Just a filler.. I think. Very short though.

All the exciting stuff will start in the next chapter, I promise, so stay tuned ;)
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