Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush


Katie POV

When I woke up this morning, I had a bad feeling. I ran to the bathroom and let it all up. Yup, I was throwing up. All of a sudden my hair was pulled back in a ponytail and someone was rubbing my back. It was James.

"It's ok, Katie. Just let it out." He told me as was letting all out. When I finally finished I asked him.

"How do you know to put someones hair in ponytail?"

"My mom's a beauty consultant...remember?"

"Oh yeah. Sorry."

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine." I never admitted that I feel like crap. It showed weakness.

"Are you sure."

"James, I'm fine ok." He just nodded. "I would tell you if needed help." He helped me up and we walked out of the bathroom, to face the day.


James POV

I got back from my run this morning. I walked into the kitchen to get a glass of water, when I heard someone in the bathroom. I peeked in and saw Katie throwing up. I took action by putting her hair up in a ponytail and rubbing her back.

After it was all over and done. She told me she would tell me if something was wrong. She wouldn't though. She never does. When we walked out to the bathroom together, we got some weird looks.

"Guys, she was letting it all out."

"Oh, Katie do you feel ok?" Kendall asked

"Yeah, I feel fine." She stated as she walked back to her room.

"She isn't ok." I told the guys.

"She said she was fine." Carlos said.

"Carlos, it's Katie. She would never admit that." Kendall stated.

"Is there anything else?" Logan asked.

"Well last night when I was playing Wii Sports Resorts, and she won I accused her of cheating. I chased her around the apartment and tickled her for cheating. When I stopped she gripped the couch to hold her balance or something."

"Well we should keep a eye on her." Logan said. "If anything comes up, we tell each other stat." We all nodded in agreement.

"We should probably get to the studio." I stated.

"Actually Gustavo called and said he wanted Katie quick." Carlos said.

"KATIE!" Kendall yelled.

She walked out of her room. She looked really pale.

"What's up guys?"

"Gustavo wants you."

"Ok. Let's go." She was making her way out the door while we followed. On the way to the studio Katie asked Logan if we could stop somewhere to get a drink. She got a 2 liter bottle of water and drank it in like 2 minutes. She was really thirsty.


Katie POV

I hate to admit it, but something is wrong with me. I mean I drank 2 liters of water in 2 minutes! That's weird right. I'm always dizzy and I'm throwing up. I decided to not think about it for a while.

When we got to the studio, Gustavo asked to talk to me in private about something.

"Katie. I need to bring you to my mansion."

"Why?"

"We need to prepare you for something."

"What?" That really made me nervous.

"The tour that you will being going on with the guys!"

"WHAT! Really? You're not joking with me?"

"Nope. I told the press you would be a act with Big Time Rush, so do the math."

I ran and hugged him. "Thank you so much, Gustavo." I heard outside "What are you doing here?" The guys yelled at someone. Gustavo and I ran out of his office to find the boys yelling at Trever. I decided to mess with them. Like little sisters do.

"Hey Trever!" I go up and hug him. "How are you."

"Fantastic! Well we should get going."

"Where are you guys going?" Kendall asked us.

"Oh we have to go to Gustavo's mansion, while you guys stay here and record or harmonize, or something. Bye guys." I waved at them and to my surprise Trever picked me up bridal style and carried me out of the studio. I looked back at the guys and they looked like they were about to explode.

"You are a great actor, Katie."

"Same to you Trever." I kissed his cheek. I pulled out my phone and decided to text Zach, they guy I met at the premiere.

To: Zach

From: Katie

Hey :)

I was talking to Trever about random stuff all the way to the mansion. We made a few stops on the way. When my phone vibrated.

To: Katie

From: Zach

Hi :) Nothing much :P. We should hang out sometime. Congrats on the performance. You were amazing! Y didn't you take me up on stage :(

I laughed, I kinda started to like him.

To: Zach

From: Katie

Thanks! I didn't know you were there. I had to clear things up with my brothers. Yeah! We should totally hang out soon. How bout tomorrow at the beach? 2 o'clock? Well I g2g! ttyl

Man, I couldn't get him out of my mind. He was looked exactly like Drew Roy.

To: Katie

From: Zach

The beach sounds fun! See you at 2 tomorrow. :)

I smiled knowing I had a date with him tomorrow.

"Hey Trever?"

"Whats up?"

"So, I kinda, have a date tomorrow. Could you cover for me?"

"Of course."

"Thanks Trever."

Well we had to get to the mansion to train me in. Trever told I had to record a song first.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

I then got on the stage and was going through the new dance routine Mr. X taught me, when the room started to spin.

"Katie are you ok?" Trever asked me. I couldn't respond. I hit the floor and Trever ran out of the room.


Trever POV [first one :)]

Katie just fainted. I ran to get Gustavo and her brothers.

I ran into the studio.

"DAD, We need to talk."

"Not now pretty boy." Kendall yelled at me with the guys agreeing with him.

"What is it?" Dad asked me.

"It's Katie." I told him.

The guys booked it outta there and jumped in their car and rushed to the mansion.

"What happened?" Dad asked me.

"She was doing a routine and she just fainted."

"This isn't good. The dogs aren't gonna want go on tour with her like that." He started to pace back and forth.

"It won't take that long." I assured him.

"Yeah, she isn't gonna go into comatose."

"We better go check on the guys." He agreed and we ran to the car and drove to his mansion.


Kendall POV

We should've taken Katie to the doctor this morning. We didn't know what was wrong, but we didn't care.

We ran into the mansion and saw Katie and it looked like she fainted. Logan took medical action.

"James go get a cloth or something wet. Carlos call 911. Kendall help me roll her over."

We all did as we were told.

"Logan?" A weak little voice asked.

"Katie stay calm ok?" Logan told her slowly and calmly.

"Logan, what is that bright light?"

"No, Katie. Focus on me not the light."

"But it's so pretty Logan."

"Katie, please focus on me. Ok?" Then her eyes shut.

"NO! KATIE WAKE UP! PLEASE WAKE UP!" I screamed. Just in time for the ambulance to come. They loaded her up and took her to the hospital.


Katie POV

I really liked that bright light so I started to take one step after another into it.


Hey people! So didn't know if you saw that coming or not? :P

Anyway I'm getting ready to go to Wisconsin Dells for a basketball tournament. So updates might not be as frequent. Life in Minnesota is crazy!

Don't know if you want me to keep Zach in the story or not? Let me know what you think. Click on that lonely depressed review button to make it happy and comfortable. :)

Um, so guess what?
The Guys released the lyrics to there new song "Windows Down". I'm so excited I can't even describe it! June 25 is gonna be a amazing day!

With lots of love,

Crazygurl5and11