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It had been since a few weeks now that Sam was trying to avoid Mercedes. And she did notice that every time they both were in the same corridor at school or in the same class Sam immediately was avoiding her gaze. She hated the fact that Sam was trying to make her believe that nothing had happened between them, just a few weeks ago. That day she had been so sure that Sam still was in love with her, and this almost made her forget that he had chosen Quinn instead of her. She didn't really know why but, since a few days now, she was feeling more self-confident than she had ever been before, that is why she was determined to make Sam understands that his new behavior towards her was driving the Diva that she is, literally crazy.
She couldn't accept that they suddenly had become strangers to each other's. She still and will always love Sam, even if it's so painful to love him, she knew that they were meant to be. Her craze and her love for him both convinced her to find Sam in order to have a proper conversation.
She knew that at that hour, Sam must have finished his football training. So, without thinking she went to the cloakroom. She didn't care if girls weren't allowed in there, she absolutely had to talk to him and now he couldn't just avoid her anymore. When she entered she heard some laugh, wheezing, or things like "Hey baby, are you lost?"… She decided not to pay attention to any of them and began to look for Sam but he was nowhere to be found. Suddenly Puck arrived and said:
"Hey Mercy, what are you doing here? Do you…"
"- Puck, I need to find Sam, where is he?"
"In the shower but…"
"-Thanks."
Mercedes ignored Puck's warnings and just followed her instincts. To her luck she immediately saw Sam, half-naked and wet leaving the shower. Gosh, he looked so perfect that it almost made her forget why she was there for. She also had to admit that Sam's look what priceless, she knew that he would have never imagined seeing her here, in front of him, gazing at his torso although she should have been looking into his eyes. At that moment, Mercedes did her best to focus herself on her mission; she also tried to gather all the nerve and the self-confidence she had to tell him all she had to tell.
"Mercy what…wha…?"
"WHAT AM I DOING HERE? Seriously Sam? Well, I'm here to talk to my fake boyfriend who became my real boyfriend, who broke up with me without any reason and who's now the boyfriend of my worst enemy. Is that easy enough for you to understand? Because, for me, it's not at all."
"Mercy, this isn't the right time to talk…I just wanna get dressed and leave."
"IS THAT SOME KIND OF A JOKE SAM? You want to leave me like that, like you did a few weeks ago in front the whole school? You hate me that much…"
Then she decided to turn herself from Sam's pity look, she couldn't stand being so vulnerable in front of him. She could feel the tears threatening to sing along her cheeks but she refused to let him think that she was a crybaby. That's why she decided to face him once again and let her heart talk for her:
"Sam, I gave you my heart. My heart's only beating for you but…Yours seems to be beating for another one and I don't know why. Did I do something wrong? Was it just a game for you: "us" as a couple? Maybe I…I should give up. Maybe you weren't my soulmate. Gosh I'm so lost!"
She buried her face in her hands, trying to calm down. Everybody had now left the cloakroom, and she eventually decided to leave him alone when she suddenly felt two hands grabbing her waist and leading her to the nearest shower. This was happening so fast that she didn't really understand what was happening. The only moment she actually managed to understand what was happening is when she saw Sam with her in the shower and when she saw him pushing the "cold water" button. He rolled away from her and Mercedes yell. The cold water was freezing her and she didn't understand why, for god's sake, why THIS was happening? It was so not logical. Weirdly she began to feel better, as if the cold water was helping her to see clearer in her mind. When the water stopped, she immediately opened up her eyes, giving at an amused Sam a death look and tried to punch him in the arms, she was so mad at him! Because of him she was all wet although she had just come in order to have a normal conversation with him.
"WHAT THE HELL SAM! WHY? ARE YOU….LAUGHING AT ME? I'M GOING TO KILL YOU AND THROW YOUR DEAR QUINN IN YOUR OWN GRAVE!"
Sam was now laughing so hard that Mercedes couldn't help but smile to his contagious laugh. She was about to yell at him again when he suddenly, gently pushed her against the fresh wall by letting one of his fingers against her mouth preventing her from saying anything. Then she heard Coach Beiste and she immediately understood why Sam had told her not to say anything. When the Coach finally left, Sam still hadn't removed his finger from her lips, and neither had he even stepped back to let her move. Sam was now so close from Mercedes that he they both could feel their own heartbeats going faster and faster, showing much effect they had on each other's. Plus, the fact that Sam still was half-naked was driving her crazy. And Mercedes couldn't stand Sam's intense gaze anymore, she turned her head to her right at that exact moment when Sam decided to approach his lips to her ear and whispered:
"Mercy, I really hope that, this cold water did clear those crazy thoughts you just told me. I refuse to hear you say that you want to give up or that I was playing with you and your feelings. I'm not that kind of guy and I never will. I care about you, more than you imagine. I'm with Quinn, but for you."
"What? For me? Sam is it a sort of way for you to show me that ...You love me? By being with another girl?"
"It may seem crazy and…"
"-NO SAM! THIS IS SURREAL! For god's sake, what did Quinn to make you change your mind so quickly?"
"She didn't do anything."
"So WHAT? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? You want me to accept the fact that you're now with another girl but you don't want me to give up on "us" because you still care about me? Let's call Dr Phil!"
"I have to go, ok? I…I'm tired of trying to explain myself. I'm tired of trying to make you understand that my heart still belongs to you although it shouldn't. I'm fed up, do you understand that? This is too much for me to handle. Gotta go, take care of you Mercy."
With those last words, Sam left letting a speechless Mercedes Jones behind him. Sam really was fed up; this situation was driving him so insane that sometimes he couldn't sleep. Flashes of Mercedes and Quinn's faces were invading his mind. Sam wished he could go back to the past. Was he regretting having accepted the "fake boyfriend" mission with Mercedes? No and yes. No because he knew that she was the one and he couldn't imagine a future without her but on the other side, he was regretting that mission who both did led them in ways they would have never expected before. A sudden wave of pain invaded his mind, that's why Sam immediately rushed to his place after getting dressed. He just lay down on his bed, closed his eyes listening on his iPod "The Nationals – Terrible Love"…
When Mercedes eventually arrived to her place, she got the surprise of Kurt, her BFF asleep on her own bed. She sighed and changed herself into dry clothes while thinking of a gentle way to wake her best friend up. She wasn't in the mood to do any jokes and she wasn't in the mood to see anyone either. But it was her BFF and she couldn't avoid him. So she slowly touched Kurt's shoulder to wake him up by whispering:
"Kurt, you need to wake up, there's a biggest and more comfortable bed that's waiting for you, in your own bedroom Kurtie."
"I prefer staying in the bed of my pretty little liar."
"Wha...What do you mean?
"Were you really thinking that you could fool me like that? Hello, I'm Kurt, your Kurtie and your BFF who's supposed to know everything about you. But guess what? Today I did understand that my dear Mercy had been involved with a fake relationship with Evans. Am I wrong? So the breakup was just fake?"
"How…How did you…?"
"Come on, Mercy I may be really hooked on Broadway, Blaine and Haute Couture but I'm not that blind."
"Well… You're right but you do not know the whole story so please don't turn what happened into a big trickery because you're totally wrong."
Mercedes was tired of trying to understand what had really happened between her and Sam, and trying to explain that to Kurt was even harder. It was reminding her of the pain she was dealing with since weeks now. She hated the fact that Kurt had turned her whole sentimental life with Sam into a creepy trickery…
"Listen Kurt, this isn't trickery, well not anymore but that does not matter because Sam and I fell in love with each other's. Actually I thought he did as much as I did but…. He didn't, overnight Sam changed his mind and came back to Quinn although I knew he loved me and I'm deeply sure that he still does. Kurt, I'm sorry for lying to you but I love him… And…He…is with Quinn… But…He…He…"
At that moment, she couldn't just hold back the tears, saying those words made her realize how crazy and irrational, her life became. She suddenly felt Kurt' arms around her, hugging her tightly, doing his best to comfort her.
"I'm so sorry my Mercy. I love you so much, you're not alone anymore and we'll face this situation together and get your Sam back. I promise you."
On the next morning, Mercedes went to her class by doing her best to avoid Quinn's caresses towards Sam, her whispers. She tried to act as someone indifferent even though it was pretty hard. Mostly when, sometimes, she noticed some quick glances from him. When she went to the cafeteria and took her lunch, Mercedes sat down to an empty table refusing politely the invitation of her Glee friends to sit with them. She still wasn't ready to deal with all of them. She was about to eat when to her biggest surprise, she saw Kurt coming in the cafeteria with behind him: around twenty guys from the high school. He was leading them as if they were sheep, to…HER TABLE?
They were now standing in line in front her table according Kurt's orders. Then Kurt came to her, wearing his biggest smile to a shocked Mercedes Jones. Mercedes could now feel all the looks heading to her. She was feeling so embarrassed that she wanted to jump by the window and this by leading her crazy BFF with her.
"Kurt, what's this? What are they all doing here…Standing in line? Kurt Hummel I need an explanation and NOW!"
"First of all my dear Mercy, THIS proves you how amazing, fabulous, sweet …"
"-KURT!"
"Ok, well yesterday I told you that I'll help you and I just found out how."
"By renting 20 guys to act my fake boyfriend? Isn't that too much? By the way, this is silly. They all know that I'm not the cutest girl in that high school so how did you manage to convince them?"
"Ha-ha-ha. How? They all know you because they all ever did hear your beautiful voice, and they are sort of groupies. They like you hun and you are freaking beautiful. So, my dear Mercy I think that you really have to thank me because: first, Sam's expression right now is priceless and second, because among those hot and …not hot guys, there's your potential new fake boyfriend."
Mercedes immediately gazed at Sam and Kurt was right. She didn't know if Sam's face was expressing angst, jealousy or indignation but this was kinda making her glad. At least, she was feeling stronger and it was now so obvious to her, that Sam's heart only belonged to her. And that was a real joy.
"I don't want another fake boyfriend Kurt. I'm done with that. But…I agree to speak to all of them; I really want to know Sam's next reactions."
"Hmm…That's my Diva. Ok Guy n°1, you can come!"
Mercedes took 10 min by boys to talk and this; still by spying Sam's reaction. She was talking to the fifth boy when she suddenly heard Quinn's yelling at Sam to come back but it was too late because Sam was now leaving in a hurry. Mercedes saw that he was mad. Really mad and she couldn't help but feel guilty because for the first time, feelings had been switched. Mercedes was feeling guilty and Sam was feeling hurt.
But her heart was so devoted to Sam that she just decided to leave all those guys and immediately decided to find where Sam was. It had been since 5 mins now that she was looking for Sam everywhere when she finally found him in the auditorium. Alone with his guitar and singing.
Well I'm so above you
And it's plain to see
But I came to love you anyway
So you pulled my heart out
And I don't mind bleeding
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Well your mama kept you but your daddy left you
And I should've done you just the same
But I came to love you
Am I born to bleed?
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Hey!
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
When the song finished she hadn't notice that she had let some tears sink along her cheeks. She hadn't realized how Sam really felt and it seemed like he was the prisoner of his own fate. At that moment, she just wanted to kiss him and tell him that he is not a "lonely boy". However, she didn't know why but she couldn't. She also was wondering if she should come and talk to him or just go away as if nothing happened. And she decided to choose her last choice when she heard:
"Did you enjoy it?"
"Enjoyed what Sam?"
"To see me hurt."
"I…I didn't…This was not my idea...I..."
"- You what Mercedes? Did you want to show me what I was missing?"
"….For god's sake, why AM I FEELING GUILTY? YOU BROKE ME WHEN YOU SUDDENLY DECIDED TO LEAVE ME FOR QUINN! WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I'M THE BAD PERSON IN HERE? YOU BROKE UP! NOT ME!"
"I know. And…I…miss so many things Mercedes…"
"Like…what?"
"You. Your smile, your beautiful and angelic face, your voice, your lips, your kisses, your caresses….
Hearing those lyrics made her come closer to him, and take his hands in hers. She couldn't be mad at him for too long and the fact that he was confessing his love to her already made her feel calm. Sam immediately reacted to the contact of their hands joined; he gave them a kiss and led their joined hands to his beating heart.
"I…"
She did not get the chance to say anything, Sam's lips suddenly crashed to hers. It was like she breathing again and getting the life she was supposed to have. When their tongues joined, Mercedes couldn't help but moan. His lips were her weak spot and when Sam's hands lost themselves near her butt, Mercedes kissed him back with so much passion that she didn't know if her legs would support that intense moment she was having.
When they parted, Sam began to give butterflies kisses to her neck. And whispered :
"I love you."
"I love you too but...Be mine Sam."
"Mercy it's complicated and you know this."
"No Sam, it isn't. It's me or Quinn. Make a choice. And now."
End of that chapter! Hope you guys did like it! Thanks for reading! Heart you xoxo