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[Innocence POV ~mostly Crown Clown~ (except in special ocassions)]

Normal = Innocence

Bold = Humans

Italic = Noah

Bold/Italic = Special Characters

A/N: Remember this chapters are very important. Do not jump or skip them even if you get lost. Everything will make sense... someday...

Chapter 10: Harmony and Disorder

A man sitting in the middle of a library surrounded by files all over the floor. Not knowing what to do with too many papers, until he sees a group interesting files labeled with numbers.

"A man was stopped from destroying the world, by so action the man was divided in two identities; one became a man of family and live a happy life for a very long time. The other was lost in the Realm of Spirits. This division wasn't supposed to happened, but there was not turning back from it." The man read outload and too himself.

"In the past, the man was a wonderful person he was rich, gentle and kind. Everyone adores him, others were jealous of him, of his ideals, of his family, of everything he has that others didn't need but want. Moved by jealously those who envy him committed an unforgivable act. A massive group entered the Palace uninvited and destroyed everything in their path. When they found the man, they hit him and bit him until he bleeds taking his family and torture them in front of his eyes. By the end of the third day every single member of the family, in exception of the man were killed macabrely they were unrecognizable. The man was left alone to bleed out and died, which back fired because the love of the man turn into hate.

It wasn't long, that night when the family of the aggressors paid the consequences of their actions. Not a single person survived and an entire village has been wiped out by the hands of the man. The news of the new problem expands around the region, when the man keep killing people at another village by night. The 'gods' had taken their human form which is actually very interesting their faces void of emotion and their eyes glowed green. They lived at the Elohim Village where they were beloved and respected by the Elohim people. A 'god' which wears a curious mask among the 'gods' was the one who acted in stopping the man who hated humanity and was blind in rage and pain.

The 'god' was very conflicted he was obviously presenting a weird connection with the man. But something was off, the man was acting very strange at some point the man was behaving like he was two different people inside one body. The 'god' noticed the man has drank from the fountain of Matter that was the center piece of every village. The man was having a reaction of the Matter it appears that was beginning the progress of division and the man was losing his mind on negative emotions.

The 'god' knew he needed to stop the man before things get more complicated. The battle began when the man went directly to the 'gods' with the idea to erase them for all eternity. Which it was convenient for the 'god' using the opportunity to strike the man and stopping his madness to spread around the world. It did not work the way he wanted because the man was not a normal human being. He belongs to the race of Noah, a race blessed by the Almighty. So, the action of stopping the man divide him as the Matter was already doing.

The 'god' noticed the problem of drinking the water of the Matter and he knew that in time, the part of the man who stayed with his humanity could become into a new problem, because the Matter live inside him. He feared that history will repeat itself one day and the Noah became a problem.

He needed to stop the mess soon to come. So, he enters the Realm of Spirits with hopes on finding the other half of the man. He found a child with beautiful gray eyes and the 'god' was feeling the same connection he was feeling from the man before. The child was in a very delicate condition, the only way he could get out of the realm was with the Power of Matter, which he didn't have. The 'god' sacrifice his human form turning into dust and surround the spirit with warmth and love, and for the first time a 'god' became a weapon of Matter.

The child came back to life and was rescue by another Noah. This Noah was the wife of the other half stay with the humanity and the named he once had, Adam. Since his wife was incapable of having children they adopted the child and lived happy life together until disaster followed thousands of years later.

"Sometimes Crown Clown archives gives me massives headaches. There is a lot of information, but is in pieces this is worse than talking with the Stupid Clown. Let's continue reading maybe I can find something productive about the whole mess, called the Holy War."

The relationship between the Millennium Earl and the 14th Noah is a secret Innocence keeps hidden. Who is this 14th Noah? Is he the one labeled as the Musician? Why? Why Innocence protects the 14th Noah? What is the meaning of Innocence gives protection to a Noah? What are the reasons? Could it be more than it meets the eye?

"This one for example. Why so many questions all asking the same thing written in different variations. Therefore, working with people with big secrets is a pain."

For getting to know the Secret is need to go and read the History of the Elohim Era, with almost nothing to read about. The society existed 7,000 years ago during the war named the 7,000 years Holy War. A time of pain and destruction, a time when a society have been turn into ashes. A society well-being known to be the people of the Matter.

History is not well known 'bout many things but something make sense the Royal Noah Family, the leaders of the territories. As it can be seen only the members of the Royal Courte were the survivors of the Elohim Massacre. This is the first and only time is being talk in history about a 14th member in the Royal Courte who died at the massacre or so it has been told.

When the news of the massacre of Elohim were told at the Royal Centre the Courte already knew and the screams of agony could have been heard all over the palace. For years, the Courte was in a very deep depression. By the time those who have attacked Elohim were on the move in a way to kill the Royal Courte, the family took vengeance against humanity blaming everyone for their lost.

During the beginning of the 7,000 years Innocence began to move and a specific group of people aid the war saving innocent humans. They were the survivors of the massacre and they were lid by a man dressed in white, who covers his face with a mask. This group of superhuman beings fought bravely against the Royal Courte who now call themselves the Noah Family.

"Okay, so this is the connection between both files… and the other files are too short to say they are stories."

The Crown Clown:

There is a lot of meaning in this name. For starts the term Crown means royalty. This means the tittle of a Royal member. The term Clown means a lot of significance and important ideas of a whole. First means entertainer, second a fool, third a performance, four a mask and fifth smile and laughter.

All of them together tell you, the Clown of Innocence is and have possession of a Royal member. In other words, the Apostle of the Clown of Innocence is a Royal Member of the Royal Courte.

The Apostle have a Heart of Gold. Wherever he goes everyone somehow finds trapped in a nest of full light and love. But, alas, too much light can blind and blindness is a momentary darkness. He is the best of both worlds.

Underneath the Elohim territory there was the powerful shard of the Light and Dark Matter, the Heart of Innocence. Rumors said that the blood spilled that disastrous day have activated the fury of so called Innocence.

It was often said by people considerate ignorant by the Courte that Innocence was a like-God being that protected Elohim, by the Elohim massacre not only enraged the god-like being, but the death of a specific someone. This someone still is unknown person; they may once believe it was the missing member of the Royal Corte.

The once beautiful Elohim now lays in ruins and fill the world with a lot of secrets. With them the secret of Innocence. A secret that says: certain individual will be born to stop the war.

Elohim Ruins:

The place where all Innocence secret lays, even the most important of them all. With all the pain, it still lays and linger their Innocence found a place more than home. Ruins have been a trigger of history.

As history bestowed Innocence has been betrayed and massacred so sacred place. Innocence will not forget, but alas, to stop the ones who have killed the sacred people we need the leaders of the Royal Courte who seems to be blind in rage and hate.

"This is a disorder, a disaster CC one they I am going to kill you. When I said you are worse than my brother in organization I mean it!"