Okay so I'm trying to answer this one person's question. I think that they were asking why in the chapter were the Cullen's meet the White's is, why is all that they say at first is how they change. Well the White's have heard many things about the Cullen's. The Cullen's don't know about the White's. I hope that answer's your question.

Chapter 11-

We were all back downstairs talking. I was really bored. I sighed a long sigh. Everyone looked at me. "What?"

"Aw. Is our Belly-poo bored?" Cody asked. I stuck my tongue out at him, while he just smirked.

"1. don't call me Belly-poo for your own good. 2. YES!" I exclaimed.

"Let's play guitar hero!" Emmett said from beside me. I haven't played that game in so long. Well it seemed like a long time ago. It was probably just a few months ago.

"Sure." I said while they hooked it up. I went first. I put it on hard and played Monster's-Matchbook Romance. It was a fun game to play. I was against Jasper. He was the best out of all of them. The score ended up 253,000-249,000. I won. "YES!" I yelled while pulling my arm down.

"Ho-ho-how did you do that!" He asked. I smirked and looked at Blair. She taught me how to play guitar. I'm not the best, but I am good. She is way better at this game.

"Blair taught me how to play guitar. Give's you skill, and you were distracted by something. What's up?"

"How do you know?"

"You would miss a few in a row and that's not normal for a person who can move as fast as we can. So what's up?"

"I'll talk to you about it later."

"I have time you know." He gave me a look that said 'not now'. So I dropped the subject. Blair played next against Cody. They were both really good. Since Blair plays guitar, and Cody plays bass. Cody won. The score was 264,000-251,000. That was weird. Blair is the master at this game! How could she loose. This is weird.

I stood up. "Hey Bells, where are you going?" Emmett asked.

"Just outside."

"'Kay."

I walked outside and sat down at the edge of the porch. I sat with on leg off the side, and one up to my chest. I crossed my arms across my knee and set my chin on my arms.

"You look sad." I heard a voice say from behind me. It was Jasper. "And you have sadness raiding from you."

"I don't know. I really don't know what to think anymore. I mean Edward and Rose? That is just plain weird."

"Yea. Well I have something to say. I'm sorry."

"For what?" I asked truly confused.

"Well this is all my fault. It's my fault we left. It's my fault that Edward and Rose are together."

"How is it your fault?" I asked.

"Cuz at your birthday I almost killed you!"

"I don't blame you for that. I mean, I should have been more careful."

"You didn't know that you were going to get a paper cut."

"And you didn't know that you were going to attack."

"I should have been under control though."

"I'm a vampire now Jasper. I know its hard to control the bloodlust. I'm just 35 years old as a vampire. I have to go hunting about ever 5 days to keep in check. I know how it feels. I know how it feels when you attack someone. Sure the person I attacked didn't live, but you feel so bad. I don't think I fed for 3 weeks. My throat hurt so bad. Anyway, you feel so bad about, but you can't let it get to you. You have to move on about it."

"I know I should have, but you were always like family to us. It was hard, and I always felt like it was my fault."

"But it's not." I said. "So is this what was bugging you inside?"

"Yea. I just really wanted to apologize since I first saw you this morning."

"Yes, well i accept your apology. Even if it wasn't your fault." I said.

"Okay so now that my problem is taken care of, what about yours."

"I don't know. I guess I'm just depressed. I think that sometime's that I'm not good enough. Always loosing control. Good thing never at shows. But I feel that I'm not worthy for them and that I should just leave sometimes."

"Mhm. Well you should know that leaving wouldn't help. Family is the best thing around when you loose control. You may not want them around, but when they leave you want them around. So, it's best if their there."

"I know, it's just-it's just I feel like I let them down."

"I have a question. How are they better at their control?"

"At first when I was down south, I was feeding off of humans. You know, you sort of get accustomed to them. They have all fed off of animals."

"Yeah. I know what you mean. They may be disappointed, but they'll get over it." I smiled at him.

"Thanks for making me feel better Jasper."

"Your welcome. Thank you for making me feel better."

"Any time."

"Same for you." He said and he walked back in. I went back to sitting their watching the sun go down.