"I'm sorry..." Cas began
"You should be, this all your fault" I accused "How did she even get the knife? How did she know which angels to go after?"
"I told her but I was meant to go after them and she caught me off guard when she took the knife" Cas reasoned
I took the knife from Mia's inside coat pocket and leapt at Cas "What? kinda like this?"
"Calm down" Dean said as he dragged me away.
"So you're on his side now?" I demanded
"Think this for a minute Adam even without his knife you wouldn't stand a chance against Cas?" Dean reasoned.
"Well maybe I don't want to stand a chance" I admitted.
"I loved her too " Cas told me
"Not helping Cas!" Dean told him as he managed to get the knife from me and hand it back to Cas.
"The best thing you can do now is go home" Cas told us
"You're kidding right?" Dean protested.
"I am not kidding, I can take care of things from here, I'll kill Camael and then I'll have to start restoring order on our side at least"
"And what about hells bitches running loose all doing their own thing?" Dean asked
"We'll deal with it"
"By we you mean.."
"me and the other angels" then he was gone before Dean could argue further.
I didn't see Cas again and I said goodbye to Dean, he offered to let me stay with him and Lisa but I just needed to get away so I moved from town to town working in bars and keeping my head down. I called Dean sometimes just to let him know I was OK and last I heard Sam had come back but I asked Dean not to tell Sam I was back too because there was something off about the whole thing and it bothered me.